I love I hate I am just me. I've been through more shit than they show on soap operas and i've been to hell and back and back again. I'm the girl who always gets her heart broken. I always love the wrong guys and let the good ones get away. I've grown stronger and smarter over the years so just try to fucking break me. I'm going to be anything and everything that everyone said I couldn't be.
Falling down ain't falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor.It's called a past cause I'm getting past and I ain't nothing like I was before.You should see me now.I've grown immensely in these past 4 crazy and hard years. I'm stupid and I made tons of bad choices, but I'm the one who has suffered through this so no one should judge me. Only I know my true heartache. I don't want to hear any I told you so's. I hate my life, who cares if we have a 3 bedroom house and all the other crap, if the house isn't a happy home, it doesn't matter. How did anyone even like me 4 years ago? I was a self-absorbed, narcissistic asshole. I wasn't a fat monster anymore and I was single for the first time in 6 years, so I was a stupid superficial egomaniac. I'm glad that's not me anymore, and I'm so very sorry for hurting anyone that I stepped on that was in my path. If it's any consolation, I'm suffering for it now and have been for the past 4 years.....but i'm still trying to be strong, but i'm completely damaged and I hate happy people and people that are in love, because I don't believe in love anymore. Maybe one day someone will change my mind..............
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