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The words that descirbe selfimage mean nothing to me. I am myself, one true person whos there when needed, and hidden when forgotten. I can take the role of being your hero, but it might not always be for the best. I Love and hate as does all, but yet at the same time i am different from all my surrondings. I am a WHORE for makeup and music... as you can see I wear alot of it and have a very long list of bands that I love. I enjoy going to shows and being kicked in the head while people crowd surf. I use to enjoy going to clubs and dancing but it's really not my scene anymore. I can be a bitch and I am beyond blunt... I tell it how it is and if you don't like it then just fuck off. I am not a bro hoe I am not a scene kid I am not a thug I do NOT classify myself or anyone else as something. I am myself and I don't try to be something that I am not. Do not judge me before getting to know me I am not perfect nor flawless Everyone has their flaws and no one is perfect I treat people the way I would like to be treated I don't hate on other girls because it's lame and I have better things to do I like veggies and meat I like soda pop I enjoy reading... yes reading My art is makeup Boys with piercing eyes, perfect lips and hot mudd hair are my weakness. I don't take people for granted. I enjoy the small things in life. Like the view of the ocean or city from the high point of a hill. I think everyone is beautiful even the people that hate me... they'll become ugly once they reach their limit of ignorance. My little sister Taylor means the world to me. I'd die and go to hell if someone or something took her away from me. I listen for love and Lust for temptation. I like the way the sea breez blows through my hair. And I love the way the sand feels between my toes. I am infatuated with that little thing called LOVE. I believe in soul mates and love at first site. I believe that averything happens for a reason. And if someone has bad Karma bad shit will happen to them. I DO NOT believe in GOD. Shoot me if you think that makes me a bad person. But that is what I believe. Don't tell me that I am wrong. My best friends are Ethney and Brittany. Butterflies and fish scare the shit outta me. (Yes I know that is wierd.) I enjoy kissing, cuddleing and holding hands more than sex. Call me crazy.
I love myself... and I love being me. No matter what people may say I think I am fucking amazing. Call me cocky... it's true. what I have here is a small description of myself My life is like a book... and you are only at page 2... I accept almost everyones friends request... so don't get the idea that i think you're hot and that you can be a little perve and ask for nude pictures. Also don't get pissed if i don't repond right away or at all for that matter. I get lazy distracted, or just don't feel like it. K Thanx. I am young blooded... and I Rock Harder than you
I have a past... just like anyone else
Don't judge me for the things I have done and the mistakes I have made
Because my past and my mistakes have brought me this far and has made me the person that I am today
I am perfectly content with myself
The more mistakes the more you learn...
The more you're hurt the stronger you get... is what I believe
Strange things sometimes fasinate me. When pain is inficted during intimacy I unravle and become intranced.
♥Lust: usually intense or unbridled sexual desire♥
When beauty speaks I listen. As said before... I listen for love and lust for temptation.
I sometimes become elusive... hard to reach, hard to find
I tend to fall in love quicky. But keep such strong feelings to myself. I keep to myself most of the time and have a hard time expressing my emotions to someone i care for. I don't like to lead people on and hate being lead on as well. I've been hurt many times so i try to stay away from dateing people and getting myself caught up into serious relationships. But to be perfectly honest I've never had a serious boyfriend or have ever been in an type of relationship. Too many games too many heartbreaks. I'll stay away from love and avoid looking for it as well. I wont be waiting but I will let love find me.
I am ultra sensative and take harsh or mild criticism to heart. But let go in time. I want to be strong, I want to not care... so what you see here is what you get. Either love me or hate me. Just don't waste precious time comeing up with ways to hurt me.
I'm a casket full of mystery, but a bottle full of clues. I am weak yet strong and enjoy the obsticals that my life has had while growing up. I still am. I may sound mature for my age and don't get me wrong I am, but I am also a big kid. I'm not cocky... i'm confident. I may not be the most beautiful girl in the world but I'm sure not the ugliest. I have style I have class even tho people may think I can be trash, I really do think I am a wonderful person to know. I am sweet and kind and couldn't hurt a fly... unless it hurt me first. This is me... this is real ♥
I deal with me emotions through art and poetry. I draw, I paint, I read, I write. I am smarter and deeper than you may think. I have a mind and I enjoy expanding it. I enjoy haveing in depth conversations with people that actualy have a clue with what is going on in the world.
A mind is a precious thing, and should not be closed and filled with ignorant opinions and useless knowlegde. Expand your mind and put it to use.
"Hollywood's been the birth of fantasy, man, since 1914. It's in the fucking air. It's the mecca, thy holy grail for beauty. It's the magnet that attracts the cheekbones and great asses, and you put all that together with three chords and some pan and you rock the fuck out."
I see the life from a different angle. It is a beautiful thing so go and live it up to it's fullest and try not to come home with no regrets. Make alot of mistakes and learn from them. The more mistakes made in life the wiser you become and you'll know next time not to repeat em.
Even angels have to die and with their ascension we are buried deeper. Our world, in time, shall become a grave and inside there will be dirt instead of feelings. All of our hearts must learn to break, for nothing beautiful lasts forever. The longing of what's lost will never fade and a void is left, we'll feel so empty. Even angels have to die; no love on earth can restrain it's ending. Sadness waited to claim our fall and we mourn for love that seeks a savior. Darkness finds me in my fate, the beautiful face, which may bring salvation. This souls embrace may shatter and wound, have I strength to admit my desperation? Even angels have to die, but love is worth the tears that absence brings me. I'll bleed with you until I am drained, though my color may prove to be less than perfect. Could the intent of your words be to invade, that place where nothing can breathe or dream eternal? There is a fear that you will be torn away and that I'll be left to my own decay. This thought of wasting haunts my mind, for my broken heart could not lose another angel. Please save me from my apathy that drains my sympathy. Just speak the words that need to be, promise me that you will never die.
I am a free lace makeup artist, and if you're a model, photograhper or band member and need a makeup artist for any photoshoots and what not then hit me up because i am looking for work and for people to help me build my portfolio... I have reasonable prices so don't worry about spending alot of money. Sometimes i don't charge at all and I'll do a favor for a favor so message me if you are interested or know someone that might be. I also help promote Clubs and bands, so if you wish for me to flyer or post bulletins I'd be more than happy too. k thanx ♥-Roxie-