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i mingle only with the best
Family is my life, friends are my family. I keep those around who bring me higher cause I can only hang around trash so long til I have to take it out. Sometimes my ego gets outta control, stroke it if you dare. I tend to be a very creative person with lots of thoughts and they need someplace to go. Maybe thats why I like living out loud. I don’t do plans, nor am I the decision maker. My indecisiveness comes from being a Libra. My slacker tendencies make me accountable. People tell me I think like a man and to be honest I don’t really believe it’s a bad thing. I don’t do relationships. Not because I’d rather slut around, but more like because I haven’t found the right one. I fall for
inconsiderate bitches
is my real problem. One day I brought a puppy home and it has yet to leave. Somedays I want to cook her for dinner, but Im far from a chef, and plus shes too damn cute to actually make that happen. Bed wrestling is the only sport I play, but you have to show me you have what it takes before you step into my ring. Im pretty sure I’ll never really grow up so instead I will just learn to move on.
I dont really know why I just wrote that whole speal cause honestly the irony of trying to be understood only ends up making me feel even more misunderstood. Life is funny and cruel all at once.
*misunderstood* not because of me but because of others peoples interpretations of the small parts that I share, of what they feel has been formed. Some what like no two people can read a poem or look at a painting and feel the exact same way.

on a not so deeper level....
I am going to live in a nudist village. Get laid by all the playboy bunnies. After my mid twenties I am never going to have a monogamous relationship. And I am going to die on a space mission to Mars.