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About Me

Hi my name is sammie i have two boys gabe whos almost 4 and kamdyn 8 mo i love my boys dearly i was in a horrible accident that almost took our lives i talk about it often you only live through hell like that once i hope all though i have seen alot of what hell is like except for that! I am talkative i love talking to people i just got back on the horse and started working again now that i have learned how to walk again finally i hate to leave my boys but as a single mom i must provide... When i get the chance i like to party and have a good time but i guess everyone has to grow up sooner or later but believe me i still know how to have fun.... I love being a single mom and doing it all on my own when your child looks in your eyes and only sees you is the best feeling in the world.... I love to meet people although i havent for a long time because of my schedule i would love to start getting back into the swing of life.. O YEA I LOVE GERARD BUTLER HE IS MY OBSESSION SCOTTISH ACSENT IS FUCKING HOT LOL!!

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I'd like to meet:

GERARD BUTLER, Johnny Depp, Phil from Pantera,Johnathon Davis, Martin Luthur King Jr., my Grandma Ruse, Adam Sandler, Charels Manson to get inside his head, Jack the Ripper to get inside his head Brandon Lee John Travolta, Nicholas Cage, Anthony Hopkins, timothy olphlant and many more


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UPDATES............... happy happy happy

Everyone that knows me knows it has been rough for me the last few weeks and that i have been in a depressed mood i even went to bed depressed last night but this morning was a real awakening i laid i...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 07:16:00 GMT

NEVER ENDING TERROR

NEVER ENDING TERROR<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />...... ..I stood in front of the mirror....Dabbing make-up on my face....I cover up the bruises.......
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 06:42:00 GMT

TIRED.... TIRED... TIRED

I am so tired I dont even think I can describe the feeling.... people never thought being tired could be painful but it really can.... I am tired of being alone even though ryan and I have been togeth...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 05:36:00 GMT

best divorce letter ever

THIS IS BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER...I JUST HAD TO POST IT ON MY BLOG!  Dear wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever.  I've been a good man to you ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 15:48:00 GMT

GABES POEM

O sweet little baby i'm holding so tight, Ill never let you got not even for a night.   Without you in my life i'de be so lost, For you I'de do anything for no matter the cost.   Your my lit...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 12:36:00 GMT

I love being a mommy.... this is y....

You know growing up I always said i was not going to be a mother i was a punk rocker grundge punk.... i used to cut was a pill head alcoholic pot head was the one that would do anything you ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 07:46:00 GMT

SCREAMING HELP

Screaming Help Living days on the edge Nights skating on the ledge.   Almost dying every night Always wanting to do whats right.   Feel the drugs in my vains begin to boil Looking franticall...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 05:12:00 GMT

She Wont cry

She Won’t Cry ..TR> You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won’t cry.No, she won’t cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:37:00 GMT

Warped & Twisted

Warped & Twisted   ..TR> Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I’m warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many lies...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:36:00 GMT

Im too big to cry

I’m Too Big To Cry   ..TR> I never stopped to realizeHow lonely I would beI never thought the day would comeWhen you’d grow tired of meYour voice was never sweeterThan the day you s...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:34:00 GMT