coyote

simple and practical... emotional... reserved... hopeless romantic... sentimental... dreamer... prioritizes my lovelife because that keeps me on track, it inspires me to do everything, it brings the best in me... i have simple dreams i haven't done yet: walking under the rain together w someone special while holding each others hand and spending a night in a secluded beach while hugging each other under a full moon... i am the kind of person who does everything for someone i love, making that person the center of my life, the root of everything i do... my inspiration in life... all i wanted to feel is true love, appreciation, time and and comfort... and to feel i am in a relationship... With all the changes that happened, somehow it is also changing me, teaching me lessons to make me tougher... it is just me, a person who gives everything to the person i love... "When I lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us, you lost more... For someday I can love someone the way that I loved you...But you will never be loved again the way that I did." as of now, im trying my best to sort out everything... to know what i want in life... i have a dream i want to pursue... but what im sure of i want to develop myself in all aspects (physical and emotional in particular)... life can be so tiring, it is very stressful, it can be very destructive but im thankful of having my friends behind me, right beside me... without them, im nothing, im lost... evrything in this world is unpredictable, it really is... i will meet a lot of people im not expecting to meet, some are great and some are assholes... im glad that most of the people i have right now are the good ones... thanks for coming into my life... im the kind of person who wants to have a good living and it shows to th ekind of friends i have... im happy right now even if i didnt make it for mossimo, at least i tried and i got into the screening part... hehehe as for everybody... im really a kind of guy who looks like a snob, i am if i really dont know the person but deep inside, im completely a different person... im the only hudson here, nobody can surpass me, i make sure that i satisfy and do things for others first just to make em happy but hey, never ever abuse me... if people dont appreciate what i do, of course iL get mad but it wont be my loss, it will be yours... i can say that all of us commits mistakes, i can forgive but if u will do it again, iL still forgive you, then again dont abuse me... i can say that im the kind of person who loves to get hurt, i know im very emotional but it's me, that will be me forever and if people wont accept me for who i am, what the hell, i have lots of friends who loves me and accepts me for who i am... i may lose some but i will gain more... i will do my best to be a better person... soon my dreams will come true... thanks to all of you, my friends and my family... i really cant please everybody... i may lose but i will keep on trying... i will keep on searching... and i will be a survivor... nobody will never ever let me down starting tonight. i will be tough but still i will be a better person to prove to those people that i didnt lose anything or anyone but they lost a me... i admit i commit mistakes, and im sorry if i stepped on someone... i amy sound bitter but im not, im just expressing my deepest emotions... im just human, im not perfect and i wanted to be accepted for who i am, if you wont, look for someone else...to know me better, visit me at http://www.faceparty.com/levider or at http://www.picturetrail.com/coyoteboy