This is pretty much just a page dedicated to describing ones self for what I assume is to clue people in on to what you are all about, correct? If that is the case some one is more than likely reading this, so with out further ado I present to you the audience my self. Tada!
I am your fairly typical starving artist type. A creative soul that tries to scrap together enough to make ends meet but generally living life happily. I adore art and it is a fairly large chunk of my existence. Surrealism is my poison of choice as far as genres go. I would have to say individuals such as H.R. Giger and Salvador Dali are some of my largest inspirations.
I would like to think of my self as a romantic, admiring the beauty in the world through for the most part unbiased eyes. The very subject of romance makes my heart flutter, I won't lie. As cheesy as it may be I am a fan of candle lit dinners and walks beneath the stars. Someday I hope to meet a fellow romantic, some one who truly appreciates the gestures and returns them in kind. Too many people I have met like the idea of romance but don't truly understand the concept. It is after all a two way stream. I like to uphold the ideals of chivalry, to me it just seems like a no brainer, but I guess its uncommon these days. I refuse to let chivalry die!
I am a deeply spiritual person seeking out self enlightenment. I believe that a certain dose of the divine is good for the soul, though I will tell you right now that I am no monotheist. I also feel that true enlightenment begins in the self. Not in a church, not with a cross, not with an altar, not with a god, not with the multiverse, but with the self. To depend on some external force to drive you and guide you is simply lazy in my opinion. I strive to find my own path, a path that can not be lit by the torches of those before me. I think if more tried to better them selves instead of furthering the goal of some sort of higher being then the world would be a more peaceful place. I would like to think that the gods smile down upon me, but even if they don't I will be content that I lived a good life with strong morals and no ill will towards my fellow man. I hope that the lessons I learn here in this life will carry over and serve me well in my next.
You may have noticed that I seem to travel a darker walk of life than most. I have been this way long before I can remember. I always had a strong fixation on the things which lurked in the shadows. It has actually caused me problems all through out my life. I have been sent to councilors, psychologists, you name it. Don't get the wrong idea now, I am quite mentally stable I assure you, in fact every one I was sent to sent me back assuring that there was nothing wrong with me. I was, and still am, simply dark. People just have a hard time understanding my thought process, and as such they become afraid. I will never understand why people fear what they don't understand. I have had to endure all manners of hatred, but it does not phase me at all. I am not a devil worshiper and I do not have a fixation on death. The stereotypes stapled to me are mind numbing. I wish people understood that instead of rejecting the more bleak things in the world that I simply acknowledge them and accept them. For instance, just because I acknowledge my mortality and am okay with the thought of dying does not mean that I want to seek out my own demise. On the contrary infact, I hope to live a long and meaningful life. Another thing I wish people understood is there is a vastly huge difference between dark and evil. I am dark, not evil. I do not seek to inflict malevolence upon others, I just happen to like the macabre.
Among many things, I am a collector. I collect many things ranging from stones to weapons. I like beautiful things, what can I say. I collect art, music, pretty stones, pretty scraps of metal on the side of the road, discarded hubcaps you name it. If it glints and glitters chances are I like it. I also collect many nerdy hobbies that are far more expensive than I would like to admit. In fact I'm pretty damn nerdy. I have a full range of D&D books and other D&D related items. I play Warhammer 40k and Fantasy. For those of you who don't know that is a table top strategy game using models you must build and paint your self. The building and painting is most the fun really. I also collect video games. Mostly RPG, strategy, and RTS games. I have a few MMO's under my belt too (though I will never ever waste my time or money on World of Warcraft ever!) I also collect Manga and Anime. I'm amazed I don't wear a pocket protector I am so damn nerdy.
Speaking of Anime, I enjoy going to conventions and participating in Cosplay. Again for those who don't know that is dressing up like a character from a show or game you enjoy. I go to Kumoricon every year, this upcoming one in September will be my fifth year running. Its a blast and the people there are always a pleasure. I wish I could sew, most of my costumes thus far are fairly unsuccessful, but they are improving.
There is more I need to type , but I am tired of typing so I will add the rest later.
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Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
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Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
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Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
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Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||| 23%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
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Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
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