Ness[ah]mazzzzing.

Every.beat.of.my.heart. Everyday.of.my.life. Every.thought.on.my.mind. Every.second. Every.moment. My.phones.not.ringing. My.doorbell.isnt.singing. My.bed.is.empty. Im.fragile. All.I.do.is.cry.because.u.left.me. You.didnt.want.me. Im.lost.n.lonely. Cant.live.without.you.
Random Stuff:
I love:
cheerleading
chinese
gymnastics
chucks
chocolate
goin' to football games and Basketball gmes
gum
goin' shopping
havin' a good time
going to concerts
the color pink
The O.C.
listening to music
sleeping
going on walks
hanging out will all my friends
taking pictures of everything...i always wanted to be a photographer but I don't think that would happen
horseback riding
Greys Anatomy
milkshakes that have chocolate in them
dancing
hot dogs
bologna
ice scateing
pagents...but I never win
watching movies
argueing
tube socks
quotes
fourwheelers and go-karts
staying up late
animals
eating BBQ potato chips with ketchup
talking on the phone
the internet
art
playing the piano...even though I suck
doing peoples hair
poems
when guys have long hair
reeses
the movie The Notebook
decorating
I hate:
people that arn't honest
clowns
people who arn't themselves
getting hurt
the color of my eyes
that time of the month
being treated like shit
someone
people the treat other people like shit
being out of high school
stupid high school drama
ear infections
backstabbers
when someone gets mad for no reason
stepping on wet things while wearing socks
rollercoasters
people who think they are center of attention
running
not being able to listen to music
posers
a lot of icing on a cake
people who think they know what love is...when they have no fuckin' clue
headaches
cancer
my life
not having money
cry babies
peas
loosing things
that gay guys are hott
judgemental people
getting bad grades
nosey people
people that lie
slow computers
people the try to start shit for no reason
getting splinters
feeling really dumb
triping or falling infront of people
Im addicted to the internet
Im a virgin
Im gonna be 19 in less than two months
Im really bored
Im scared to die
Im not lucky at all
Im a procrastinator
Im not a good lier
Im shy to some people I don't know
Im a sucker for blue eyes
Im supposed to wear glasses but I don't
Im a perfectionist
I don't have grandparents
I don't tell my parents anything
I don't buy things that arn't on sale
I don't have much confidence in myself
I have always wanted to be a model, photographer, hair stylist
I have brown eyes
I have a cat
I have a twin
I have brown hair
I have 3 dogs
I have only had one boyfriend
I have a canopy bed
I had a little cousin die from cancer
I had braces
I feel like I am unwanted
I act like im happy even if im having the worst day of my life
I eat a lot
I cuss when im mad
I was supposed to have an identical twin
I wish I could draw
I wish I could write poems
I sometimes wonder if people just act like they like me
I get depressed a lot
I got my first kiss when I was 17...pretty sad...I know
I care way too much of what other people think
I keep things bottled up
I sleep on my stomach
I live in Shamrock Lakes
I would move to a different state and start over new
I hang out with anyone even if they are younger than me...so if you have a problem with that...you can just kiss my ass
Some people bug me
Some people think im rich but im not
Shit always happens to me
My parents make me mad sometimes
My best friend got me a pink rose for my b-day
My twin sister got married
At times I think im fat
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