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to the loves of my life

Helena
I love you baby
Sodapop
You take the breath from me
Make my life heavenly
I can't believe the way the good Lord is blessin' me
One in a million, mother of my children
Me without you like car without engine
You listen to my dreams that I vision
Respect that I smoke Mary Jane, it's like my religion
The pigeons, sometimes make you worry
But I can see, you know my vision ain't blurry
The innocence, still strong like a feminist
I reminisce, on the first time we ever kissed
In the devilish world you my only angel
Cancel concerts to stay with you and watch cable
Kiss your navel, candlelights on the table
You never cared if I was financially stable
12 years, to me it feels like 12 minutes
My love for you, sees no limits
Where would I be without you?
I know I wouldn't be rappin' into soundproof
I know I wouldn't be pushin' a Benz
I'd probably be gettin' transferred, to different pens
Or chillin' with my dead friends
Or still at the weed house makin' 5's and 10's
Miss Perfect, God-given
When I was lost, you made my life worth livin'
They say nothing on this earth is perfect
I don't believe it, you never cheated
Perfect record, undefeated
I needed a miracle to save my life
When I was hustlin' and grindin' late at night
I paid the price and listened to you bitchin' me
You start bringing up the past, that's history
Never again will I jeopardize
That's a promise that I'll memorize
Real love never dies
It's paradise, no matter where we at
The movies, the club, Six Flags, the Super Track
I was a dropout, no education whatsoever
But you stuck with me through all kinds of fucked up weather
Hoping days'll get better like I said they would
They said "Stand by your man", and there you stood
I was 17, now I'm 29
And I pray you'll be mine 'til the end of time
Where would I be without you?
I know I wouldn't be rappin' into soundproof
I know I wouldn't be pushin' a Benz
I'd probably be gettin' transferred, to different pens
Or chillin' with my dead friends
Or still at the weed house makin' 5's and 10's
Miss Perfect, God-given
When I was lost, you made my life worth livin'
- Yo Ike' - What's the deal Los? - I know you feel me on this song, baby - Man, fo sho, my nigga, I got some fo' dis - Go on, wreck it, homie
Man, I'm at that point in my life, I lost my kid to my wife
And I been thinking was shife when I been up at the night
So I be takin' a ride and I be thinkin' inside
And I be wantin' to die cause I be wonderin' why
But now I know it's too late and all I got is my fate
And I be thinkin' real deep about my kids when they sleep
And where the hell I went wrong, and how to hell to stay strong
Cause now my babies they gone, and all I got is this song
Try to make it all right, but not for them but for Ike
And if I have one more night that I can treasure the life
I know I do it all right with just my kids and my wife
One night alone with no fights, with Kim just huggin' me tight
Miss Perfect
Where would I be without you?
I know I wouldn't be rappin' into soundproof
I know I wouldn't be pushin' a Benz
I'd probably be gettin' transferred, to different pens
Or chillin' with my dead friends
Or still at the weed house makin' 5's and 10's
Miss Perfect, God-given
When I was lost, you made my life worth livin'
september tenth 2008 from zachary.
you are so sweet to baby i miss you and care alot about you and you mean the world to me i dont know what i would do with out you. you have turned my life around and set me strait were i should be. i couldnt ask for a better girl friend i love ypu and care about you alot and i want to tell you that everyday.
who knew that exaclty one year later one little beautiful baby would help us both straightin our lifes out and grow up and be adults.
heyyyy i am samantha jo and i am just radddder than radddd
about me. my beliefsPeaceNo regretsLiving life to the fullest.Karma Good and BadLove has no gender.I love-casie-dorky guys-adam brody-bubble gum-random poeple-the color green-scruffy guys with long hair-kisses-hugs-guys who wear converse-rainbows-other people's philosophies of lifeI despise-cheaters-liers-poeple who think they are badass-stuck up people-slutty girls-mean alcholics-annoying drunk girls-spit-hypocrits.-pathological liers-fake people-rude snobby people-dumb biatchsfacts about Samantha Jofact 1. I have green eyes.fact 2. I have never had braces.fact 3. I live in a town they call cleburne, not much fun, all i do is work.fact 4. I now live with my parents.fact 5. I love music...(pink floyd, the beetles, the rolling stones, the eagles, tanya tucker, the ealry november... there are more but I do not want to type it all.!) I am this generations hippie child I love older music from before my time.fact 6. Love is so not my thing anymore, I guess it is there I mean some people do have it. As for me I have never truly found it... but what do I know I am only 18 so I guess I have a lifetime to find it.! Just wish I could stop waiting around for the next jerk that might cheat and lie, I really do not think I can be put through that for the fourth time in the last 4 years. I just want a guy who is not afraid to be his nerdy self in front of me some one who is realy and most of all is true to his words and does not cheat or lie.fact 7. I fiddle a lot.fact 8. I am very shy, until you get to know me than I am the radddest bitch around.fact 9. It is hard for me to trust people now, I used to trust too easy, but I only got hurt and used so I figured I should approve.fact 10. I work at b&b beer and wine in burleson.fact 11. I used to be bipolar well I guess I still am but I learned to control it.fact 12. I know that I messed my life up by doing what I did, but I do not regret it at all. In the last year I have learned so many life lessons and I grew up a lot and because of that I do not regret it at all , and besides I can fix all of my mistakes I made it just takes time and I am working on it.fact 13. I do beleive that things happen for a reason. You shouldn't take anything for granted, you will never know how much things meant to you until it is gone and too late. So embrace yourself while living for the moment, try new things, things that do not make since, or things that are taboo in other's eyes. You never know just where that new thing will lead you in life let it be, love, money, happiness, peace, or just a good friendship. Either way I look at it love or friendship doesn't matter, I am just happpy have you in my life.fact 14. My stepdad is a better dad to me than my real dad, I do not care if anyone wants to talk crap about him... but he is the "dad" that has been there for me in the last 5 years, and he put up with my crap back in the day, but he is helping me straighten my life out.fact 15. My real dad is a lousy drunk that hasn't been there like a dad should be, and he lost his kids from drinking... and he still continues to drink, how does he think that makes us feel.? Like does he even care.? Who knows maybe when I get older I will be ballsy enough to tell him what I think of him!fact 16. All of my ex boyfriends have all cheated and lied to me so i try to stay away from people who cheat and lie, i miean how is supposed to make a girl feel when all of her exs seriously everyone of them have, how is that supposed to make me feel.? There for awhile i was more of a lesbian because of guys being jerks and only caring about one thing.fact 17. When guys like my sister and i get mad they think it is cause i am jealous, but it is just because she is my little sister and i know what guys her age want and what the only thing on their mind is.! So i am not jealous just protective so remember that.!

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