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************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ******************************************************xxx I'm pretty much overall, probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. It takes a lot to get me mad, but not a lot to keep me mad. I have a bit of an anger problem as far as that goes (read up on the personality of a female Scorpio haha).I like to see everyone happy and I try a little too hard sometimes trying to keep everyone that way. I graduated the Friday before Thanksgiving break. I was going to get my college basics out of the way in January, but some difficulties came up so I'm going to start later than everyone else next spring...but at least I'm going. I'm interested in a number of things:massage therapy, child psychology, magazine editing and publishing, being a graphic designer, and culinary arts...working in the music industry like with a record label as part of the actual staff, not the musician, would be cool too. Ummm, everyone from Rockport pretty much knows me for my "Gothic Stage" from 8th-9th grade, but I'm not all out Miss Wear Only Black anymore. My music taste isn't limited either. I love most types of music though...well minus the disco and country. Right now for me actually instead of being into dark, heavy, satanic, sounding, depressing, music...I'm all into the whole emo scene...well maybe not ALL into it but yeah anyways. Haha, I'd like to thank the tv station FUSE and my good friend Trey for that influence. And thanks to a fucking loser faced jerk doing the most horrible things he could to me, I'm single for the first time in almost 4 years. I have been now for about 11 months now (damn,it's been that long already, it seems like just yesterday that bastard needed his head bashed in for cheating on me with a fat crackhead).I moved to Corpus a week after graduation and I lived with my brother nick.
Then at one of his shows, I met a guy named Billy...I thought he was the perfect person for me, but true colors show, when bad things happen. Now I'm going to be a single parent and I'm going to be getting my own place soon and he's about to have a rude awakening hehe. I don't want to be mean, but he has no mercy for me, he turned ice cold and as much as I love him, I don't even know him anymore. He use to be fun and loving and I had a great time around him, but now (as he puts it about exs) he was just a waste of time...I wish I could think of it like that. I just have more feelings and care more about people than he does though so it's hard for me to forget. But now I have something to remember him by. I'm sure its going to be an adorable child and that will make me happy. After I have it, I'm going to apply for a grant that single mothers can get and go to school to be a massage therapist...or maybe a child psychologist...depending on my patience with learning. I know I'll have a good life with or without him, so I'm getting stronger everyday. He's probably just bring me down anyways, right?

The Days I Will Miss
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Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. The Five Variable Love Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.comI've Been To Several Concerts. Here Are Most Of The Bands I've Seen:
9 Kills 9
12 Stones
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18 Visions
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40 Below Summer
A Perfect Circle
American Headcharge
As I Lay Dying
Behemoth
Burning Brides
Bullets and Octane?
Cannibal Corpse
Chevelle
CKY
Coal Chamber
Day Of Content
Evanescence ( Twice )
Evergreen Terrace
fingertight
Godsmack
GWAR
Il Nino
In Flames
Killswitch Engage
Kittie (4 times )
Lacuna Coil
Lollipop Lust Kill
Marilyn Manson
Medication
Motograter
Mudvayne
Nickelback
Nine Inch Nails
One Minute Halo
Otep
Poison The Well
Seether ( Twice )
Sinch
Smile Empty Soul
Stonesour
The Union Underground
Three Days Grace
Trapt ( Twice )
Trivium
Type O Negative
V Shaped Mind
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Dislikes:
I am pretty much an all around nice person and I don't dislike a lot even though I am usually displeased with many things. Please don't see me as a hateful person. I believe hate is bad karma and I don't hate anything. I do dislike though: pedafiles, people who try to act like everyone else,washing dishes, people who act like they own everyone, trend setters, used clothes, girls who use other girls who care about them for attention by claiming to be into girls just for attention from guys, fake people,polka dots, narrow minded people, country music,snoring,my little brother, my mother...basically my family, people who judge everyone by what they like reguardless of how much fun they could be, sluts (and there is a difference between dressing in very revealing clothes or showing a lot of skin and actually being a slut...just because someone may dress a certain way or show off their body, DOES NOT make them a slut),ANIMAL CRUELTY, people who use these profiles to try and make everyone else feel sorry for them, hurtful people, (damn, there are a lot of people types i don't like hmmm)...
I had to copy this from my VF profile which I no longer update just to have something on here. Hopefully I'll have things back to normal and more interesting soon