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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

(video above: Me In CoLlEgE..haha ) uPdAYDeAd:nah PAST:nothing really.. um yeah i like ze aneemahls and im in a band: LOadED DiCe they're also on myspace and I love em cuz they rock...buncha sweet kids...when it comes down to it, all I ask is for honesty and integrity cheesy shit, but it had to be said. and I can also say for once in my life: (it kinda) feels good to be alive..lol...but that'll be our lil secret. oh yeah and I'm straight edge nona that applies anymore...I was lost for awhile,...but I'm finding out who I am...thank god lol...I was getting worried for second there...heh (and NO, I'm not religious..thank god again...I believe religion is a form of organized crime)-frankly I'd rather be in the mafia..haha.

My Interests

Singing, Music, Drawing, Painting......Basically any of the visual or performing arts.cartoons

I'd like to meet:

BiLlY CoRgAn... :Marilyn Manson!!!!.i met him....thank you for something that went right.... I'm suprised that even happened...lets just say I got lucky. I guess...

Music:

BiLlY CoRgAn garbage,muse,marilyn manson,portishead,system of a down,alkaline trio,the bravery,ozzy,black sabbath,david bowie,led zepplin,lynard skinard,the doors,queen,queens of the stone age,powerman 5000,nothing face,nude,blink 182,greenday,the distillers,the mamas and the papas,head automatica,hot hot heat,eurythmics,nirvana,beck,avenge sevenfold,foo fighters,sex pistols,patsy cline,aretha franklin,pink,beyonce knowles,christina aguilera,interpole,kidney thieves,rob zombie,eminiem,yeah yeah yeahs,cranberriers,no doubt,kill hannah, the horrorpops, party monster, heart,gravy train,oldies,trance,dark wavev and some techno remixes of old 8os and 90's-dj sammy ace of base some daft punk....anything i can shake my ass to..haha(what ass??!!?)jefferson airplane,lauryn hill,the fugees,Dr. dre,(to be continued)

Movies:

.."325" height="250" .."325" height="250" taxi driver slc punk american werewolf in london a bronx tale sid and nancy loser all dogs go to heaven moulin rouge lion king

Television:

fosters home for imaginary friends,robot chicken,billy and mandy, my gym partners a monkey titus,family guy,the simsons,trailer fabulous,married with children,futurama,rockos modern life,ren and stimpy

Books:

the autobiography of malcom x as told by alex haley,the fixer,all resident evil books,the long hard road out of hell:marilyn manson-by neil struass,always running,more scary stories to tell in the dark(all of em)brown bear brown bear what do you see,elsa (the story of a lion),-someday I'll get to a drivers guide to driving haha...theres alot more but I can't remember at the moment.

Heroes:

My BrOtHeR: RiCkY... ...rest in peace bro..i wish i'da been old enough to understand your pain. all i'm aware of is that any place aside from this world would do me just fine...for this earth was never yours dear brother. My BrOtHeR: RiCkY AlL OvEr AgAiN If I CoUlD.................................... God i miss him................................................. He died of a drug overdose in 98' at age 24 in "pico rivera"(he remained in a nearby city hospital for a week or so in a vegitative state..so i believe any of his remaining personality,ability..and psychologial beauty officially died in pico rivera, california.) .he was brilliant and full of life. like most things in this world the light dims with each social homicide taken against the soul. i know i could've related and grown so very close to ricky..i was too young to relate at the time..but when i look back at how he was, i know we're so similair in so many heartbreaking ways. only god*(?) knows how in this world love can be so conditional. lust overides the vague conceptions of being in love as well as any symptoms* of compassion and affection; in the process they begin to wither and fade like evening stars in the morning light...except however luminant in the physical world around us, any spiritual light becomes less evident inside where it matters most...it is then dismissed by others as well.. dismay consumes our aspirations of shinning through the blacknesses we face everyday.. sometimes it's so hard to believe the sun still has the nerve to shine: there exists so much apathy towards the many darknesses of this world... there are so many people with timers on their tolerances towards apathy, neglect, and rejection...it takes so much shit before it just goes to hell and either overworks itself into a calm coma...sliping away and dying slowly..or before it violently explodes with frustration and desperate hopes of irration; attempts to revive, or provoke any form comcern or loving intent.. for the majority this proves futile in the end, while achieveing increased contempt and disregard from others-....the INABILIY to understand why a person gets jealous, protective, insecure, or negative (also referred to the irrational attempts to proke concerned affection listed above) , only make the loved ones left want to or in fact just LEAVE...they'll see the mere surfaces of desperation and interpret it as a closed-case insanity, diagnose it as some form of clinical depression, .or find some way or another to define it and detain it -in order to escape it...most may just see it as another characteristic of weakness...this will make friends, loved ones, society.. the world etc. ; particularly insensitive to the state of the battered hearts display.. it is only then that rabid minds are LEFT foaming over with insanity and lonliness. without closure we will be put to sleep for our amplified desires to share faith and compassion with another. AH YES AND MY BOYFRIEND PAUL AND MY LOVELY LITTLE ORANGE ODDITY OF A CAT: POGO REFER TO VIDEO (BELOW) TO SEE THE SPLENDOR THAT IS POGO. ..

My Blog

+DaNcEs Of DiStAncEs+

i'm lost alone and confused. my love although meant with the very best intent has been abused. i wont fail at being strong anymore...but i really wonder what in the world am i waiting for...there's no...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 05:09:00 PST

KiNdA FuNnY BuT MoRe IrRiTaTiNg if anything

haha oh shit so now my whole family thinks i went to rehab...as if they didn't think little of me anyhow...but the funny thing is my ass wasn't in rehab i was in a mental institution...you  may n...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:27:00 PST

To ThE DrEaMeRs

stars shine over dark blue velvet skies, how this desire burns behind these intense brown eyes. so many stories untold how they unfold before me and you...miles away the things i do can only...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:44:00 PST

ThE No LiFe AnD TiMes Of Me..

yeay i go to sleep now....nothing too exciting on my friday night yet none the less i feel alright. ima hop inta bed and rest my sweet head. i'll dream of the things i wish to do; i'll hope you miss m...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:05:00 PST

WhAt LoVe MeAnS To Me

well i've almost got the job so good news i pray...otherwise i don't know how i'd answer to another shitty day.  i cant pretend the things i love dont exist...i hope my love if ever a next t...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 01:16:00 PST

My ReSpOnSe To PaUly...

hey i fucking miss you....ive been sober for a month now and i have an interview today...i couldn't see you leave cuz i was in a mental institution for 2 fucking weeks..haha a fucking looney bin..omg....
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 10:41:00 PST

WoRlDs ApArt LoVe BrEaKs My HeArt

from security leaving to best buds dying from decieving....theres a pain in my soul thats not worth believing...how things die and try to live again...how i miss you my dear old friend...it just ...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 12:48:00 PST

My Letter To Tyra

Dear Tyra, My name is Sahra Lira. As I write this I'm currently in a psychiatric facility. I tried overdosing after my boyfriend left me. I now know that there should never be reason enough to end a ...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:59:00 PST

here

heavens the limit
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:13:00 PST

My DeSiRes RiDiNg Me RaW (yee haw)

 that sweet burning whisper darling oh how i yearn to be apart of the bright wide eyed crowd again...rip my silent seams to hear my wild screams out loud...not going to give up for im still going...
Posted by +KrAsHKiTtEn+SaRAh+ on Wed, 30 May 2007 08:56:00 PST