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About Me

Life without truth is not possible but perhaps truth is life itself "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference"~~~~~~That could be the most important lesson we can all learn. I go by many names, each having their own meanings to different people, but to my they are just labels. To most, I'm known as Joshua or Josh for short. I'm your average person, not outgoing enough to be seen but not quiet enough to not blend into the crowd. I may yern to stand out but I fall back out of fear. When you meet me, I am quiet and I try to stay that way. I have a bad habit of jumping to conclusions so I dont open my mouth much. Lately I've been really hot-headed, but life isn't what I was expecting. Dont take me to be Emo or depressed because I'm far from it. What I call it is a Hazy Bliss of Awkward Emotions. Sounds weird but in the end, it makes sense. I have a hard time with others cause I wear my heart on my sleeve. Those who I start caring about become more to me than myself, which ends only in self defeat. But with every battle lost, a new and stronger person rises from the ashes. I hope that gave you alittle insight into who I am, if you want to know more just ask I guess~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wa sted youth and shattered dreams, hollowed truths and forgotten means. This is my Hazy Aftermath Jeff Dunham; Achmed's "Jingle Bombs"
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46%
Stability |||||||||||||| 53%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||| 36%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed || 10%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Indie |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I'm basically interested with starting my life over again! I'm into tattoos and art.

I'd like to meet:

I've spoken alot lately about Love, something that means alot to me and at the same time it means nothing. Maybe thats because I haven't found what true love really means....so in the end of this, I just want to meet anyone with a great personality because you can never have too many friends
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Music:

Music is the essence of life, its what keeps us going when we feel down, what pushes us to succeed when all odds are against us and what helps a mourning heart heal.

Movies:

Resident Evil

Television:

I dont watch TV anymore

Books:

I'm standing here infront of um..books, please don't let them eat me! - President Bush Jr. About the whole book thing, I'll read but I need to find a book that screams READ ME!!!!!

Heroes:

My Dad and Mom. They brought my into this world, tried their hardest to raise me with good ethics, honor and love. I think my cousin Brandon was one of my best friends. I miss you Brandon, videogames aren't the same anymore. And a few certain people who have passed on their dreams just to help others with theirs, self sacraficing their goals for others.....sounds like me!

My Blog

Constant babble of an insane tard

I hate the fact that everything has been making me think lately. I've lost alot of sleep over my thoughts, getting home around midnight and laying in bed till around 4 before I finally fall asleep.I'v...
Posted by Running Stupid on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:14:00 PST

Walkin in the tears of my father

So as I stood there in my friends house yesterday talking to him and drinking beers, grilling out and shit, I started to think about High School. All the things I missed by graduating early. I missed ...
Posted by Running Stupid on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 05:16:00 PST

Drunken thoughts of an ill man

Sitting here and thinking, makes me wish I was brain dead. I’ve been thinking alot about some serious shit, realizing that I dont have the feelings I thought I did for a few people. Talking to a...
Posted by Running Stupid on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:21:00 PST

Shitballs and beer tits, my ass hates gas

Why cant I see the path, Broken and stuck in the past. Forefilled by the lack of life, Haterd is my only Vice. Can I really hate you for this, Making things like this mess? Pain may not be your way ou...
Posted by Running Stupid on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 09:01:00 PST

Joshua’s new plan for 08!

So yeah, been thinking alot lately about what I want to do with this life and I kinda came down to a conclusion. I know my life isn't really going where I want it too, so I'm gonna enlist. Hahahaha......
Posted by Running Stupid on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 12:31:00 PST

Why do I even write poetry?

Hurtfull Regrets By Joshua Wheelock   Regret for the things I've said, Knowing I dug a deep bed. Hurting to say how I felt, Watching her made my heart melt. I become hypnotized, When I stare into...
Posted by Running Stupid on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 04:20:00 PST

08 is the year of loss?

Ok, I'm gonna start this out with an apology followed by another apology! I apologize for this if anyone reads it and gets hurt by it plus I'm sorry but I had a rough night at work because of somethin...
Posted by Running Stupid on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 03:37:00 PST

Song of the day?

Just a song thats stuck in my head right now, ends up being true I guessLet me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed And...
Posted by Running Stupid on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 05:16:00 PST

Self-doubt and questioning the future

Carried into the darkness of night, faded by the shadows of light.   Why is it that someone seeks companionship? I've been debating this alot lately. Maybe its just because I'm lonely or its beca...
Posted by Running Stupid on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 05:06:00 PST

Lyrics for my life

So I've been listening to this song alot! Its been making me think about what I am and what I want. Its "Leave Out All The Rest" by Linkin Park. Tell me what you thinkI dreamed I was missing You were ...
Posted by Running Stupid on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:46:00 PST