So i'm waitin 4 diz test 2 end.. So these lighter days can soon begin.. I'll b alone but mayb more carefree.. Like a kite dat floats so effortlessly.. I was afraid 2 b alone.. Now i'm scared dats how i'd like 2 b.. All d faces none d same.. How can there b so many personalities.. So many lifeless empty hands.. So many hearts in great demand.. And now my sorrow seems so far away.. Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain.. But i turn them off n tuck them away.. Till these rainy days dat make them stay.. And then i'll cry so hard 2 these sad things.. And the words still ring,once here now gone.. And they echo through my head everyday.. And i don't think they'll ever go away.. Just like thinking of your childhood home.. But we can't go back we're on our own.. But i'm about 2 give this one more shot.. And find it in myself.. I'll find it in myself.. So were speeding towards dat time of year.. To d day dat marks you're not here.. And i think i'll want 2 b alone.. So please understand dat i don't answer d phone.. I'll just sit n stare at my deepblue walls.. Until i can see nothing at all.. Only particles some fast some slow.. All my eyes can see is all i know.. And so i'm reaching out for the one.. And so i've learned d meaning of d sun.. And all diz like a message comes to shift my point of view.. I'm watching through my own light as it tints d shades of you.. So diz is love dats a lovely thought.. You have to care for it to keep it together.. If you fall will you get up? If you stuck in a dream will you wake up? If you fell in love will you hold on to it? Am i making something worthwhile out of diz place? If i can just hold on tonight.. I know dat no one.. No one survives!!!
Created by Shaharil
