Thoughts are flowing |
Its this weird feeling a feeling in the pit of my stomach in my blood as it passes by its taken so much time for me to say I am single and feel joy Its taken so much for me to honestly not look for lo...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 01:31:00 GMT |
Thank You |
Thank youThank you for all those days I thought I lostAll the fear you instilled in my soul.Lying in bed knowing nothing but you.Waiting for your phone calls,losing my mind for your attention.I knew n...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 02:16:00 GMT |
Its 9 pm. Or is it?: |
The clock is tickingbut so slowlythe hour passes bybut the time still says its 9I am 3 steps behind.Its 9:459:15Its a never ending cycleI can't winTake the clock down?or keep it because it still ticks...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 19:39:00 GMT |
Sky is the limit |
With this dayI take my own handI strap on the guiltthe painthe sorrowthe anxietythat this lifestyle has subjected to my lifeand I jumpHarness tightbody arched54321....with the sky as my canvassI will ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 23:35:00 GMT |
I hope you notice |
I saw your eyesas you looked into the skythe glimmer of them took me backand I realized that I never notice eyesbut I notice yoursIn your prescenseI have felt a highest highand I have experienced that...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 18:40:00 GMT |
Reawakening |
He kisses meand I feel nervousI can't let go of my fearsbecause I know how much he can hurt meI am bruised.I stare at himand I realize what I havent hadsexual attractionI no longer envy your hateful p...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 08:13:00 GMT |
Looking out in Wonder |
I dont know when it beganor when I realized itbut I find myself digusted with the factthat I keep judging my lifelike its a competitionwho smiles morewho is in lovewho is wanted by othersWhen did I wa...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:15:00 GMT |
I notice the sullen signs |
I know that you still want my attentionand I know that at least a glimmer in you still speaks my nameand I dont know whyI know that I miss good dayssaw future development stuntedand lack the knowledge...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 01:41:00 GMT |
Pride |
This has been an amazing weekend.I have proven to myself that i am emotionally strongand mature.It starts with the Jordanas I picked him upI realized that I felt that our 2 month siestafelt like 2 day...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 17:30:00 GMT |
Why. |
I cant believe one person would want to screw me so badly.I really believed I was an amazing person to this guy.I treated him to anything he really desiredbought him concert tickets, delivered flowers...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 00:12:00 GMT |
