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Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta

is that why they call me a sullen girl?

About Me


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i am sunsetecstasy on aim, and raspberrytouch on yahoo messenger (should the occasion arise that you would care). i am weird, wired, insane, strange and brutally honest. i have strong opinions, but am open for discussion. i love to meet new people because we can learn so much from each other. i like to spend time with myself because we can learn so much about who we are if we do a little soul searching. i want to write a book someday. i am the oldest of seven orphans. i don't feel sorry for myself or anyone else. i love life and just want to live. too often we're too busy wasting the life we're living, to live the life we're wasting. i live in shafter, ca with a great lesbian couple, my sister, my son, four dogs, a bird, and my cat.
i'm the group leader for the group Poet Tree Forest .
i'm also the blog group leader for the poetry group For What Remains Unnoticed (the fastest growing blog group on myspace.com)! i want to be the biggest group which means i'll have to surpass 900...so when you join click "SEARCH AND INVITE OTHERS TO JOIN" and highlight your whole friend list and invite them to join my group. JUST CLICK HERE For What Remains Unnoticed and join today to make this the biggest baddest most smokin bangin blog poetry group of them all....show us poets some love! even Bizzy Bone and Cypress Hill are members of my group AND WHAT!
~MY POETRY~
Don't think you're just
gonna
sit there,
breathing the
stale stillness
in the air,
as I stand here and
unstitch my seams...
you better inhale
with caution
these words I speak,
Because that nasty smell I
reek of-
is honesty.
I'm ripping off Band-Aids,
using my words to
paint pictures of my
escapades.
Retelling stories of
battles I've been through,
the many deaths I've survived,
and
times I've been revived.
You know,
my wounds still cry blood-
heavy and
steady
and
dark-
covering you in the
resounding crimson
of my
echo.
I spread myself like
a tan-
but you'll feel me like
a sunburn-
as I expose myself through
this hole in my ozone,
the breath in this microphone-
my heart,
plugged into my mouth,
amplified by my
voice.
This is-
MY POETRY.
all poems (including those in my blog) are original work copyrighted by
p.s. don't try to steal my shit porque, i have plenty of family who don't mind enforcing my ghetto copyrights when faced with the luxuries that prison affords them...thank you, and peace out homechicken.
some pictures for your viewing pleasure (or not...), just some things about me and my wonderful life
my kitty cat, her name is My Love (because she's "my love" of all the loves!)
i was taught to tattoo (ghetto style) and i have almost sleeved my left arm
with and by my primo rudy boy...
be sure and leave me a comment, or comment on my pictures and join my blog group from the link in the first paragraph of "about me." thank you and have a nice day!

My Interests



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reading, writing, speed balls, girls, deep conversations, intelligencce and/or creativity that is so overwhelming is spills into sex appeal, music (listening), poetry, photos of people at moments when they are unaware of being the subject, photos of the small things that go unnoticed, picasso's rose stage, anything van gogh, journaling, stolen/stealing street signs, boobs, left wingers, ghetto intellects, live theatre, coveting my neighbors wife, etc...the usual. from kern county: delano, then bakersfield, then orange county, city of orange, chapman university.

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people!

Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)


You attract Yuppies!
You attract models!
You attract unstable people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!

I'd like to meet:

artists, writers, musicians, appreciators of previous 3

Music:



alanis morissette, john coltrane, tori amos, elton john, fiona apple, rufus wainwright, akwid, ramon ayala, vicente fernandez, los tucanes, natalie merchant, sarah mclachlan, tupac, miles davis, matchbox twenty, marcy playground, janet jackson, blind melon, violent femmes, kenny g, liz phair, denise williams, r.e.m., rage against the machine, hole, dixie chicks, our lady peace, the floaters, ralphie pagan, semisonic, billie holliday, the who, jane's addiction, cake, k's choice, jo dee messina, aerosmith, dory tourette and the skirtheads, fuel, garbage, lit, elliot smith, nin, sinead o'conner, annie lennox, brandy, lhasa, jewel, cranberries, enya, rose royce, missy elliot, 50 cent, the dells, the delfonics, cowboy junkies, massive attack, mazzy star, hope sandoval and the warm inventions, aaliyah, portishead, madonna, the stylistics, little anthony and the imperials, the doors, pink floyd, weezer, ben folds five, incubus, the wallflowers, bjork, janis joplin, kid rock, gorillaz, r. kelly, jamie foxx, the isley brothers, the drifters, charlie parker, poe, keith jarrett, john lennon, nirvana, pearl jam, ani difranco, dave matthews band, live, sheryl crow, maroon 5, jack johnson, john mayer, jason mraz, guttermouth, tsol, dead kennedy's, total chaos, chaos uk, korn, staind, marylin manson, smokey robinson, shawn colvin, tim mcgraw, tom jones, ruben studdard, no doubt, elvis costello, lisa loeb, third eye blind, smashing pumpkins, radiohead, alicia keys, norah jones, chris isaak, tamia, swv, counting crows, train, zoey's trip, melissa ethridge, coldplay, oldies, old school, funk, jazz, country, hip hop, r&b, alternative, grunge, ska, adult contemporary, folk, punk, acoustic, swing, classical, classic rock

