Myspace Graphics
Myspace Layouts
Myspace LayoutsI fiNd mYsElf aT oDds wiTh mY oWn cRitiCiSm. I'M criTiCal enOugh Of My oWn wOrk aNd abiLiTies tO mEntAlly eXagGerAte mY flaWs. YeT, aT tHe sAme TiMe, I rEaliZe thAt mY woRk aNd mY aBiliTy tO iMprOve iS suBsTanTiaLLy gReAtEr tHaN mAnY. ThiS lEaVes mE pErPeTuALLy iN tHaT piVotAl pOsiTiOn oF dEciDiNg tO tRy aGaiN oR giVe uP. As aN eXteNSioN oF thiS sAmE sWoRd I fiNd thAt, ofTenTimEs, aS I leArN aNd rEleArN iN aN eFFoRt tO iMpRoVe, tHe eNd rEsUlT iS oNly a mOrE lEaRnEd rEndiTion oF mY fiRsT aTTeMpTs. My fiRsT tHoUgHt pRoCeSs iS uSuALLy cOrReCt. Yet, mY oWn cRitiCisM cAusEs mE tO rEwoRk uNtiL I aRriVe riGht bAck wHeRe I sTaRtEd. ThE oNly diFfeReNce bEtWeeN thE bEgiNniNg aNd tHE EnD iS D kNOwLdGE ThaT I CaNt Do It aNY bEtTEr. THIs iS PlEaSiNG AnD EmPOWerIng iN SoME WaYS aNd VeRy diSCoUrAGiNG iN oThErS.IT's inTerEsTiNg, aFtEr tHe fAcT, tO sEe tHiS pLay oUt iN tHe vARioUs aReAs oF My liFe. FrOm My sOciAl aBiLiTieS, tO SinGiNg, tO fAsHioN iT cAn bE sEen. SoCiaLLy, I cOnStAnTly dOuBt tHe vAliDitY oF tHe rElaTioNsHiPs I'vE mAdE aNd iT tAkEs mE qUiTe sOmE tiMe tO rEaLizE thAt wHaT I wAs lOokiNg fOr iN a pArTiCuLar fRieNdsHip wAs aCtuAlly thEre lOng bEfoRe I rEaliZed iT. In siNgiNg, I'll siNg tHe sAmE tYpE oF sOnGs dAy aFtEr dAy oNlY tO fiNd tHaT I pReFer oNe oF mY fiRsT aTTemPts. In fAsHiOn, I aLmOsT alWaYs diSmiSs mY iNiTiaL dEsiGn aS aMaTeur aNd rEwOrk uNtiL I eNd uP iN tHe eXaCt sAmE sPoT.MOrE oFteN thAn nOt, tHe wOrK thAt I Am mOsT pRouD oF tEnDs tO bE thOse thiNgs thAt I cReAteD quiCklY, oN a wHiM, wiThOut oVeR thiNkiNg -- jUsT leTTiNg mY iNsTiNcTs gUiDe mE. Yet, eVeN wiTh tHiS kNoWleDgE, iN a tWiStEd aPpliCaTioN oF tHiS vEry pRiNciPaL I cOnTiNuE tO dOuBt mY iNsTiNcTs aNd oNly rEly oN tHeM wHen I'M nOt tHiNkiNg aBouT iT.
