allypanda x]

me & you
"our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate . our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure! it is our light, not our darkness , that frightens us."
♥
about me ally//allison
bay school
september 29, 1992
14 &taken
waiting for wyatt to come home
190% bad fucken luck
ADD ME&!you wanna know more about me? look at pictures i put together;*explains it ALL.
ST.HELENA
when we just got there. SNOW CONES!
first week of my fucking summer!
:D
we took 10 billion pictures cause
grumpy and malcolm were playing XBOX -_-
"hella fine"
big smiles*DONT FORCE IT BEN!
damnnn
pancakes - f'kd you up
HAHAH MALCOLMS SIDE HAIR!
WHAT HAPPENS IN ST.HELENA STAYS IN ST.HELENA!
how grumpy T started
ben eating chips from my fat tummy!
hahahah DAMNNNN
theres no more! after swimming
cute pool!
we took 10 billion pictures again
because grumpy and malcolm were playing xbox.
i was thinking; WTF
i love white boy thizz faces
my eyes were fucking small cause the sun hurt so bad
+chlorine!
hahaha me with bens hat;
so the story is that we went shopping with malcolm be st.helena
i picked that hat for ben but he didnt like it
when we went on the trip
he LOVED THAT HAT SO BADLY
so fake!
chillin; RANDOM RED SPOTS!
cheese cause you dont have braces ally!
IM NOT A LOSER BEN!
playing with camera
fucking ground was hot as fuck
holy moley
not attractive
MESSING WITH GRUMPY T! hahah!
it was 100 degrees!
hella fucking hot;after the guys played b/ball
in a mercedes&full volume+bass=hyphy
malcolm can be a redneck too
me&ben bike riding;malcolm and grumpy ditched us
biking with a view!
the pool at night;i was out there thinking
look what i made myself
got so fucked up after that*GAG'
after i woke up; i saw this! GRUMPY T BEING GRUMPY!
hours before we left. stupid malcolm!*have my retainers on
BAYSPLASH 2007!
me&myah after our performance!
uhh
my "stripper shit"
myah was tricking me, pretending to take a picture until i said "what the fuck?"
sisters?
second part to the other picture on my myspace
guess what i was doing?!
--CALPOLY;EMBASSY SUITES
start my afternoon
IM THERE IM THERE!
roar, embassy suites!
that shits scary! jesse mclintocs;dinner
WHATS GOING ON :D
ROAR!
GRRR(;
oh so full! ill just have a little more!
-PISMO BEACH!-
chillin! hey tummy!
thats awesome!
chillin! ;]
arrrr! caption panda! hahah
sickness, but my mom bought my sister one
--fridays with ben and malcolm chillin before kitaros!--
i like the way malcolm takes these;good picture
;o!
CHEESE INTERSESSION!
malcolms picture skills (editted of course!)
they have to put up with this asian girl everyday!
beach!
GOATS!
pretty hot huh?
i have skills!
another one!
cheese shop!
because me&ben put 3 hours of life/love into this diabetic cake;neal WAS FORCED TO EAT IT!
THE MOTHERFUCKN DANCE!
clean;before i got fucken insane
heading there with minter(he wanted to take a moaded picture like me&katie)
HAAHH EW
hahahah im ghetto!
my cute little picture
wasuh?
:D
im fucken awesome! hotness okay here we go!---
insane bitch!
oh ben! HAHAH THIZZ
LOOK AT THAT ATTRACTIVE ALLY! HAHA
okay so we were all fucking around with this kid and was freaking with him. hahaha!!!
HAHAHAAH
yeahhhhh
bobo1;bobo3
THIZZ (im clean dont worry)
rock that shittt'
after the motherfuckn. DANCE yo;
what if you saw this in class?
my cat cat comforts my sadness when wyatts away..
haha
HAAHHAAH!!! MY FAVORITE;CUMMMM
followed by CUMMM
attractive.
hahaah
first one we took
dedicated to ben! thizz
HELLAAAA FUN! laughed so hard that day i cried..
hahah my attractive little face that ben took a picture of
(wyatt album);6 more weeks..
