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Derek Bell

I am here for Friends

About Me

I open doors for ladies. I greet the sun every morning. I open a new book a week, to pass the time. I listen to country. I count my true friends as family, and I can count them on one hand. I used to give second chances, now you wrong me once, dead to me. I had a big heart, that I wore on my sleeve, someone stole the shirt. I have an odd sense of humor, I enjoy zombies, shark attacks and girls in fishnets. I am an NCIS addict. I don't have a social life. I love coffee with marlboro's every morning.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can appericate the simple things in life.

My Blog

8/13

Another song plays on the radio, I sing along to keep pace. Unchained, unbound, left to myself. I close my eyes again and close my hands. Another chapter thats just better off forgotten. I listen to w...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Aug 2009 15:33:00 GMT

Four-One-Oh-Nine

 When the strenght fails us, when that one thought that gets you through the day is gone. When you find yourself as you always do all alone.  You hold your head up high, you accept there are things in...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 13:49:00 GMT

Sunday morning rainstorms

We break off the pieces of what is left, and hope for the sunrise. Wake up, broken down, repeat another dregless day at work. We tire from it, isn't there something more to life than this. Fallen so l...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:42:00 GMT

And who is D.Bell?

 Exactly who are you, to start my name is Derek E. Bell, I'm thirty-one. Along this road of life, I've lost faith in many things but never myself. I am someone who can enjoy a good book, a cup of coff...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 17:53:00 GMT

Jan 23 babble

 I seem to be out of place, or rather time, I used to believe one could shake hands agree to something and it would be done. I remember when people wouldn't lie to get there own way, when you could te...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 14:12:00 GMT

Define

"You are not like anyone I've ever met on the cape.."  She said. And then they spoke..no i suppose your right, I am not like anything you have ever met on this island. We were wolves once, strong...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 14:14:00 GMT

Songs of the Siren.

It was the look, i fell for, the eyes had me. The second you said those words, the soft touch of your skin, I should have resisted, i should have never dropped my defense. Long days I had stayed safe ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 21:54:00 GMT

My mind.

I've had alot on my mind in the last several days, i find it easier to just jot it all down on these blogs, so i can reflect back on what i feel, some chose to read and comment some may not, I hope yo...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 03:28:00 GMT

The road ahead of me

  There are many days I feel I've been played a fool by fate. Many times, I have left myself wide open to be let down. I find myself in a constant struggle to find reason. You can say to yourself...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 03:27:00 GMT

Looking through my eyes

They said to find peace one must find understanding, at the center there is only self. There lies in the question what is truth, and what is nothing more than false. Do we speak with false words to ea...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 03:03:00 GMT