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Anthony

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About Me


is this really useful when it all depends on how YOU perceive ME? i could say i'm shy, but my friends say i'm outgoing. i could be laid back, or you could call me lazy. my place is always a mess, but you'll always find me wiping down a bartop. i have my insecurities, but i'm confident in who i am. i love the fall. i love the moon. i spend a lot of time thinking and analyzing everything around me, learning as much as i can about the world and life in general, yet the more i know, the less i know. i've done and seen enough and been through enough in my life to appreciate what i have and i pride myself in who i am. i look for what moves ME, not what MTV or VHI or hot 97 or la mega tells me is cool this week, and i tend to be drawn to like-minded people. meaning, i like ppl who think, who dream, who know who they are and what they are, regardless of what's around them or how they're perceived. i believe in honesty above all else - with honesty comes trust, with trust comes respect, with respect, comes love - the love for friends, family, or that special someone i have yet to meet. too intense? don't worry, in 20 minutes my mood will change and i'll be dancing with a drink in my hand with my handful of friends, enjoying the moments that last a lifetime.“The reality of the other person lies not in what he reveals to you, but what he cannot reveal to you. Therefore, if you would understand him, listen not to what he says, but rather to what he does not say.” - Kahlil Gibran*AIM* ANTHONYRODRIGO

My Interests

Life is all about creating moments with those you love...Get Your Own! | View Slideshow Get Your Own! | View SlideshowCAN'T...LET THEM...CATCH ME..

I'd like to meet:

A tiger or a rabbit, because monkeys are liars and a rooster already did me damage...rodents are cool too...

When encountering the Boar, we sense his or her quiet sincerity and purity. The Boar is so honest that he feels guilty for the slightest error, and he is more indulgent and forgiving of others than he is of himself. He is without artifice or pretense, and dislikes forcing himself on others or being the center of attention. Chivalrous, gallant, obliging, scrupulous to a fault, the Boar is naive, innocent, confident, and defenseless. He allows himself to be duped easily, accepts his own faults calmly, and those of others with tolerant understanding. He is incredibly sincere, almost to the point of doing himself harm, and always disarmed by the bad faith of others. He lies rarely, and then only to defend himself. Powerless against hypocrisy, he will often crucify himself in an attempt to justify his actions. He is an absolutely straight dealer and it's very rarely that he will accept a compromise. Ironically, though the Boar believes without question whatever anyone tells him, he is always finding it necessary to produce proof of what he himself asserts! People born in the Year of the Boar have a taste for la dolce vita. Possessing a strong sense of luxury, they can be extravagant and take great pleasure in pampering themselves and their loved ones; they delight in the stimulation of the senses. However, when they need to work they will get right to it. At these times a half-hearted attitude just won't do; where they're concerned, it's all or nothing. The Boar is a splendid companion, so much fun, and game for a risque evening. He doesn't say much, but when he does decide to speak, suddenly the barriers are down and nothing can stop him until the subject's exhausted. Like the Monkey, the Boar is intellectual, a character with a great thirst for knowledge. He reads a lot, but reads anything that happens to be around. Although he appears to be well read, the Boar's knowledge is only superficial. Referring to this, a Japanese proverb says that the Boar is "wide of face but narrow in the back." The Boar is sensitive, caring, and indulgent. Not only intelligent and cultured, the Boar also has a streak of bawdiness and earthiness. Their various indulgences can verge on gluttony. Unlike the conniving Machiavellian pigs of Animal Farm, Chinese Pigs tend to be helpless and insecure. During fat spells they suddenly lose all and are unable to defend themselves, much less attack others. Boars in general are lucky but lazy. Boars can be very practical, logical and down to earth. They may at times be considered somewhat cool and reserved because, blessed as they are with composure and self-control, they don't usually allow emotion to cloud the issue. They are cheerful and love company and social life. They find it very easy to make friends and also seem to hang on to them for life. For them the Boar is capable of the greatest sacrifices. He is extremely considerate of the chosen few who do merit his affection. The women of this sign like nothing better than to make presents for people and organize parties; they are marvelous hostesses. Whatever his ambitions may be, whatever the tasks and goals he has set himself, the Boar will do his duty with all the strength he is capable of, and that same strength can be an inner force to be reckoned with, a force that nothing can oppose. Once a Boar has come to a decision, nothing can stop him from carrying it out. But before he arrives at it, he spends ages weighing the pros and cons, which sometimes gives the impression that he is indecisive. Nothing could be further from the truth, but to make sure he is avoiding any possible complications, he will sometimes ponder for so long that he destroys his own case. Untiring workers, Boars will succeed in their careers, especially if they are their own boss. Because they like to accumulate ancient objects and fine pictures, they might become art dealers, specializing in antiquities. Their aim is to live in relative affluence, both for themselves and their families, and to enjoy the pleasures of life. Materially, the Boar will always have all the necessities of life, regardless of his chosen career. Work and money in sufficient quantities seems to gravitate his way without his having to make any particular effort. People will help him all his life, and thanks to this help he will be able, if he wishes, to reach the highest heights in the financial world. Popular superstition in the East says that people help him thus just to fatten him up so he will make a better meal over the New Year. Because of this, the Boar may be overwary and trust nobody. If the Boar's birthdate is a long time before the traditional feasts, he will escape a lot of the disappointments in store for him. However, the closer it is to the Asiatic New Year, the more he will be betrayed, ridiculed, duped, and perhaps in the long run, eaten! Though generally tolerant and fairly placid people, when absolutely backed into a corner, Boars can turn vicious. When they find that their friendship and good nature have been seriously abused, they will give no quarter and that friendship will somewhat unceremoniously be cut short. Perhaps they can be accused of exhibitionism, of being flirtatious and even licentious at times, but there is no doubt that Boars in general are very good sorts -- honest, decent, generous, supportive, loyal to their friends, and thoroughly trustworthy. The first phase of the Boar's life will be relatively calm. During the second, every conceivable conjugal problem will be visited upon him. But whatever his troubles, the Boar, discreet and shy, will never ask anybody else for help; he'll try to get out of the mess by himself. His reticence in this respect may do him harm, for nobody will even suspect the torment he's going through.The Passionate Boar Above all else, Boars are sensual, self-indulgent creatures. They adore anything that smacks of physical pleasure, whether it is gorging themselves with sweetmeats or idling a whole day away with their newfound heart throbs between their satin sheets. Passionate by nature, some younger Boars could tend towards promiscuity while some of the older ones could well become bawdy and lascivious. Unfortunately for them, love seems somehow to befog many a Boar; when deeply smitten, their emotions become rather transparent and they can become putty in the hands of unscrupulous types who can induce them to behave quite out of character. They may often be deceived, often disappointed, often made a fool of ... and often loved. The female Pig makes a very good mother. Boars are very family-oriented. Their attitude toward dating is often open and direct and sometimes a little over eager. Once married, the Boar strives to maintain a harmonious, lasting family relationship. They are loving and loyal to their mates, and caring and considerate towards those they love. In any close, intimate relationship it is friendship that the Boar will value most. Settled with the right partner, these generous, warm hearted individuals will enjoy happy and contented lives, developing their talents within that supportive framework and devoting themselves completely to their family and their loved ones. With their simplicity of soul and their sensual appreciation of nature, the Boar always seeks the authentic and the true in personal relationships. The Boar would be well advised to share his or her life with those born under the sign of the Rabbit -- that's the surest way of avoiding arguments. He must keep out of the clutches of the Snake, who will make a complete slave out of the Boar in no time, enmeshing him in his coils to the extent that the poor Boar loses all power of movement. The Ram shares his love for peace, beauty and a common aesthetic, which makes for a happy relationship. Like the Rabbit, the Tiger and Rat are excellent partners for the Boar, but the Monkey is not honest enough for his taste and the Rooster may try to take advantage of him. December is the month of the Boar. The time of the Boar is from 9:00 p.m. to 10:59 p.m.; their direction of orientation is north-northwest. The Boar's color is dark blue.

