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What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together

About Me

i swear to god if I had no responsibility and just lived in my bed and never had to get up id probably starve to death because I wouldnt want to move.Myspace Layouts

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who likes kicking puppies and pushing old people down stairs as much as I do. Or we can push puppies and kick old people, but whats important is that we do it together.

My Blog

For my dear and loving husband..

I need to feel you your bodyweighted down on my chestyour skin against meyour mouth on mineyour hand around my neckpulling me in swallow me wholeso that we might be one entityand move as onethink as o...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 18:47:00 GMT

Dull star

dull starwith that dirty mouthpolished In your gracetilted in the wrong axisleaning on Andromedacatching bits of my soulbetween your fingershigh roller in a dead worldyou found me your pearlrescued me...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 18:42:00 GMT

Drive thru vegas wedding!

Thanks everyone for the congradulations! So, friday night around 3am we decided (after toying with the idea for a while) to just go to vegas and get married.  Sooo thats what we did!  so 72 hrs (and a...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 12:42:00 GMT

unrequited love

the svelte figures on the movie screenburning and painful, frozen heartachebittersweet hellos, goodbyeswarm hearts burningwith bone-chilling longingas I gaze across into your facehere with me nowforev...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 16:23:00 GMT

Immortal Beloved- Beethoven

Though still in bed,my thoughts go out to you,my Immortal Beloved,now and then joyfully, then sadly,waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Y...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 11:04:00 GMT

so I might be worthy

Your words they sink into the pores of my skinto the underlayer where the blood lies beneathYour image is burnt into my skullwith fleshy memories warming my neck, my backThoughts of the thick ferverou...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 19:48:00 GMT

flash lights and split second glances :: 10/08 the night i met you.

Flashlights and split second glancesEyelash fringe and mouths with glossy lipsbodies in  tandem with electronic poetryDigital world- superficial amusement parkAnd all I want is your palm on my skinA...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 13:03:00 GMT

things I believe in..

dreams. they wont stop bothering you until you go after them.love. pure, altruistic love. agape + eros. its out there.beauty. in the mundane. its all around you, just open your eyes.kindness. we...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 21:35:00 GMT

gaurdian angel:: nyc 2003

Tonight I sent my guardian angle to keep company with yoursas I blew kisses out the taxicab windowyou stood watching,as I sat, knees shakingat the heel of manhattanbleary eyes watching all the stoplig...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 11:43:00 GMT

at the end of the night:: oct. 2008

AND THE clock strikes threeIn time for these guards to be purged and replaced with a thick layer of shameless humilityLicking cake batter off of a spoon and telling silly childhood talesThat somehow,...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 15:51:00 GMT