"babe, i hope you're looking at the sky too..
"this is such an ally panda picture!" - minter
physics!
i actually showed my braces...
so unnattractive!
BEST PICTURE EVER! peeka-boo!
hunter looks like a girl, haha asian fest!
what if i had teal/green eyes?! weird..
I GOT TERRY GOMES TO SAY "FIDY CENT!"
how attractive?
after last game b/ball party! (we won!)
the team
thanks coach;i was best shooter, shot blocker, ect.
yummy!
sarahs room! (me&katie)
hahaha hella sick!
stole her shades!
-me&malcolm!-
he took his glasses off and smiled!
his lens popped out again!
very attractive.
UMMMMM
why's everyone so scared of him?
you win wyatt.i love you so much.&i need you
*hair made my cheeks gay!
random. &the hawaiian necklace!
let me be the one who calls you baby all the time..
halloween shit;wasnt trying to be a playboy bunny..
i couldnt decide which one! ;o
me and luke. fucken scary ass mask. hahaahh strange.
i sleep at school because im tired.
which ones allison?!
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hawaii 2006!
patio view of one of the swimming pools at my hotel
other swimming pool
just keep looking
--at night--
the beach at my hotel
cause i got you.
too many drinks.
cause when i look to the sky;
something tells me you're here with me
at the luaus! (or whatever)
good but ew. its coconut. :|
pineapple head :P
it was sweet like wyatt
nasty ass pig that they cooked for us
&i actually ate some of it..
hooki//lab.
uh more drinks?
tiger! haha i went to the hawaii zoo.
zoo
WEEEE
believe this, this wasnt at the zoo
we had fucking penguins at our HOTEL! :P
--ruth's chris*famous steak house--
simple but expensive but good(;
the work team went crazy that fucking night!
hahah watermelon sherbet
too much sugar :|
go there sometime.
on the patio before going out
--snorkeling--
hey baby!
hahah you can see the camera!
stupid sunnyness!
lay down,&look up :]
salty ass motherfucken water
hanauma bay(;
crowded? yes
too bad that isnt my chill space with my lover
hahaha
its cute; you're cute!
hahah ew! BAD ANGLE
i introduce you to....
THE JACKSON FIVE!!!!
hahaah stupid tour guide
hahah the tree goes under the water and comes back up
elvis filmed his blue hawaii movie there :]
polynesian cultural center :D
shirley templeee
chillin like a villian
some bitch stole my shirt!
copy his lips!
he is the best!
locked out! *sick huh?
DOLE pineapple fac.
yeah
fucking bright as fuck
the asians
stupid swimming suit underneath made my BOOBS look weird.
bet you've never seen that before!
pineapple icecream was the best.
pineapple float!
hahah pineapple on the bottom!
i've got the best angles!
fucking mom wouldnt get the convertable!
aloha;i miss it
hotel
hotel
patio view. thinking about wyatt the whole time!
konnichiwa! hawaiian spiderroll
my sister thinks this picture is funny
do you get it?
i didnt get to try it in hawaii but i've tried it here
(patio) everything happens here! :D trying to get online for hours!
hotel beach!
bitch its empty! haha i was sleeping in the bathroom area watching tv
uhh..my sisters a dork
thee room.
weird..those glasses broke
so many rainbows so little love.
the fags wouldnt let me take the banana back to sf
before snorkeling
it died..
it was sunny
swimming pool deck
hahah ew fat! my hair makes me look ew.
favorite store!
hahah ew
even more ew
i like it!
through the tunnel
fishy!
stephens kid;HAHAHA ew
newspaper man!
i wanted this devil nigger!
hotel hottub! yes im fat! .ness
2SLVRS&A RAZOR ! :O
OH! MOADED!
bitch cant do like me!
fuck you!
yes! hahah eyebrows...
ahahh i see those black ones do it....
he just had to buy that...
i wish everyday was like this!
freakn dirty cop
i hiss at you. xD
loserface.
OUR o.g's. i still have them ian..
me&isaree
i like the fire
ch..yeah!
ugh fat!
