Frustrated |
Im drowning, looking up at the light of salvation as it seems to get further and further away each time i reach up for up it. Its sooo cold and murky where i am, but it almost feels content because iv...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Dec 2009 12:52:00 GMT |
What to do? |
I want to believe that certain people care and mean well and put their kids first, but the repeated disappointment i see in my kids face and hurt tones when nothing is there except every 2 weeks frida...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Dec 2009 05:59:00 GMT |
God gave me what i wanted... |
I have my own place, my children, my freedom, and im clean. Some days i wake up and think im dreaming, other days it can get scarey overwhelming. Ive never been on my own or stayed alone. I want to...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:12:00 GMT |
Starting over.... |
Again and again i try to start anew with someone new and it always ends the same. The sick part is that i believe it will be differant every time. So with a new look at this mess i call a love life, i...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Oct 2009 14:52:00 GMT |
I'm the sucker........ |
I'm so tired of everyone needing me to be by their side and with them when they're down and hurt. They need a friend and more so they call me because....what? they know I care about them, I'm loyal, ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 13:57:00 GMT |
a new love...... |
The insanity of my life has been slowly dwindling down to a minimum. Yes I still get upset with the mistakes I've made but I'm on the road to fixing them. I have a beautiful woman who understands me...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 14:44:00 GMT |
still hurting |
I'm sitting here with my back against the wall and tears streaming down my face but you can't hear me, no one can. I've mastered how to cry silently so no one can hear what they're doing to you. It'...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:33:00 GMT |
... |
This hurt spins around me and doesn't end.......all those who said they loved me, pretend to hold me by so standing yet they fall short. All I wanted out of life was someone to love me for me, and to...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 17:29:00 GMT |
fuck u tooooo |
What the fuck is soooo wrong with me?? I mean come on, seriously I'm not getting it. I must really be missing something that no one is able to show me. If I'm soo perfect, so wonderful, so amazing, ...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 14:30:00 GMT |
Stupid people |
Oh my fucking god sometimes I just want to hit people. I just want to smack the shit out of stupid people just because. Uuuuggghhhhh!!!! I want to yell and scream at you and everyone else. It's no...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 14:17:00 GMT |
