I'm interested in things I shouldn't. I jump in the bath when the water is still too hot. I try too hard and often fail. I love with an intensity that people can't seem to handle. I hate to let go. I sing to myself, and dance like I know what I'm doing. I am not afraid to die, though I would have regrets. I am an addict...to what, anything that feels good. I have ambitions, to have everyone I know take a little piece of me untill there is nothing left, cuz the truth is I don't really know what to do with myself. I hate being this honest.
oooo...this is a toughy...I'd like to meet someone who could love me. Sort of as Alanis would put it...someone who sees everything, who sees every part, who sees all my light, and loves all my dark, who digs everything of which i'm ashamed, someone who can relate to me in every degree, and after seeing all of that, is still there. I'm not perfect so, I wouldn't like someone who expected me to be. I would love to meet someone who could keep a promise because I have been promised so many things and have yet to find a person who kept one. Do me a favor, don't tell me you'll never stop loving me or you'll never leave, cuz never is a promise and I'm sick of being lied to.
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I love them all...you can't ask me to pick. Why do you think I wanna be a movie star? Okay...nope, there are too goddamn many!
The L Word...duh. Can I just say, I'm pissed at them right now but, I cannot wait till season 4. Also, wanna see somemore of Weeds. Buffy the Vampire Slayer...did I mention I am a geek. I LOVE THE NANNY. Rosanne, Golden Girls, basically anything on Lifetime. The Ellen Degeneres Show...another duh.
Harry Pothead! I love books by Jeanette Winterson, Sylvia Plath, J. M. Redmann. Books about lesbians. Books about women and their struggle...did I mention I am a feminist? Shakespeare is...well, y'know.
My mom...my best friend Kristine, for being there for 11 years now. my best friend Portune-a-fish for being a constant source of inspiration and drug knowledge. Abagail, you have been there for me on so many levels, its unreal.