MY DOG!;you know its hot ;D
:o! whore!
i love wyatt (;
isaree's fault!
isaree' fault....again!
you're not suppose to have pictures of your ex. on myspace!!! but its just too funny..
would you date me if i looked like this!? haha
i like getting &GIVING these!
oh ian, ian, ian...how i miss you so.
oh god...i basically disruppted the whole 6th grade class.
i was T'Aing.
jack! what a crazy kid
this is clownman. he is my hero.
isaree loves him!
dunnyturks eggdrop contest. pic*photoshopped!
thats how i cook my turkey, just dont try
reach high for a star ;]
gifts&presents make me smile. :]
this tree is amazing;it was the 44ft high
wow. just take a moment here.
-----old middle school parties.-----
we were eating. mindy's birthday at sandy's house.
yes, mindy has problems......
RIDING FUCKING DIRTY!
fall like you've been ass fucked!
-------
i get dragged to much!
cause mindy is a fag! :D
GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL" :]
haha im too nice to them..
i tried being asian in this picture
uh yeah i dont get this either..
...::after the winter dance me&isaree at my house::..
hella GO0D :]
cause im asian, dont flipp
USED to be an otterpop addict?! 8]
"HOLY SHIT! its a hot guy!!"
mindy's choad. POW !
i was trying to FUCKING SLEEP!
---what you can do with small mirrors---
tigers are so fucking awesome.
shades, anyone? 8]
haha i always draw on myself!
pandas;*save them. LOVE allypanda!
im the only person that WALKS A TREE. x]
&owns a tiger. 'you dont know how many people were
looking at me like freak doing this.
spider roll. :]
i eat lemons for $1.O0 HAHA gay!
i spilled water on isaree..haha ops
loser on the bus.
so paranoid a freak was going to sit back there with me.
lets not get hit in the middle of the street.
hahah that was a pokemon thing. HAHAH
omg pokemon!!?? hahaha!!
shooting melons?!
sorry im more of a drum person!
back then//

poem of the month; a letter
(MAY 11TH, 2007)
wyatt,
you're the one i met on a hot summer day
and i always knew that you were going to stay!
but one fucking day,
you just got sent away .
although your trapped in gayass montana
im still here patiently waiting for you
like you wanted me to.
its been a w h i l e
and we've been seperated a million miles .
i havent been able to smile.
too bad your mom wont send you back
its like shes smoking c r a c k .
and this just isnt helping
my mini heart-attacks ..
my life is never good
but you'd try to make mine like it should
in every little detail that you could.
but one day,
waiting for you to come home .
like you always told me on the phone;
is going to be so god damn sweet
an empty heart
(MARCH 23RD *7MONTH)
what would happen if you
never came back ?
my heart would bleed ,
I would be in need.
&my mind would be high like weed
my life has changed
my s o u l has died
yesterday night,
i still cried
and my world collides
i wish you were beside me
so you can guide me
to the way of JOY
now everyone just annoys me
and they sit here just to
d e t r o y m e
its like me and another gayass employee
but my world is dark
with a question mark
staring right back at me
what's so wrong?
it's just that things dont belong
everyday seems too fucken long
singing the same sad song
but all along,
i was trying to stay strong
but now i want to run away
like a happy couple on valentines day
but hey;
that shits an illusion,
that makes me in great confusion.
but i have one crazy thought,
that.
i've been.
having nightmares all along..
where'd you go?
(FEBRUARY 9TH)
why'd you do this to me?
you promised,
you lied,
i cried ,
&my heart just d i e d
..everyone knew.
you're gone,
everythings so wrong
my hearts broken,
im nothing,
and you just sit there and not even
care.
they took you away
but you told me you were going to stay.
everyday from those 6 weeks,
i'll still think about you everyday
&pretend im kissing your cute little cheeks
i miss your hugs
&your silly little mugs'
what happend?
it seems like you're s l i p p i n g away
each and everyday
you told me to listen to your voicemail everynight
but it just doesnt seem right.
because i need you here tonight.
to tell me everything's alright.
i miss hearing your i love you's
but you probably already knew..
there's always going to be a tear down my cheek
until the end of those 6 weeks ..
™ ally (i wrote this;dont steal )