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Just AJ

RIP Eddie "The Dude" 2002-2008

About Me

ATTN BANDS:
I DO NOT respond to booking inquires on this account...
ADD myspace.com/convictionbooking
MESSAGES SENT HERE WILL BE IGNORED!!!
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myspace.com/castawayxxx music up soon!!
new band...
all edge...
no metal...
hang loose!!!
"There is love of course. And then there's life, its enemy." -- Jean Anouilh
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I AM AN OPEN BOOK...
THESE ARE SOME PAGES...
IF YOU CARE TO KNOW MORE...
JUST ASK...
1) I have NEVER drank, smoked, or done any for of illegal drugs... and I don't intend on it...BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU IF YOU DO!!! well maybe i will if your a drug addict...
2) I have probably one of the most amazing dogs ever... (see picture below)
3) My heart is worn on my sleeve, I let people in very easily... and it's been broken a few times due to that fact.. Haha you'd think I learn... but I'm me... and I like myself this way!!!
4) I have a few friends... and they're all I need... I'm beginning to gain new close friends... it's working out pretty good so far!!!
5) I am a hopeless romantic...
6) I'm training to compete in mixed martial arts tournaments... it's always been a dream of mine... now I finally get to do it!!!
7) I don't sleep well alone...
8) I enjoy both horror movies and romantic comedies equally
9) I watch a lot of reality tv...
10) I'm comfortable in my own skin... most people can't say that...
11) I've been to vegas once... I plan to go back in mid january!!!
12) I've never been to busch gardens OR sea world... both of these will be done this year!!!
13) I call it like I see it... even if I end up being wrong, I'm the person that will open my mouth so that you will know what I think...
14) I have relationship anxiety... when I'm in one I do everything I can to keep it... when I'm not in one I try my best to be in one... but lately I've become picky and I've been told that's a good thing!!!
15) I won't see your flaws until they are staring me in the face...
16) I read a lot of chuck palahniuk novels... if you know of someone who has the same style... let me know! I wouldn't mind being turned onto something new!!!
17) I love to cook!!! I hate to clean...
18) I work out 3-4 times a week... its nice finally getting in shape!!!
19) I enjoy long rides to nowhere... I also like long rides to somewhere...
20) I catch a lot of shit for being TOO honest...
21) I love with my WHOLE heart... sometimes that's a bad thing... because I make poor decisions on who to give it too...
22) I'm always looking for a good time!!!
23) I go to a lot of shows... I used to hate them... but I've been hitting them up quite often lately
24) I've learned that too much of a good think CAN be bad for you...
25) I don't have very much spare time these days...
26) I like to take pictures...
27) I tend to over think things too often...I'm getting better at relaxing with this...
28) I looooooove going out on dates...
29) I looooooove the zoo... and the aquarium!!!
30) I can't wait to get more and more tattoos... I've been thinking of more ideas... expect to see more work done on me...
31) I can preeeeetty much beat anyone at thumb wrestling...
32) Halloween is my favorite holiday...
33) I like to ride on swings... and pretty much any kind of playground ride... but at night.. Or dusk... special times man...
34) I have had a problem w/ keeping my sheets on my bed... lately they've been staying on which I guess that means I'm not so restless anymore...
35) I sleep w/ my socks on...
36) Im hard headed and don't give up on anything very easliy...
37) I have a sweet farmers tan due to my job...
38) I hate when people tell me what I want to hear...
39) I'm kinda like a warm m&m... kinda soft on the inside... but I'm trying my hardest to be thick skinned...
40) I have some of the best friends that I've ever had... too bad most of them don't live close to me...
41) I've lost a lot of myself in the last few months... but what I've gained is confidence and the willingness to let things go...
42) I will be tour managing a few bands this winter... so you'll be seeing me around the country again!!!
43) I book the best shows in scranton, pa... they are only once a month... but I get rad turn outs!!!
44) I'm a hopeless romantic... I open doors for girls... I give random "thinking of you" cards... and flowers are often a surprise...
45) I am a first class cuddler...
46) I'm afraid of heights... but i have recently started to like roller coasters!!!
47) I believe ANCHORMAN is probably the funniest movie ever made...
48) The first thing I notice about a girl is her height then eyes then hair theeeen the rest of the package... a girl has to have style...
49) I wish you could notice someone's personality from across the room like you do looks...
50) I own a sidekick 3.. and it controls my life...
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THExDUDE!!!
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AAAAND A FEW MORE THINGS...
I'M SHALLOW...
I'M SELF CENTERED...
I'M NOT CONCEITED...
I'M CONVINCED...
I DO HAVE AN EGO...
AND IT'S A FUCKING BEAST!!!
BUT I'M NOT ALL BAD...
JUST THOSE FEW THINGS...
THEY MAKE ME "SPECIAL"...
I'VE BEEN BROKEN, BATTERED AND BRUISED...
I HOWEVER REMAIN A VERY WARM, CARING AND LOYAL PERSON...
MOST WOULDN'T KNOW IT, BUT MY FRIENDS DO...
MY HEART STILL BEATS...
MY MIND STILL WANDERS...
BUT IF THERE IS ONE THING I CAN SAY...
IN THE END...
NO MATTER WHAT...
THIS WILL ALWAYS HOLD TRUE...
I...
WILL...
LOVE...
MYSELF...
MORE THAN YOU...
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THIS IS MY ADDICTION...

