David

BECAUSE OF BOREDOM AND A BROKENESS IN MY SOUL I HAVE SOUGHT AND FOUND VARIOUS LEVELS OF ONLINE INTAMACY WITH VARIOUS WOMEN ALL OVER THE WORLD BY POSING TO BE SINGLE AND YOUNGER THAN I AM.IT WAS (AND MOST LIKELY IS) A VALID BELIEF THAT THESE WOMEN WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SO INTERESTED IN OUR DIALOGUES HAD THEY BEEN AWARE OF WHO I REALLY AM... A FAT FIFTYONE YEAR OLD MAN WHO HAS BEEN WITH THE SAME GREAT WOMAN FOR 30 YEARS.I HAVE POSED AS A PRACTING MASSAGE THERAPIST, A PROFESSION IN WHICH I REALLY WAS ENGAGED FOR 15 YEARS.THERE WAS SOME SHARING OF EMOTIONAL INTEMACY IN WHICH THERE WAS AN OFFERING ON MY PART OF A POTENTIAL FOR RELATIONSHIP BEYOND THAT OF ONLINE CHAT.I REGRET HAVING MADE A MISREPRESENTAION OF MYSELF AND THE SUBSEQUENT EMOTIONAL EXCHANGES IN WHICH I TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THE LONLINESS OF THE HUMAN CONDITION.THOUGH I MISREPRESENTED WHO I AM I CAN SAY WITH A REASONABLE DEGREE OF CONFIDENCE THAT MUCH OF THE ENCOURAGEMENT I PROVIDED AND THE SHARED CREATIVE BANTERING / CHAT IS A VALID REFLECTION OF WHO I AM AS A PERSON.THERE ARE A LOT OF LONELY WOMEN IN THE WORLD AND A LOT OF EMOTIONALLY ILL MEN WILLING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE LONELINESS.AGAIN, I REGRET THE CHOICES I MADE AND EVEN MORE SO ANY PAIN I CAUSED.