Jessika [Note to self: I miss you terribly]

Soooo, my name is Jessika, I am 21 I'm a pretty cool person when you get to know me. So talk to me! haha I've always wanted my life to be like story books Only because, my life is far from perfect Theres always something going wrong with me, kind of sucks but hey, life can't be perfect I love all kinds of music, love all kinds of movies, and I enjoy meeting new people I want to live my life to its fullest cause, honestly i'm always afraid of dying young haha so I'm tired of hiding in the showdows of others, I'm making myself be known :) I write poems, kind of haha, no one has read them yet I don't think they're good I have the greatest family in the world and I would do anything for them. I can't stand seeing them hurt, so if you don't want to get on my bad side, don't say anything mean about them. They are my world Especially my neices :D I'm an aunt times 2 and So happy about that lol. They are a hoot. My older neice is basically like me, which I find funny and am honored, as long as she never makes my mistakes ANTHONY RAY IS MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! AND IF YOU MESS WITH HIM I'LL BEAT YOU UP! I love warm weather, i'm always cold so yeah haha I get along with pretty much anything, and I guess one of my problems is I give people to many chances. Probably shouldn't do that but, I'm just that nice of a person I guess heh I've been thinking about trying to become a model. I used to when I was little, but got older started thinking I was ugly and/or fat so yeah stopped haha. But i've been thinking about trying it again I pretty much have my own style I feel, I don't really like matching haha I love hair, at least the hair on peoples heads haha, I'm going to go to college for cosmetology as soon as I get some money saved up I do my own hair and basically my who families haha I'm addicted to tattoos, I have five so far and already know five more that I want to get, just need to save up the money I draw, but don't think i'm to good I like peircings, have 4 not counting my ears I think i'm basically done with peircings, except for my ears haha I'm also thinking about trying to do tattoos, since I'm into them and love drawing I play the piano when I feel like it, my dream, at least one of them is to learn to play the violin I love them, I think the sound they make is beautiful!! I've heard i'm a good singer but don't agree, I like to sing in the shower and when i'm alone haha I love driving and taking trips to visit my friends and family I like taking pictures, not really of me, surprise surprise, but of random stuff I think I laugh alot, over the smallest things. lol I'm blonde and get amused easily lol. I'm the perfect example of what they say about blondes I think I give us bad names cause of how stupid I am at times lol Well I guess thats all for now I don't want to write a book well I do want to write a book someday, but not really about myself just experiences in my life and I don't know some kind of book haha So definitly try and get to know me, I don't bite :)