Ryan makes me smile!!!
<♥>I have tried so many times to take how I feel, and put them into words. When I'm around you, I can't help but smile. When you put your arms around me, I feel safe. When I see your name on the called id, I melt. When I see you walking to my locker, I feel special. When you call me cute, and tease me, I love it. I love the giggle you do after I say orange. Times have changed, things have happened, and still always, you are right next to me, a phone call away. Life is pulling us in two different directions… It hurts, I'm going to miss my phone ringing at random times of the day. The laugh every time I say something cute, or even ridiculous. Government...wow… That’s all I have to say. I am going to miss all of this. You are different from any other guy I have known. There are so many things about you that are unique. You are always there for me, through the drama and all. I think that out of all of my friends, you are the easiest person to express my fears, my dreams, my mistakes, and my accomplishments to. The times that we are apart, there is no doubt in my mind that you will be missed dearly. In my thoughts, dreams, and prayers every breath I take. So all of these words wrap up into a thank you for being my best friend... <♥>
CODY AND I ARE OFFICIAL!!
I have a few heros and people special in my life <♥> My Brother Jeff I love him, we have been through so much together throughout our lives. When I can finally have some time with him, it's an escape from everything, he has grown up so much over the past few years, and I love it! he is getting engaged, and just getting into the beginnings of starting his life. Jeff is a hero in my eyes..he has taught me so much..it all started when he helped me say my first word, and then teach me how to tie my own shoes all by myself. I love him, and I don't know what I would do without my brother in my life. <♥> Kristine is a great girl! I have her on this list, because she is alot of what I am not. She really is my other half, there are times where neither of us want to be around eachother, but I love her the same. When we first started to get close, she told me that she doesn't get along with very many girls, and I am so grateful that we get along. We have shared so many great memories together. I know that no matter what happens, she will always be on this list, she is a great person, and a hero in my eyes. <♥> Ray He is my best friend. We have been through so much in the year that we have known eachother. Ray, truly captivates me..he is there... next to me... always... I can tell him anything, and he will give me his honest opinion. I look at him, and I am amazed that I got the chance to be apart of his life, to be able to share so many things with him, and to be next to him.. He is leaving for the NAVY in almost a week, and I am going to miss him dearly, but I know that he will do great, and he wil achieve and accomplish many things. I also know that we will be friends forever. <♥>My Boyfriend Cody ♥ He is always there, yes we have had our ups and downs, but now that we are together, I'm so happy, and couldn't feel more blessed in my life to be with him and share so many moments, good, bad, funny, dumb, sad.. anything. Sometimes I feel like he is my other half, I can't be even alittle upset and he knows something is up, and he wants to be there with open arms willing to help every step of the way. Thank you babe... forever and a day. My little brother He is the most amazing little boy ever. I look at him and I want to cry.. He is only two, and sometimes I get discouraged because I don't live at home and see him everyday, I get phone calls every-now-and-then telling me all the "cute" moments he had that day. I always said that I wanted to teach him how to tie his shoes.. but I will not be there for that. When he looks at me, and kisses me, or even does the scrunchie face I taught him, I can't help but smile, and everything that was wrong is now okay. I love him. He probably might never know this, but I have learned so much from him, and he is only 2. but he is truly a hero in my heart.