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Ankhasia Keturah ||||||||||. I was born on September 5, 1990. It was a C-Section, so I doubt it was at a random time. I'd like to think I was born around 8am. Maybe that's why I so anxiously await new days... Since I was a little girl, I never really "fit in".
I was always too tall, or too shy, or too something. I live with my mom and three other brothers. My mom is my hero. We clash sometimes, but at the end of the day, she carries me under her wings. I miss my granny. more than u will ever know. she passed away a couple years ago. if you ever lost a parent, you can relate. she was my second mother... she is my angel on that other shoulder when i wanna give in. i know she's watching me. if there's any ray of light that you see in my eyes, or feel in my affectionate gestures, it was placed there by her. she taught me to be a woman... she molded me into Ankhasia.
FRIENDS AREN'T FOR ME.
I'm tellin you. I have ISSUES. lol.But There's This Boy:We won't say any names, but if you know me... you know him. In the ninth grade we met in the art room. I was kind of intimidated by his extrovertedness. (I WAS SUCH AN INTROVERT) He wasn't afraind of anything. To this day he isn't. He calls people out when they have issues with him, and he isn't afraid to entertain ppl. We're living proof that opposites attract.Anyways...The other day, I get a phone call from him and we're having one of our usual arguments. Out of the blue he starts talking about how after we graduate, [KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS WAS A 5 YR. FRIENDSHIP] after we graduate, he's do him.. Regardless of who he's friends with. Now, I seen Katt William's "It's Pimpin' Pimpin'" and I know allll about tha whole star player thing, but this was coming from a person that dried away plenty of my tears and listenend to all my little high school secrets. I mean -We've always gotten into our disagreements... So how is this time different??? Go to my friend list and search for Prince Derriko... Yep, he deleted me. Truth be told that hurt. . . a lot.And that easily ladies and gentlemen, seven more bricks went up around my heart [=I guess I'm a concrete girl trying to get by in this jungle-of-a-world. I don't need friends. I mean... It's nice to laugh and joke with ppl... But as far as the whole LA-dee-DAA thing. Pshh; i'll pass.That's what happens when you analyze more than you speak. My ears are filled with secrets/confessions/thoughts.. But my mouth is definitely backed up.......keeping it to myselffff.Anywho;I love readingI'm a virgoI try to figure ppl out by noting the characteristics of thier zodiac signI love simplicity// // //I love too hardI could care less about Twitters and Applebottom jeansI was never your typical girlI was always this concrete girlJust waiting for these walls to come tumbling down...waiting for too high of an expectaion.....