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What up! Once again this ya Man Rayskilla6, doing somewhat of an update for the 07. Those who've been here before, Ya'll Know What IT IS! And for the new comers, Welcome!!! This is still my page where I drop some of poetry, my verison of therapy for others as well as my self. As always everyone is welcome, but if ya on some hatin shyt, schiesty shyt, jacking shyt, or homosexual shyt, miss me with all dat bullshyt!!! This just da internet folks, but if you take it there I WILL FIND YA, AND IT WON'T BE SWEET!!! With that said enjoy and any aspiring writers, poets, artist, I'm apart of a group called 8Mag that publishes a bi-quarterly magazine that features short stories and poetry. Those that checked me out befor know I had a web-link to them, but they're redoing the site, so as soon as I have the new info it will be posted. Anyway, enjoy. 1LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ADDICTED TO THE PROFIT OF ADDICTION
addicted to the profit of addiction, became for me a grand mystery, until it was clear that it was no more than a cruely truthful irony. the dealer is no better than the dealt. both..s addiction is pain, and if observed with unconditional eyes the agony can be felt the same. one gets high to soar away from the miseries of reality, the other provides for profit to escape enviroment..s poverty. both start at the surface, one begins a long spiral down, while the other flies at high speed recklessly chasing da money around. yet they both manage to crash at the same place, either the barz of time or eternitie..s gates. and if they do manage to break free of incarcerations cold hold and return to the light there is still no peace. for one will still hear the beckoning of the pipe, and the other the syren call of the STREETZ
MY NYGGAZ
Can never truely tell how close u are to my heart.
Not just the way we toast liquor an all the bluntz we spark
It go way deeper than that, any time u need me I..ll ryde
Cuz ya..ll the only true nyggaz, for me that would die
The type of nyggaz that always got yaback whether you right or wrong
Till the end untill you safe, then in da right let u know u was wrong
True nyggaz that hold u down any time whether its bread or its work
And real nyggaz that a help u get a job cuz they know u forced to peddle dat work
Real nyggaz that survive wars and drama with you, parting and popping pistols, and no matter where u at an da time if u stranded they..ll come an get u
Nyggaz I..d give my life for cuz they been there thick and thin
Two are my brothers and the few others know they my family till the end
Nyggaz u could leave anything around from ya girl to ya wallet
The first ones to congradulate you when u leave the block for college
Nyggaz that keep ya positive cause they struggle n strive to do the same
There for u when you gettin bullshyt from a girl whose supposed to be your main
The nyggaz that don..t change whether ya dirt po or rich, crackin jokes or feeling pissed, in da club or by da crib
Da love I got for u I can never put into wordz
Im just praying u gettin blessings from God in Heaven above
Plenty Much Love But Never Enough Love I can give U
All I can say is YA..LL MY NYGGAZ
THE DEATH OF MY HEART
i no longer fear hell, because i have seen a place far worse. i once thought nothing is more terrible than BRIMSTONE AND FIRE. until i felt the cold dark side of love and desire. would a person rather have their heart and soul burn for an enternity, or frozen in ice and shattered over and over endlessly. one hell of a question, if you ask me. i guess the real fear is the immortality of my heart, because that means it can die over and over and over, yet still live. it can be given again only to be once more broken to pieces and handed back for reassembley. it can be stomped, spit upon, torn, punctured, told it is worthless, showed that it is helpless, whithered, exploded, and still yet beat. So sometimes i wish my heart would stay dead so the rest of me wouldn..t ache, because every second feelslike a hellish eternity.
STILL BREATHING, STILL FIGHTING, STILL STANDIN
Born a week ahead of what the idiot said. On the hospital table momma and me almost Dead. Hyper-active, Hardheaded and accident prone, she never relaxed. Broke some bones, knocked out my teeth, nearly died from asthma attacks. Been in car-wreaks, car-jacked, stabbed twice, and shot at. Forced to fight many just to see where my Heart..s at. Many times bleeding, never stop believing: STILL BREATHING.
I..ve faced and continue facing my fears everyday. Knowing enemies and obstacles shall come without delay. My spirit..s nature is stubborn and tenacious. Any goal opposed, only helps me to make it. I..ll slay any challenge or will die trying. Challenges N Challengers knock me down, rather stand with pain, than sit, hurt and crying. Any adversary I face I..ll never back down. I would rather struggle till its over and they put me in the ground.
NEVER GIVE IN: I..ll put that in writing. I may win, break even, or lose but I..m: STILL FIGHTING
Dad..s never been nothing or done shyt. When we needed him the most he turned true bytch. Alone Momma couldn..t handle it, need relief Real Quick. Grandparents adopted and raised me as their own. A Big family of loving broke negro..s, but I still felt alone. Already wild when two close uncles and several friends died. Wishing I could cry tears on the outside, while crying on the inside, for them and the loss of a CHILD that might have been MINE. Now I..ve lost my Grandmother, my source of strength this life is demanding. I ask GOD why? Please give me understanding. But I do have her strength and I..m: STILL STANDING
WHAT
What? we all crave that we strive so hard to hold. but to really be attained at times it must be let go in order to grow. What? we want to do with out at times because its to painfull to have. or it could be unbearable to never had. What? some of us risk our lives an freedom for. then that person walks out the door. What? the real truth ofwhy you did what you did. It can take a life time just to realize you have no more answers than the average kid. What?
