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its Nikki!♥ (-just pretend shes not crazy-)

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About Me

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~♥~ a turd is a turd is a turd, defecation by any other name would still smell like shit. -Craig Portwood- ~♥~ They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night ~♥~ first and foremost i must ask anyone viewing this page never to contradict me in any way, as it interferes with the functioning of my gastric juices and prevents me sleeping at night ~♥~
...As I lay sprawled in the lush green grass, watching the sky turn from the auburn glint of dawn to bright azure to the purplish hue of dusk, I thought to myself, 'I will never drink this much cough syrup again.' ~♥~ "Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see, its getting hard to be someone, but it all works out, it doesnt matter much to me...." ~♥~



Create your own Friend Quiz here about me?.....people call me nikki....and im crazy. lol. i do things for no reason to prove i dont need a reason cause im always looking for a reason to do things. i dont talk much cause usually i cant think of anything to say, or im a million miles away in deep thought...i drift into dazes occasionally. people tell me i over think things, but when i think about over thinking....i start all over again. i dont like calling people cause i dont think they want to talk to me. id rather just watch... i hardly ever make sense and i talk too fast. especially when i get excited over a crazy idea. i get a little passionate over my projects....some people will tell you i get overly obsessed, but dont listen to them....they're lying...... i live in two places....cant pick one..sometimes in michigan sometimes in oregon... i sew....alot more than i used to now...i love thrift stores and vintage clothes i wanna make costumes for the movies! i finally have a job too! sorta...i make my own line of neato jeans for this place in ashland...its super cool! i wear strange things and stick stuff in my hair... i like birds...i love conservative design, like the scandinavian or swiss stuff. IKEA is cool (if anyone knows what im talking about)i wish my room looked like ikea. but really, it looks like an antique store. i drive an omni...it has cool lights now...i randomly wave at people on the road...and i wear glasses to drive...i like my glasses....i love coffee. coffee is yummy. i put hot chocolate mix in my coffee. it tastes way better than energy drinks. i love reading. mostly fiction though. and manga. i love anime. i like video games too. but i havent been able to find any to play recently. i love katamari damacy. no matter how much i play it i still dont get bored of it. and i like the prince of persia series.....screw the people who delayed twilight princess till whenever they delayed it till now....i love those little ricolla coughdrops, the ones that taste like chammomile tea in a candy, and cordail cherries but only the Cella brand ones. (all the other ones have the yucky white stuff in them) jordan almonds and rice candy.... i started making paper cranes. i want to make 1000 of them and string them about my room. i think i have about 90 now and theyre all in pretty colors. i lurves me some sprinkles! theyre fun and multi colored and taste yummy. i love colors. and dancing around in the rain...even though i cant dance. um.......if you care to chat: aim; shadowmystress


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If you want to leave me a comment you can do it here. (you should though. really.)

My Interests

intrests? alot i guess....right now...? color. ecstacy for my eyeballs

I'd like to meet:



brittish people, irish people, scottish people, polish people, macedonian people, russian people, czechoslovakian people, lithuanian people, german people, dutch people, scandinavian people, french people, spanish people, swiss people, greek people, roman people, italian people, arabian people, indian people, chinese people, japanese people, korean people, tiawanese people, all the other people that i left out...and other crazy people like myself.

Music:

All kinds!! ok not really ALL kinds. i HATE country. sorry. country to me, is like nails on a chalk board. i like jazz. dont like classical too much. cant STAND simple plan. i dont really like the super heavy metal rock stuff, but the mildy heavy stuff...i like rap, but not all of it. some of its kinda annoying. and i like everything else...i think. cept the newage stuff. and philip glass...thats just wierd.

Movies:

oceans 11,italian job,catch me if you can,braveheart and the patriot, master and commander, memoirs of a geisha, rose red, lord of the rings, gladiator, the last samurai, kingdom of heaven, lord of war, interview with a vampire pirates of the carribean, spirited away, porco rosso(most things miyazaki) i seem to like alot of really sad movies liked road to predition and finding neverland. i like that german movie, mostly martha. not sure why, but i did. i like action movies too. james bond is cool. cept only the ones with sean conery or pierce brosnan. and comidies too. i just cant think of any.oh yea and horror movies too. i usually forget most of the movies i watch anyway so theres prolly way more that I can't think of at the moment.

Television:

umm...no....

Books:

hitch hikers guide to the galaxy,confessions of a master jewel thief, inocents abroad,pretty much anything by brian jaques, the onion girl, spirits in the wires, seven wild sisters...alot of charles de lints stuff, memoirs of a geisha, the tale of murasaki and manga... i like samurai deeper, fruits basket, saiyuki and the blade of the immortal. i know theres more...i just cant think of them

Heroes:

GOD

My Blog

a tale told by a fool; full of sound and fury, and signifying nothing

today, we where supposed to move in to our brand new house! so we began the day viggorously...working hard...focusing on getting done and relaxing in our new riverfront property. on the second trip(we...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:02:00 PST

tired

sitting here im tired tired of coming tired of going tired of running i want to go home but im not sure i have one anymore im tired let me sleep ...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:46:00 PST

electric

um i got a car? for christmas? how fuckin awesome is that.
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:27:00 PST

umm

i wanted to write a new post just to express my feelings. oh fuck. shit fuck damn. ...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:15:00 PST

stereotypical

stereotyping is an easy way to categorize people and dismiss them as objects, not as unique individuals. however, in order to survive, one must stereotype the masses and take each individual as they c...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:25:00 PST

invisible pictures

i cant do it i cant take it drowning its sink or swim now one misstep one side track broken and shattered pieces on the floor no one will pick them up for me this time i have to do it myself. so many...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:53:00 PST

stray thoughts

how long can one take a beating before lashing out? or giving up? how many times can you sing the same song before finding a new one? or going insane? what determines the choices we make? or don...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:22:00 PST

catfish

~driving drunk doesnt seem all that hard....its like coloring...stay inbetween the lines and youre fine.~ ~have you ever tried coloring drunk?~ T.T ...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 03:11:00 PST

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i dont want to think i want to take this music and shove it into my ears deep down inside me let it fill me fill me with something hold me together somehow so i dont fall apart...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 07:39:00 PST

so true

it is better to be thought a fool and stay quiet than to open your mouth and remove all doubt ...
Posted by its Nikki!♥ (-just predend shes not crazy-) on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 05:54:00 PST