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tevin

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About Me

i'm tevin.
i try to live life to it's full potential, and sometimes it doesn't work. i'm jealous. i'm insecure. i can't handle stress, but i have someone who understands me better than anyone in the world.
"whatever our souls are made of,
his and mine are the same."

- Emily Bronte
maps were drawn and plans were blown
a ring was bought and rice was thrown
she’ll sit in the second row
looking at her heart up on the stage
what a way to end her day


Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

Ruth - Chapter 1:16-17
16.
But Ruth replied "Don't urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go, I will go and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God.
17. Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried. May the Lord deal with me, be it ever so severely, if anything but death separates you and me."

My Interests

epilogue's myspace page.
I just came to say I love you and see if you would be needing anything.
To say thank you and how greatful I am for everything you taught me.
It's those long talks I won't forget.
Just to see you smile, it brings me right to them.
So I'll sit here now and hold your hand.
It's these few long hours that make me what I am.

We laugh about the times, we laughed so hard until we fell asleep this evening.
And then I watch you there alone, in fear, wishing I could speed your breathing.
And all the wind blows through the trees.
I swear there are angels talking back to me.
And I scream please don't leave me here tonight.
I need you now, I need you in my life.

But you're gone and you're never coming back again.

I'd like to meet:

i already met him.. ♥

jason 24 Apr 2007 2:20 P
i love you.stop being stubborn! I la,la,la love you!

Music:

top twelve favorite bands:
♥everclear
♥say anything
♥frank sinatra
♥garth brooks
♥the used
♥hellogoodbye
♥cursive
♥her space holiday
♥incubus
♥jacks mannequin
♥taking back sunday
♥death cab for cutie

top six song writers:
♥max bemis
♥conor oberst
♥ben gibbard
♥maria mena
♥andrew mcmahon
♥marc bianchi

the best songs ever:
♥wow, i can get sexual too:say anything
♥konstantine:something corporate
♥sometimes i just go for it[#]:the used
♥under pressure:freddy mercury&david bowie
♥wonderwall:oasis
♥come on eileen:dexys midnight runners
♥wish you were here:incubus
♥mfeo/you can breathe:jacks mannequin
♥you're the only one:maria mena
♥a 1000 times a day:early november
♥return to innocence:enya
♥woe:say anything
♥we will erase all life on earth but us:say anything
♥i want to know your plans:say anything

Movies:

top ten favorite movies:
♥eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
♥robin hood
♥love actually
♥big fish
♥the nightmare before christmas
♥hercules
♥fight club
♥boondock saints
♥grease
♥my life without me

Television:

top five favorite tv shows:
♥house
♥c.s.i.:las vegas
♥friends
♥scrubs
♥the golden girls

Books:

best books ever read:
♥tommyland:tommy lee (*)
♥the bell jar:sylvia plath (*)
♥naked:david sedaris
♥me talk pretty one day:david sedaris
♥barrel fever:david sedaris
♥dress your family in corduroy and denim:david sedaris
♥haunted:chuck palahniuk (*)
♥girl, interrupted:susanna kaysen
♥revolution on canvas:various
♥where the red fern grows:wilson rawls
♥the things they carried:tim o'brien

(*) = in progress.

Heroes:

my friends:
♥jason - my life saver. my angel. my second chance, and the best thing that has ever, or will ever, happen to me. my future husband.my best friend
♥brittni - my run away buddy. my bestest buddy.
♥my dad - he's the type of person i want to be.
♥julio - my little sister. she's beautiful, smart, and probably better than your little sister.
♥sian - my travel buddy. my favorite person ever!
♥carrie - the silliest girl i've ever met.
♥chels - my little chels.. i love her so much.
♥&everyone else who's been there for me
loved me
bent over backwards for the little things
and every other person who has followed their dreams, no matter how difficult the road has been.

My Blog

and it keeps going.

i feel like fucking shit. just so you know - i didn't return the jeans until today. i thought that i needed to have faith that you still might've been there.   and now it sucks even more....
Posted by tevin on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 05:59:00 PST

without you, ill be miserable at best.

honestly, where do i go from here? what am i supposed to do when all i want to see is your face? what am i supposed to do when the aching of my body is so great that i would give ANYTHING to have...
Posted by tevin on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:24:00 PST

..

i hate the way i feel. it feels like my insides are going to burst. of all that is good and holy in this world, God, please don't let this happen.       Monday, September 10, 2007 ...
Posted by tevin on Fri, 30 May 2008 07:16:00 PST

sing out, sing out, sing out your joy!

Oh I like you so very much so much in fact I gotta wake you upIt's not that I have words to speakI just wanna see you looking at meIn a way, that statesIn an hour when the sun comes upWe're gonna put ...
Posted by tevin on Wed, 28 May 2008 09:15:00 PST

i wear my heart on my sleeve.

what do you do when it feels like things are falling apart? i can only hope and pray to God that i have the strength to go through what i feel is coming. it's such a humbling feeling to love someone ...
Posted by tevin on Fri, 23 May 2008 08:31:00 PST

i seriously...

forgot how great of a movie cry baby is.   thank you, miss mollie, for staying up until 12:56 am to watch it with me.
Posted by tevin on Thu, 22 May 2008 11:58:00 PST

seriously

what the hell is jerry bruckheimer thinking? i just watched the season finale of csi:miami and how shitty.watched the newest episode, could be season finale of csi:las vegas and that sucked.   so...
Posted by tevin on Tue, 20 May 2008 09:07:00 PST

...

i really hate mornings like this.   i want you to miss me, instead.
Posted by tevin on Sat, 17 May 2008 07:33:00 PST

:)

some more.. :) i love these. (haha.. love that one.)     if you want to see more, i think it's updated every sunday. PostSecret today is my first day of work! wish me luck!...
Posted by tevin on Mon, 05 May 2008 08:20:00 PST

...

i saw one of the books a while ago, and now i'll probably have to buy all of them anyways, found some neat ones.                      ...
Posted by tevin on Sun, 04 May 2008 06:32:00 PST