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Heir of Music Weaponry

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About Me


Denied Zion-Jingle Bells
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describe yourself using one band/artist
answer the following by using only song titles/lyrics from one band/artist
band:: Lamb of God
male or female?:: female
describe yourself:: terror and hubris
how do people feel about you?:: black label
how do you feel about yourself?:: laid to rest
describe how do you want to be:: rise
describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend:: walk with me in hell
how did he/she make you feel?:: ruin
describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:: as the palaces burn
how does he/she make you feel?:: pariah
describe how you live:: hourglass
describe how you love:: the subtile arts of murder and persuasion
words of wisdom:: now you've got something to die for
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Bzoink - The Original Survey Site ..END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>Allow me to give you a brief synopsis:My name is Gwen. I have an alter ego named Evan Xzavier... which makes me a drag king. Yes, I am a dyke! A very proud one at that! I dont shave my legs... I am often mistakened for a 15/17 year old boy... I get called "sir,man,bro,dude" on a regular basis... I steal clothes from my dad... I've been told that my voice sounds like Shane from "The L Word" on the phone... I am proud of who I am and I'm NOT changing for anyone. I've tried too many times already and at the end of the day I've had nothing to show for it. So either accept me & love me for it or leave me for I am NOT afraid.I love/live for music. I front a metal band called Denied Zion (which if you're observant at all... is all over my profile). I've been playing guitar for nearly 9 years now. Her name is Jackie and I love her more than anything in this world. Ask my band... lol. I'm a metalhead/rocker by nature but I also listen to everything from Blues to Opera. I quite often hear symphonies in my head when I'm trying to write something melodic. I'm not much for country or rap... but everything else is gorgeous to me.I am a sweetheart. 100% hopeless romantic. I am passive... hardly aggressive (unless playing in my band or you must've done something REALLY bad to piss me off). I believe in chivalry. A lady should be treated like a lady. I believe in opening doors, giving my jacket, manners and old school wooing. I also thrive on intellectual conversations... not just a woman with a hot body.I am a poet. I will write what I'm feeling and the good lord knows that nothing will stop me once I've started. When passionate topics occur... so does poetry. It spews from every pore in my body. I see art everywhere... even in the most tiny things that nobody really ever notices.I'm a christian. I attend MCCLV every Sunday and even sing in my choir! That's right... a gay friendly church! TAKE THAT AND PRAY ABOUT IT! :-)I have a great sense of humor (crazy/goofball). I try to be optimistic. I love summer merely for the fact that I can drive with the windows down or sit out on my roof under the stars. I have an amazing band... which is like my 2nd family... a great family... amazing friends... my spiritual life is growing. I swear I have too much love to offer! haha!so if you have any questions... comments... concerns... or just want to make a friend or say hello... please... i encourage you to talk to me. message me! comment me!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Ozzy Osbourne. I would love to meet the whole family... but since he's my main influence as far as music goes... definately Ozzy.oh... and Alexis Brown from Straight Line Stitch... just so i could woo her. ;-)

My Blog

poetry advertising at it's finest

close your eyes...imagine a world crumbled at your feeta dark garden, where all you've loved and known has fallenashes to ashes... dust to dust...you kick up haunting memories with every step.imagine ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Sep 2009 06:59:00 GMT

lovesick tragedy

distraughtagonizedmy heart is far from palpitating. i want to livei want to diei dont know what i want anymore.there is music...bittersweet...but memories are etched and stitched and branded on everyt...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 20:07:00 GMT

Existence

your acts of betrayal bleed meresistance to feel realI embrace this comfortable numbI wont let you claim killRetreat to a voice of reasondiffuse with a sonic boomconsequences depend on youmy existence...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Aug 2009 18:11:00 GMT

so... this is love

from the moment i am conscious all i want is her by my sidei am consumed by memoryyearning, dying, longing for one soft wordone passionate kiss which sends me beyond this life.my breath is held captiv...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 17:52:00 GMT

forever & a day.

this hollowed vessel has finally made amendsa longing so strong and a desire which burnsi am consumed in what i have yearned.she is mine and i am hers.avoiding dispute though confrontation awaitsa war...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 06:27:00 GMT

I'm wrong

I'm wrong. I've been wrong before... but this time... I'm definitely wrong. Life is a challenge. Carpe Diem. Cease the day. You never know which will be your last. Let's spell this out to make it a li...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 11:15:00 GMT

Prelude to a darker day

Faith has drained the light from my eyescalled to close the windows as i wakestepping on the ashes of yesterday's tomorrowi dread for what awaitsthis moment has become an absolute travestyprelude to a...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 17:09:00 GMT

haiku makes a comeback

when shall i triumph?distance shouldnt dictate lovei'll go through great lengths
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 06:19:00 GMT

destroyed insecurities

just one more night of sanity, before this rage washes over meone more breath of serenityone more timeone last heartbeat.god, you know i've been down this road beforeand nothing i ever do is right for...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 16:56:00 GMT

for her...

you've slain all my nightmares.all the suffering wont live to see another daycuz you hold me near and i breathe in with knowledge that forever is about to begin.now to anticipate the day we stand face...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 06:06:00 GMT