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So I'll run away to the hopes that I have; But still I fall asleep in the arms of my past~the rocket

About Me



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first and foremost I LOVE JESUS, and i'm trying to walk with him every single day.
besides that, i live a pretty modest life...
i always love with all my heart..thus having it broken and put back together is a daily occurence, but always leaves me with a greater understanding of the world and who i am
i stand in amazement of people my age who are making a difference in this world...non-profit organizations are close to my heart and giving whatever i have to them is important to me
i'm in transition...between this place and that...and it tends to keep me dreaming of things to come and how much better this thing i call life will be...but at the same time i worry about how easy it is here, and how hard it will be with no one else but myself to make it work...
***most important***
if you know me, you know this is what a perfect day would be for me...
*sleeping in
*a hot bath with romantic love songs playing softly in the background
*curling up with a blanket and reading for hours about anything at all
AND
*a drive out to my favorite place and gazing up at the stars until the sun starts to shine from horizon
these days, when i'm having a bad day i turn to my first study bible, where underlines are endless...quotes are feverishly written...and hope rises from the depths
Psalm 43:5
...NO, that trama you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into His likeness you'd grow...
Russell Kelfer
Psalm 73:26
...Great courage requires true SURRENDER. Their bravery could not have been self-created on the spur of the moment; it clearly came from CHRIST - their defender, protector, counselor, guide, and friend - as they looked to Him for strength in faith, with love.
Debra Evens (from Women of Courage)
Philippians 4:13
Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Romans 9:20
Give us clear vision that we may know where to stand and what to stand for; because unless we stand for something, we shall fall for anything.
Peter Marshall
Isaiah 41:10
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I'd like to meet:



someone who can challenge me
*to become a better person
*to let go of insignificant details
*to be who i was born to be

Music:

*UNDEROATH*fav band EVer
aerosmith
afi
aiden
anberlin
carrie underwood
cartel
disciple
emery
faith hill
from frist to last
garth brooks
gregory and the hawk
hawk nelson
inhabited
keith urban
lifehouse
mae
matchbook romance
my chemical romance
nickleback
panic! at the disco
paramore
rascal flatts
relient k
silverstein
something coporate
stellar kart
taking back sunday
the academy is...
the early november
the rocket summer
the used
waking ashland

Movies:

big daddy
brokeback mountain
corpse bride
garden state
imaginary heros
rudy
the american president
the nightmare before christmas
the notebook
the ring

Television:

sex and the city
grey's anatomy
FOX NEWS
anything on the history channel
america's next top model
days of our lives
general hospital
desperate housewives
project runway
family guy
supernatural

Books:

The Bible

DONALD MILLER:
Blue like Jazz***favorite book of my life right now***
Through Painted Deserts
Searching for God Knows What

ANY BARNES & NOBLE CLASSICS[such good books at such a cheap price!]
The Picture of Dorian Gray ~ Oscar Wilde
Candide ~ Voltaire
Jane Eyre ~ Charlotte Bronte
Anna Karenia ~ Leo Tolstoy
...i'll get through them all one day!

PERSPECTIVES: A Spiritual Life Guide For Twentysomethings

Out of Control: Finding Peace for the Physically Exhausted and Spiritually Strung Out

The Purpose Driven Life

Left Behind Series

Native Son

The Notebook

The Wedding

The Guardian

Nights in Rondathe

When Jesus became God

any short shories including:
How I Met My Husband
Happy Endings

Heroes:

jesus
mom
demetrius
amanda
jackie
bree

My Blog

one part bengali dinner...another part ashley's bball game

yes...i actually used a whole onion like it said... about half of all the spices i stole from terrace! ahha most of th finished product...that chicken red sauce thing had a POUND of butter in it...it ...
Posted by bezlu... on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:57:00 PST

done...

i'm free as a bird!well for the next month that is! and yet i'm freaked.no work. no commitments.nothing. i don't do well with nothing. i tend to work when i'm bored...but now i don't have a job.eeekkk...
Posted by bezlu... on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:51:00 PST

PROFILE SONG!

A.) I have no clue what the heck is being said... B.) Yes, there is some English in it...No Jackie, you aren't magically translating..ahaha C.) I think this shall be my theme song on Saturday D.) I'm ...
Posted by bezlu... on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 12:32:00 PST

the next 4 weeks...

*frig next wednesday the 6th...i'll start my journey home first to my mom's for a few days... then to my dad's for a wedding... off to ashley's basketball game on monday the 11th... back to visit gran...
Posted by bezlu... on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 09:32:00 PST

AUNTIE bezwoooooo!

that's right...   matthew stephen king (aka 1 part of the twin duo) is having a tiny wittle one!   *only sad bit is...i'll be far away when he/she arrives...BUT i shall visit alllllll the ti...
Posted by bezlu... on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 09:45:00 PST

Why a 21 yr old female shouldn't work the overnight shift

aahahah okay i had to start with a laugh, because as scary or creepy this situation was or could have been...it just made me laugh so around 3:15ish i heard the back door of the hotel slam and i took ...
Posted by bezlu... on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 02:25:00 PST

starving jesus...

http://leslieking.livejournal.com/ update everyday, every weak time, and PRAY that you will make it though this alive... Matthew: 5-15 "And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love ...
Posted by bezlu... on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:18:00 PST

OHH NOW I LOVE MY TWIN BROTHERS!

HAPPY HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY NATHAN AND MATTHEW! *HAHAHHA they are never going to hear the end of this one....25 years OLD!...
Posted by bezlu... on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:11:00 PST

I LOVE MY SISTER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!   *tear she's 20!...
Posted by bezlu... on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 09:58:00 PST

bringing sexy back...

we're bringing sexy back...this weekend folks *pics to follow sunday eve i predict! **so i don't think we brought sexy back in these pics...ash and i can't seem took keep our eyes open...aahahahha it'...
Posted by bezlu... on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:20:00 PST