freight train. thunderstorm. tsunami. gumball?
fuzzy on the details.
rawr
basking.
recent additions: futile and self defeating self martyrdom, pickles, kombucha, bloody marys, ramps, fiddleheads and other seasonal vegetables, green architecture, doing the best i can, south brooklyn, irreverent/irrelevant text messaging, thinking about and/or starting blogs, notebooks and projects i never finish, giving advice i can’t take, swearing i’m going back to vegan and then eating a bunch of raw oysters.
eternal love: beans, not answering questions, being vague, laughing at nothing, intimacy + intensity, comfort, spontaneous security, xanax and red wine, listing/outlining everything, backburners, obsessing and forgetting.
gone, but not forgotten: delivery wine, champagne flutes, suburbs, sleaze, day old tea, diet cream soda, dirt, engagement, wisteria, squeezing birds, stealing things from bars, radical sex work.
responsible adults. responsible adults who know that a bloody mary is a meal. responsible adults who know that a bloody mary is a meal and want to run off to a foreign country with me.
homosexuals and/or people in relationships, obviously.
these guys:
eh.
please introduce me to my 32nd movie.
the long twentieth century (giovanni arrighi), the cyborg manifesto (donna haraway), love and death (max wallace and ian halperin. books about immigrants, but not russian ones. books about russians who stay in russia are fine though.