My Interests

myself, movies, rad tv shows, tattoos, straight edge, my friends

I'd like to meet:


100% TRUE LOVE...
NO FAKING IT TO GET BY...
JUST TRUTHFUL, PASSIONATE, MOVIE LOVE...
KINDA SOMETHING LIKE THIS...

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WHERE ARE YOU?

Music:

THIS IS JUST A SMALL LIST OF BANDS I LIKE...
IN SEMI CATEGORIES
AKA THE GENRES ARE VAST...
SO I COMBINED THEM...
THESE ARE IN NO ORDER...

ROCK -
BOB SEGAR
BREAKING BENJAMIN
CCR
CHEVELLE
BRAND NEW
LYNYRD SKYNYRD
ELTON JOHN
BILLY JOEL
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
MATCHBOX 20
THIRD EYE BLIND
COUNTING CROWS
BLACK CROWS
A PERFECT CIRCLE
TOOL
RADIOHEAD
INCUBUS
JOURNEY
EDWIN MCCAIN
30 SECONDS TO MARS
JOHN MELLENCAMP
TRAIN
ADAM HOOD
MAROON 5
FALL OUT BOY
RISE AGAINST
STORY OF THE YEAR

HARDCORE -
BURY YOUR DEAD
MARTYR AD
FULL BLOWN CHAOS
A PERFECT MURDER
AFFLITUS
MY BITTER END
IRATE
ONE DEAD THREE WOUNDED
DEAD TO FALL
THROWDOWN
SHATTERED REALM
TERROR
CHAMPION
THROUGH THE EYES OF THE DEAD
JUDGE
ACROSS 5 APRILS
LOVE IS RED
COMEBACK KID
WITH HONOR
FIGURE FOUR
MOST PRECIOUS BLOOD
BLEEDING THROUGH
NO WARNING
SET YOUR GOALS
TOO PURE TO DIE
THE PROMISE
ENDWELL
EMMURE
REMEMBERING NEVER
XBISHOPX
THE WARRIORS
EVERGREEN TERRACE

HIP HOP -
BIGGIE
NAS
AESOP ROCK
MOS DEF
BLACK STAR
XREIGN OF TERRORX

Movies:

300
HAPPY FEET
PAN'S LABYRINTH
WHAT DREAMS MAY COME
FIGHT CLUB
DAWN OF THE DEAD (both of them)
NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD(the black and white version)
AMERICAN HISTORY X
ICE AGE
MADE
VANILLA SKY
LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT
THE EVIL DEAD SERIES
FRIDAY THE 13TH SERIES (except number 5, number 5 sucked)
MASTER AND COMMANDER
PHONEBOOTH
BRAVEHEART
SAVING PRIVATE RYAN
THE PROGRAM
WEDDING CRASHERS
SIN CITY
GLADIATOR
SHAUN OF THE DEAD
ROUNDERS
THE GREEN MILE
THE NOTEBOOK
100 GIRLS (not a porn, google it)
BOONDOCK SAINTS
FULL METAL JACKET
50 FIRST DATES
LITTLE NICKY
KING KONG
THE JACKET
A WALK TO REMEMEBER
JUST ABOUT ANY BAND DVD
OK... PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH ZOMBIES, WAR OR DRAMA

Television:

ULTIMATE FIGHTER
FAMILY GUY
PLANET EARTH
AMERICAN DAD
MICHIGAN WOLVERINES FOOTBALL
A&E
DISCOVERY CHANNEL
NEW YORK FRIARS ROAST...
TV GUIDE CHANNEL

Books:

GEORGE CARLIN-
"WHEN IS JESUS BRINGING THE PORK CHOPS?"
MARYLIN MANSON-
"THE LONG HARD ROAD OUTTA HELL"
NUMEROUS AUTHORS-
"ALL AGES: STRAIGHT EDGE LIFESTYLE"
CHUCK PALAHNIUK-

Heroes:

all my heros have failed me

My Blog

my confidant.. my loyal companion... my matchmaker...

everything bleeds together these days...my emotions...my thoughts...my daily cycles...the only thing that is not common is my doghe always does something that amazes me...he means more to me that anyt...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:44:00 PST

losing control...

I wanna get away I'm not satisfied w/ my life here... I thought I was but I'm not... I wanna start all over again And forget my past... And tell everyone I meet lies And act like the person I want to ...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 06:22:00 PST

what is left for me

i hold my dreamsmy thoughtsmy asperiationsto myselffor a reason that i can't relayto you or anyone elsethese words mean so much to methese words that you cannot seeyou'll see in the endit's all loud a...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 03:00:00 PST

so... if i drink this, all my dreams will come true?

You are searching for the truthAnd it will never be foundKeep sipping away at your bottleJust passing the fucking timeEveryone you ever knewMight h...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 07:00:00 PST

not for anyone else!

i choose the path i walk for myselfnot anyone elseyou made the choiceit was how you feltbut in the endyou can't blameanyone else!anyone else!with your blurred visiona bottle of brewand fucked up decis...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 06:55:00 PST

my chalkline speaks volumes...

read it out loud...my chalkline will scream out to you...louder than i ever couldit expresses how much i miss...how much i try to forget...it screams out my love...it whispers regret..volumes more tha...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 08:02:00 PST

late night conversations w/ myself lead to...

so i've got some questions for you...i know you dont want to answer them... but i know you know if i know...things will be better for us...i can look into your eyes for hours...and all i wantg to know...
Posted by AJxxx [CASTxAWAY] on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 06:55:00 PST