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She's a creation of evil hands
She slept in her grave for a thousand years
But in this night of iron tears
He brought her back to life again
He created an angel just for himself
He gave her beauty, he gave her life
But she couldn't live without a soul
So she faded away again
This is Joshua. Without him I would have lost my mind. When I am with him I feel like everything will be okay.He is the one person who can calm me when I see the worst. He is my world. He has the sweetest laugh that is contagious as hell. At every chance he gets he melts me to my core. I know he is the one for me and nothing will ever change my mind. He makes funny faces. His eyes are so sweet and tender. There is nothing that he does that would make me not love him with all of my heart. He is my sanity. Through all our ups and downs, when I lay my head down at night I think about him. He is my everything. He saved me from alot of things. He makes sure I mind my manners. Josh has proved to me chivalry is not dead. He opens doors and asks to take me out. He treats me the best I have ever been treated. He makes me feel not only pretty but beautiful all the time. I am his dork. He is my goofball. He is my honey and I am his baby-cakes. When I look to my future it's our future I see. I know that we will have alot to go through, but I know that when we are togther we can get through this. I love him with everything that is me. I can lay in his arms forever. His heart is full of love and beats in a way that I have not ever heard. It is my favorite lullaby. When I am with him I feel safe and know that he will never let anyone hurt me. He sings to me to make me laugh. He will do pretty much anything to make me smile. He makes me face my problems now instead of letting me hide, but he holds my hand through all of it and lets me know that I am going to be okay. He always seems to think about what I want instead of what he needs. There is so much to say but he already knows. No matter what its always been him and it always will be him. I lub you Joshy!
Vampiress
I am the Water. I am a Vampire Queen. I am a Duck. I am a Penguin. I am a dork. I am a Cuppy Cake. I am a Butterfly. I am a Ninja Mercinary Gyspy with a killer fish that will eat you from the inside out. I am a Baby Angel. I am an Abu. I am a Star Gazer. I am a Silly Banana. I am Pocohauntus. I am a dreamer. But out of all of these things I am me. The people that are in my life I hold close and care for dearly. I love to read and dance. I miss theatre and plan to get into it again soon. I am a very spiritual person that loves music.I have strong morals that I refuse to let go of. I love the rain and I dance in it. I do things to make myself feel pretty. I have 8 piercings total so far. (3 ears,2 lip,1 tounge and 2 navel) I have one tattoo on my right wrist. I love to talk and I am a super texter lol. I love the stars and the moon, basically everything to do with night. I also love angels, fairies, dragons, phoniexs' and bats. I can save the world if I try. I have a gentle old soul. I am happy with my life and where I am going. Nothing can stop me. I write to keep my sanity. I take alot of pictures. You can tell the general mood of what is going on in my life by my playlist. I sometimes change if often others not so much. I dream big and plan on saving the world. I can be the voice of reason in a time of panic and chaos. I say things the way I see them and I will not hold back because even it hurts, it hurts less then the fakeness of lies. I am not perfect, but there is a quircky little perfection to my flaws that I love. I am not concided, I just found my self confidence. I am pretty but I have bad hair days. I love myself within hating myself. I am uniquely the same. Heal with your mind,see with your heart and walk with your soul. ALLES GUT!
TO LIVE IS TO DIE. TO LAUGH IS TO CRY. BUT, IN THE END YOU HAVE TO ASK YOURSELF, "WAS IT WORTH IT?" Quote By:Charlos the Dumb

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June ;D

Sun,June 07/09So I blame Aundra for this being so contagious. I don't know if I can keep it up everyday like she does but I will try. I woke up to people telling me they had to leave and I was like gr...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 20:55:00 GMT

We can be like they are

I wish I could explain what has come over me these past few weeks.Alas, I am lost for words.I feel like I have isolated myself.I didn't mean to.It just kinda happened.I didn't forget Wind's B-day!I ju...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 13:19:00 GMT

What am leaving when I am done here?

When you look at me what do you see?When I speak what do you hear?When I touch you what do you feel?
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 03:37:00 GMT

Death of a Broken Soul 9 (thank Sugar they are still alive)

Okay I know I said I killed my charaters, and I kinda did but Sugar gave me a great idea. (He is a navy seal btw) Okay so Sundar apparently is worse than I thought in my mind she drove everyone crazy ...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 05:49:00 GMT

How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs to survive?

I've succomed to it. I have tried. I have also realized that in life its break or be broken. I have to be strong for myself and for the events that follow in the next year. And the rest of my life. I ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:33:00 GMT

Cristina

Okay so I know I post alot of blogs most of it is useless shit, but this one isn't. Hehehe. I need to take a bit f time to say something special about my wonderful lesbian lover, lol. Today is her bir...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 14:54:00 GMT

What makes a poet?

Alone in the darkI sit and waitAlone in the dark I can not takeHere in the lightI can not seeHere in the light 'You look for mecome closeryou will seecome closerthe light is methe dark takes meto make...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 09:18:00 GMT

messed up i am

I feel so bad for all of this i just give up
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 16:12:00 GMT

Is it wrong?

These feelings just sprung up outta no where... What the fuck are you serious?I read somthing and got this fury running through me that I could'n't explain.Your feelings can't really be controlled.Sti...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 15:04:00 GMT

Death of a Broken Soul prt 8

"Ash?" "Yes?" "I am afraid of losing you." "Why would you lose me? I am gonna stay right here by your side forever just like we promised eachother when we were little. And now we have forever." "What ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 10:29:00 GMT