jaaade

well. it all depends on which 'me' is on. there is the most obvious 'me'... who was labeled as bashful (from the seven dwarves) in high school. who blushes when called on during class, when embarrassed, and at any other sudden awkward moments. and balls i like balls a lot -- i didn't add that but i'm pretty sure it's from cuntface vince- there is the kid 'me' who acts like a 12-year-old when feeling cozy. who knows all the words to A Cinderella Story... and dances to Britney Spears music at home in her underwear. there is the obstinate 'me'... who doesn't stand for any unwelcome pressure. there is the focused 'me'... who can sit down for hours for study time or diary time. might i add, i have OCD. there is the slug 'me'... who puts everything off until the last minute - who, whether it's getting somewhere or getting something done, would be found working at full speed right at the last minute before due time. there is the skeptical me. who doesn't believe in horoscopes, religion, planned fortunes. there is the condescending 'me'... who doesn't understand bums, alcoholics, druggies, losers. hm. there is the brave 'me'... who can watch any horror movie or go on any roller coaster. but then, there's the coward 'me'... who is freakishly scared of strangers and being home alone. there is the compulsive 'me'... who is incredibly organized, and arranges things in ways nobody else understands. aaand last, there is the i also like gay men pessimistic 'me'... who believes that by always thinking the worst of things, there is only room for either being proven right... or being pleasantly surprised in the end.