Music:

Where to begin - goth, darkwave, synth-pop, electro-clash, 80's, new wave, classic rock, freestyle, techno, industrial, gabber, punk, hardcore, spanish rock, hip-hop, soul...did that narrow it down?

Movies:



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Television:

Everybody Loves Raymond, Will and Grace, Frasier, Curb Your Enthusiasm, South Park, All in the Family (such a classic), anything interesting on IFC, Sundance, History or Discovery, "We are the 80's" on VH1, Bugs Bunny, Spongebob - damn I need to get out more...

Books:

Blink, Freakonomics, Albert Einstein, Siddartha, The Prophet, The Five People You Meet In Heaven, The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, etc, etc.

Heroes:

My Mom and Dad, for teaching me through their actions the meaning of love, honor and respect. My people, for constantly reminding me happiness is not something you search for - it's appreciating and being grateful for what you already have.

My Blog

A beautiful sadness

Stan: But if life is only pain, then...what's the point of living?Goth1: Just to make life more miserable for the conformists.Stan: Alright, so how do I join you?Goth2: If you want to be one of th...
Posted by Anthony on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 11:16:00 PST

Frustrated

Patience, Anthony....patience.  It is my greatest fault.  I want things to happen and I want them to happen now, and when things don't work out the way I want or need them to I throw my han...
Posted by Anthony on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 01:32:00 PST

So true....

"yo lloré porque no tenia zapatos, hasta que vi un niño que no tenia pies" translation: "i cried because I had no shoes, until I saw a child who had no feet" translation to the translation: "be t...
Posted by Anthony on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:58:00 PST

Surprising

i've been through my share of relationships, a lot of time spent on promises that go nowhere..and of course it changes u, u (try to) learn from your mistakes, you become (even more) indiffer...
Posted by Anthony on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:47:00 PST

Friday Night...

i was so not in the mood to go out to blagio on fri after the 2hr wait outside mirage on wed and out for drinks again thursday...but marco told me sal and andrew were coming out, and that was a b...
Posted by Anthony on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 08:15:00 PST

A friend sent this to me...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll brea...
Posted by Anthony on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 11:37:00 PST

Would you?

I know Ive been mistaken But just give me a break And see the changes that Ive made Ive got some imperfections But how can you collect them all And throw them in my face But you always find ...
Posted by Anthony on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 10:47:00 PST

Halloween Weekend!

Well, we all know the drama that happened with Motherfucker... let's not dwell... there is tonight, tomorrow and MONDAY!  Will hopefully have some pics up soon!  Hope you all have a safe and...
Posted by Anthony on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 03:18:00 PST

Posh Saturday

Debra Cox at Posh - thanks for the VIP treatment Joe! <img src="http://images.kodakgallery.com/photos1448/2/8/52/26/61/ 7/761265208205_0_ALB.jpg" alt="Debra Cox" img>...
Posted by Anthony on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 11:39:00 PST

I'm so sorry we failed you.

Things get damagedThings get brokenI thought we'd manageBut words left unspokenLeft us so brittleThere was so little left to give  
Posted by Anthony on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 02:36:00 PST