UNSTABLE CREATURES
What's an unstable creature, just a good way to avoid saying da b-word?
It really doesn't matter though cause in the end that's all she heard.
Oh it's a cardinal sin to call her out her name, and it means that you don't love her or respect women.
But she can call you any bad name she wants, in public or private and even break all the dishes in the kitchen.
Yeah most men are dogs, but then what does that make the women that lay down with them.
It's easy to accuse and criticize, next to impossible to forgive and forget
But if no ones mature how can the relationship ever contain love and respect.
It's easy to say its hard to find a good man, he don't pay her attention, doesn't cherish her enough
Is triffling and lazy, cheap and controlling, always with his boys or out cheating with a %#&@$!
So it should also be easy to admit when she's been nagging and controlling, or neglecting her Man
Golddigging or lazy, mean and spitefull, using lovemakeing as a tool, insecure and insanely jealous, or plain ole cheating on him while she's accusing him of it again
To bash women is Not my goal, I love and need you like the air I breathe
And for the cats that have hurt truly good women I apologize most deeply indeed
But no one is perfect, that's a fact I didn't have to get from the preacher
Maybe when Men and Women realize THAT, there won't be a need for the words unstable creature
LET IT GO
It has been said that if you LOVE something or someone, let them GO.
If they return to you they are YOURS, if not they NEVER were.
A lofty notion it would seem, until I was forced to test it with HER.
Because If you really loved them why would you ever want them to leave
But sometimes life becomes like worn clothes torn at the seams
One little split can cause a great Rip
And to get back to where you once were can be the longest of trips
Many stumbling blocks and a multitude of different roads can lay in ones path
On the way back to each other both can be blow off course many times, perhaps even crash.
But true LOVE never dies, at times is modified into new or different forms
And sometimes to truly love them and make sure they're happy is the hardest thing to do
Because you realize in order to do that you must LET IT GO,
because they will be happier without YOU!
DID U EVER WONDER WHY?
Did U ever wonder why the U.S is the richest country in the world but health care and college isn..t free?
Did U ever wonder why there..s more money funneld into prisons than into schools?
Did U ever wonder why cops..ll commit several crimes to arrest a nygga for just one?
Did U ever wonder why some people think racisims dead?
Did U ever wonder why the hell we still in Iraq?
Did Uever wonder why at 18 your old enough for the Army but not old enough to drink?
Did U ever wonder why 50cent is more well know than any black person who invented anything?
Did U ever wonder who invented crack(it wasn..t a black man)?
Did U ever wonder what if Malcome, Martin, Harold Washington, Pac and Big were still alive?
Did U ever wonder why they haven..t solved Pac, Big, or Jam master Jay..s murders, but C-Murder, Mystical and a bunch of other rappin nyggaz are locked up fa shyt?
Did U ever wonder why most nyggaz that beat on their girls, be scared as hell ta fight a real nygga?
Did U ever wonder why some women with men who aren..t abusive say things when they..re arguing to provoke him to violence(calling his mama or other family members a bytch or even hitting him)?
Did U ever wonder why nyggaz with truely good women cheat on them with chicks who worth less than a wet bag of shyt?
Did U ever wonder why women who get caught cheating find a way ta flip it an blame their Man for the infidelity?(maybe I watch too much Cheaters)
Did U ever wonder why its hard as hell for an average looking nygga to attract an attractive looking female, but if your lucky to, model looking chicks who wouldn..t give you the time of day wanna buss u down an give ya head now?
Did U ever wonder if these really are the last days?(lot of crazy shyt going on)
Did U ever wonder why I get more respect for telling nyggaz bout my county jail stints, than I do about this poetry magazine I..m apart of?
DID U EVER WONDER WHY!(maybe I think too much)
SITUATIONS
To have HER walk into a room seems to STOP time.
Reveals to Me in those most private moments She..ll always be mine.
Understanding for the first time the Beauty of Her body is but a Fraction of the,Beauty of which HER SOUL SHINES.
Everything I Desired, Searched for, Avoided, Wanted, and Needed in Her I could find.
Living is given meaning with just Her Beautiful Smile and Touch.
Old things become NEW because HER LOVE radiates that much.
Very quick to be my FREAK but when we MAKE LOVE, is the true rush.
Enveloped by a feeling beyond words yet OUR EYES SAY ALL.
Leaving me breathless yet secure, assured I won..t fall.
Only one thing between US could be bad and that would be to say goodby.
Still adoring HER BEAUTIFUL FACE as I ascend to the Sky.
The Angel watches HER holding ME then say..s it is time, my wish is to give a kiss and WIPE THE TEAR FROM HER EYE.
DEDICATED TO THOSE WHO..VE HAD TRUE LOVE LOST
You scored as Wolverine. You are wolverine... You are rugged and tough and follow your own path, wolverine has mettal throughout his entire body. POWERS: can heal any wound.
Wolverine
75%
Night Crawler
67%
Cyclops
58%
Mystique
58%
Professor X
50%
Pyro
50%
Shadowcat
50%
Rouge
42%
Beast
42%
Magneto
33%
Storm
25%
Jean Grey
25%
Archangel
25%
Ice Man
8%
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