Movies:

girl interrupted, chasing amy, requiem for a dream, talented mr. ripley, boondock saints, the professional, anything robin williams, biodome, empire records, vanilla sky, mermaids, the war, spy game, a beautiful mind, american beauty, beat street, la vita e bella, american history x, martin lawrence's you so crazy, anything else, now and then, john leguizamo's freak, blood in blood out, american me, mi familia, chicago, texas chainsaw massacre (original), sleepaway camp pt.1, friday, what you always wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask, the searchers, little big man, forest gump, being john malcovich, almost famous, carlitos way, slow burn, sun chaser, matchstick men, big fish

Television:

will and grace, jeopardy, dr. phil, while you were out, judging amy, gilmore girls, american idol, anything pbs/kcet, {old school}--- salute your shorts, dude ranch, are you afraid of the dark, rocco's modern life, ren and stimpy, clarissa explains it all, the secret world of alex mac, the original all that, the adventures of pete and pete

Books:

the giver, a wrinkle in time, the mists of avalon, the spoken word revolution, low hum crush, brave new world, loose woman, the perks of being a wallflower, gather together in my name, a child called it, the fifth sacred thing, where the red fern grows, open house for butterflies, the long hard road out of hell, all quiet on the western front, the death of ivan illych, beloved, stone butch blues, anything shakespeare

Heroes:

big daddy j, spongebob squarepants, bjs, alanis morissette, ani difranco, the grinch, me

My Blog

anyone interested in buying my book?

tomorrow i'm having my book of poetry bound and i want to know if there is a demand for it out here on myspace so i can know how many to have bound, price will be set at 14 bucks, it's a lot of p...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 01:37:00 PST

poem...we know the why

We Know The Why It's when I bring myself to those Beautiful round tits That stand so full and tall. And you let me choose Which one I want. It's the dry Pussy you let Warm up on my thigh. Oh, baby d...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 11:28:00 PST

poem...phase II

Phase II More has broken between us, than has ever existed. How can I explain to you that I don't want to be with you. How do I say that you gave me a son. He is mine. How do I tell you that you ...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 03:28:00 PST

no man's land

No Man's Land   words unspoken leave my spirit broken. a world so full so full of bull and it's just too much shit. because i've lived so long in this purgatory, not predator or prey, just l...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:02:00 PST

my life tonight

tonight as i was trying to put my restless son to sleep i put on fiona apple's first cd "tidal" (because music always calms and sooths him - especially if it's really loud music), and i sang him to sl...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 12:31:00 PST

poem..."SUICIDE SURVIVAL (FROM THE HOME OF SKIN)"

~SUICIDE SURVIVAL (FROM THE HOME OF SKIN)~   Who I am. Where I live. The things I allow to own my life; the existence I sell by my refusal to take accountability. All the change I keep the same,...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 07:16:00 PST

latest news...

hey everyone, sorry i've not posted in a while but i've had a couple trips to the emergency room in the last couple weeks and i've been really ill. i've had a couple of people email me asking me to po...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:23:00 PST

poem..."freedom"

~FREEDOM~   Eyes rolled behind, trying to hide, trying to pretend that this weight I can't carry isn't his. Isn't mine. Isn't ours. I am glazed over with the residue of my longing. The ...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:11:00 PST

poem..."karma is a whore"

~KARMA IS A WHORE~   Your world was pulled out from under you. Died in a car accident off the 'K' Street overpass wearing your favorite sons body; your favorite sons name. What a shame,...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 10:52:00 PST

poem..."the pretty one"

~THE PRETTY ONE~   Intricate crop circles lie assembled across your veins hidden by the thousand apologetic lies that tape your long sleeve shirt down to your wrists. Stolen identities make their...
Posted by Philosophy Loving Punk Rock Gangsta on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 09:30:00 PST