I would just like to take the time to tell you a little story:
I was in middle school in Vallejo, CA, and I was approached by a girl that I would have never thought would like me. She was a friend to begin with, one of those friends that grow into your life. Well, me and this girl ended up with each other. Not knowing how it happened, it happened. I wanted to show her everything, give her everything, and show her something she has never known in a relationship before. Of course things in life happen and for two months me and her were together. Yeah that dosnt seem like a long time. But with those two months, one could never know how much we cared for each other. We both been going through family issues and both appreciated eachothers company. After two months of a happy relationship, the worst had happened. We broke up. Not knowing what happened or what I had done wrong, all I could do was question "Why?" Why did this have to happen to me. Was I not good enough for her? Was I too much for her? I didnt know what happened. And just when I thought things couldnt have gotten any worst. I was told by my mom that I was to move away to another city. And knowing that there was not going to be any way to contact her, I ended up leaving without saying goodbye. Things didnt really end between me and her. Me and her were still friends, and if I didnt have to leave. We could have probably been together one day. As a couple years went by, I was still living in California and I was having more issues with family. I was forced to leave CA and move to Virginia. I still thought about her. What she was doing. How she has been. If she was still having issues with family as well as me. I thought to myself that I would never see her again. Several years passed, and I would run through my middle school year books, to remember what it was like to be happy and have fun. High school and college was ok. But my best years was in Middle School. There were times I would come across her picture and remember the times we had. Days and months I would remember her, thinking "What If?" Till this day I still care for her, so much that it hurts to think about the past. But also be happy for what we had. I plan to continue our friendship and hopefully something, and someday we will be together again. As for me. Im still living my life, one day after the next. Enjoying what I have; my friends, my family, and her memory......