Sondra

Welcome to my story. One of which has no end, or beginning. Just a tale of love and loss, of hate and agony. Only when everything goes wrong, does it rebirth the right. So many things to see and experience.. Life goes on. And so will I. I read that somewhere I don't know where it came from, nor do I really care. I just liked it. I am who I am, I do not follow, but I learn. Im not afraid to say "I can't" and I'm not afraid to try. But I am afraid of losing friendships and I'm afraid of letting go of the things I care about. I can forgive but I can't forget. I love deeply and cry hard. I am not just one thing but many. My personality can change at anytime. Sometimes I give up before I try, and I try to run from things I can't deal with. My life is not perfect but its mine and I would never give it up to be someone else. I do not idolize others, but become great myself. I may not be good at everything but I'm okay at a lot of things. My heart breaks like everyone else's and deep down I just want to be loved. I love attention because I have never had it before. At times I feel ugly and unwanted. Sadnees is a part of life and I deal with it. I laugh till it hurts, dance the songs away and sing my heart out. I care about everyone no matter how much I hate them. I try to see things in different eyes. I gossip but don't judge. I can be the mean and cold. But I'm always there when someone needs help. I tell the truth when it comes to the important things and I lie when people don't need to know. This is who I am. I can be no one else, accept me or walk away. Don't waste you time with gossip behind my back, I'm not worth that much effort. Just know I cannot be broken down. I have fallen hard before. This time I'm prepared.