[b a b y] your ♥ don't make no sense

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J . Izzle (n):
1. alias of a certain girl unlike no other
2. sexy, classy, with just a twist of hood
3. the sexiest love you can find
4. i n d e p e n d e n t
5. nothing better. no more to it. THE BEST.
♥ ♥ ♥ lemon berry slushes . summer . pirating music . eating breakfast for dinner . drinking just to get drunk . dvr . myspace . harry potter . aeropostale . random moments . pink . the 80's . roller coasters . learning . random texts . eskimo kisses . late nights . road trips . spontaneous nights . smell before it rains . endless driving . passionate moments . lip gloss . dreaming . board games . history . astrology . body art . eyeliner . piercings . late night talks . ceramic flat iron .
X X X winter . cancer sticks . ignorance . drama . close-minded individuals . missing the previews @ movies . inconsiderate people . bad customer service . haters . loneliness . early mornings . hangovers . broken promises . germs . dirty toothpaste caps . failure . bad drivers . lies . needles . good-byes . boredom . mosquitoes . plastic people . cheap vodka . windy days . myspace when its not working . stinky funk . boredom . pop-ups . being cold . clutter . commercials .
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born baby && friday's child
grew up the girl next door -- simple && down to earth
ten *a* key is home but texas is where my ♥ is.
slow dancing is the way to my soul && honesty is the way to my heart.
spend time with me - N E V E R $$ && i will make you feel IMPORTANT.
i am a firm believer in creating your own existence. i believe that we shouldn't waste all our time worrying about how we got here but finding things you love doing to make your life worth while when you are here.
music is the BEST drug in the world.
NEVER a step without GOD.
i may only be 50% but my temper is as hot as kimchi.
"under construction" tape should encircle me @ all times. i am constantly rediscovering myself && discovering things about myself that i thought i'd lost. there is only one truth in life && that is change. so i never try to get too comfortable.
i secretly believe that santa claus is real && have this anxiety that he might die of old age someday.
i use asteriks in place of vowels when typing bad words.
when it comes to mi gente. . . i don't think of our memories as "you had to be there" but more like, "you have to be mentally retarded like us" moments.
i am the BEST procrastinator. seriously.
i'm crazy insane over harry potter but that's only because a part of me died when i didn't receive my hogwarts letter.
i have a very random thought process most of the time, so when i blurt something out that seems to have come from left field, it usually came from something i saw or heard which reminded me of something else && led to about 5,000 thoughts in the span of a few seconds that eventually culminated in whatever it was i blurted out...it's best to just smile, nod, && continue with whatever it was you were doing before, because I've found that when I try to explain myself && walk someone through the process, it usually makes matters worse.
my all time fave is america's birthday cake from baskin robbins. sucks that it only comes out once a year. (-_-)
i listen for love && lust for temptation.
unlike justin timberlake sexy never left me.
i laugh @ a lot of things that probably really aren't that funny. lol
i am not afraid to hurt. it reminds me that i'm alive && that i am REAL.
i have a past... just like anyone else. don't judge me for the things i have done && the mistakes I have made. because my past && my mistakes have brought me this far and has made me the person that i am today. i am perfectly content with myself. the more mistakes the more you learn... the more you're hurt the stronger you get.
&& alcohol go together like peanut butter && jelly.
i enjoy things that make me think && complicate my life in a good way.
i kinda want someone to figure me out.
i often ask things that sound nonsensical out loud, but swear they sound so much more meaningful in my head (("do these m&m's feel the same size to you?? this one's suppose to be king-sized."))
i enjoy keeping my days busy whether its chillaxin with the homies or sleeping the entire day away.
i am a hopeless romantic and an optimisitic pessimist.
i want to find a man who will me how jack loved rose on the titanic && how noah loved allie in the notebook. i am so ready for my walk to remember.
i'm an organized mess. in a mind as chaotic as mine, i need my outside world to be spotless.
i talk A LOT. more than i probably should. i just forget that there doesn't always have to be some noise blaring in the background. i am starting to learn the beauty of silence.
i don't care what you think of me. i'm not perfect && neither are you. so don't shove my imperfections down my throat. trust me, i'm sure i already know them. so i don't need you pointing them out for me.
uses big words && know what they mean. yup yup!
swears like a G. . . but i'm working on it.
is too cute. of course i'm asian && am in total like of her && her friends.
i ♥ to write. no, actually i LIVE to write. my life, my love = reading, writing, and music.
i mean what i say && say everything i mean.
i don't think i will ever grow up. && i don't think i ever want to.
i am easily amused. . . particularly by myself. ;)
i'm musically inclined. i would class this as an asset.
i've always been different than most people && strive to make a difference not only in my life but in others as well.
generally calm && collected. but get in my face && i will get in yours.
i use an excessive amount of napkins && kill a tree everytime i eat.
i want so badly to believe that there is truth. that ♥ is real. && i want life in every word to the extent to be absurd.

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if i ever say i have it all figured out... i'd be lying. if i ever say that i don't have a clue... i'd be exaggerating. i am who i am. take me for what you will for that is all i am. a person's perception is their reality. how do you perceive me?? the truth may be stranger than fiction.
it's that peace in the presence of strife that leads me to believe that as scared as i am, one day what worries me now will later be the very thing that brings me to tears laughing. brings me to tears thinking: what on earth was i so worked up about? wondering: who would've thought i'd get over that? who would've known that i'd grow out of that? who would've thought? who would've known? well. actually...
i would've thought and i would've known.
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