Krystel

Im weird and Im insane..I take 2 courses simultaneously, architecture in Mapua Institute of Technology and Interior Design in Philippine School of Interior Design.. I have loads of schoolwork and I usually go 3 nights without sleep.. So dont look so shocked when you see me sleeping while walking.. lolIm wildly artistic and my canvas can extend from paper to cloth to stone to body parts.. Im a realistic painter, I draw what I see and strive to make it look real.. My forte are human forms especially a female body..Im a self-confessed bookworm and I read everything I can get my hands on.. Dont try talking to me when Im reading coz you wont get a response. Id rather read than sleep or eat. Wondering what gift to give me? A book would be the best gift there is..I learn pretty fast. I love to think. I love to analyze. I love to answer mind boggling problems and trivias. I love it when Im finding it hard to answer something coz it's a challenge and I love challenges. I love mind games and trick questions. But I wont be at ease unltil I answer what had been thrown at me..Im a sagittarian. I set high goals and reach for the stars. I have a knack for making a fool out of myself. Im talkative and can be tactless sometimes. IM not good in keeping secrets though I dont tell them intentionally. I try to help and Im kind hearted but of course I cant please everyone. Im adventurous and wild-spirited. But I have a weak heart and I cant do most of the things I want to do. I want to be out with friends but I can be quite the loner sometimes. Im scared of crowds. It suffocates me.Im a perfectionist. I set high standards for myself. I cant forgive myself when I cant reach those standards.I laugh at everything around me. I cant help but smile even though im hurting inside. I dont know why I cant express my feelings much.Im very sensitive. Although I dont show it, It takes little to hurt my feelings. But it also takes small gestures for me to forgive others. I dont keep grudges. But I never forget. I just forgive.Im an Iglesia ni Cristo. Dont bother telling me you like me if you're not. We'll just end up getting hurt.Im paranoid. I worry a lot. I have a wild imagination and I can make a small problem escalate into something big. But my hunches are seldom wrong.I dont make wild guesses. I make intelligent ones. I base every guess from something solid. I use the power of induction and deduction.. that's why most of the time their correct. But I also seldom follow my instincts.I can be quite the teaser. I also often give a false impression to other people. That's what usually gets me in trouble. If only they knew how naive i am..I am a trusting person. I love to trust people even if it means puting myself in a vulnerable spot. It's the root of my being submissive. That's my greatest weakness. I never want to hurt anyone. And people can use it against me.Im turning 20 by the end of this year but i dont feel like it.. I dont even look like it.. People still mistake me for a 14 yr old girl. People still treat me like a baby.. sheesh..My life's going out of control and I dont know what to do.. Im really confused but I cant find anyone to turn to.. I desperately need help..