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About Me

Buried at PhotoCasket.comi'm the mother of two little girls, caliana starr and kiera skye. i've been married for almost six years. i've been in a state of self-isolation, but i am finding my friends again, finding myself. i'm a writer of poetry and fiction, and i used to paint. maybe someday i will again. time will tell on these things.
Buried at PhotoCasket.comi think i care too much. i care when others are just playing games. i let things get to me that shouldn't matter at all. and the things that do matter... they break me sometimes. i am a broken woman.my two daughters are everything. they are growing up so fast. it's so amazing, how they grow and change. they are so beautiful and smart. i want them both to be happy and healthy and to never have any pain. i know, just a dream, right? i still want that.
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Buried at PhotoCasket.com i am a chronic insomniac who has writing fits and stays up all night for weeks because i have to write, then i can't sleep because i have two little ones who are very demanding, but so damned sweet i can't not play with them. the good thing about having kids is that you can blame them when you rent kiddie movies, and you know the words to all the veggie tales songs...

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nathan's a science geek. well, not a geek, exactly, but he watches the science channel and knows the theory behind wormholes. sometimes i just smile and nod when he's going on about some of his theories, and things like the photon belt. i mean, they are very interesting, but my mind just won't wrap around it. i am a manic depressive with too many stressors, but i guess that just makes me interesting... but not really. i'm going through some stuff that i don't know if i'll make it through in one piece. actually, i know i won't, i've already lost some things along the way.
Buried at PhotoCasket.com physically, i'm fat, no cutesy "extra baggage" crap like on the profile stuff, but my family has a history of eating disorders, when i was fifteen, i was anorexic if you can believe it. i've been both ways, and i want to find a place in between, happy and sad, fat and death, hyper and tired, anger and love... someday i'll get there. one day at a time, right? i have a song lyric and movie quote for every occasion (its a compulsion)Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace Layouts

My Interests

spending time with my girls, finding new music, any new good anime, reading, writing (in spurts) painting (i've been wanting to paint again, if i can find any of my stuff), finding anything new to read that doesn't disappoint me (which, anymore, is hard to find, and spending time with my friends, which i am starting to do again. ..
Buried at PhotoCasket.comi am very interested in the paranormal and extrasensory. if i could go anywhere to school, i would go to DUKE and take part in the paranormal studies they do there. that would be awesome... not to mention their psychology department is first rate.

I'd like to meet:

people who it's possible to meet? i know two for sure.Neil Gaiman. he is a god. really. An American God of kickass stories. he is my second favorite author and i love reading his stuff. the british wit and sarcasm makes me smile.
Buried at PhotoCasket.com and David Usher, i love his music, his lyrics and his voice. one day, i will see him live. then, i can die happy.Myspace Contact Tables

Music:

mostly melodic melancholy music, david usher, moist, the killers, something corporate, everclear, colorfinger, U2, regina spektor, joshua radin, imogen heap, sense field, colorfinger, blok party, tori amos, disturbed, afi, my chemical romance, the pogues, nickelback (except for photograph) but honestly, i'll listen to just about anything. i like all kinds of music really, but there's just so much room.. width="425" height="350" ....

Movies:

i'll attempt to watch just about anything (except for the new genre of serial killer/ torture flicks), i love movies, but the best so far are: the crow, pitch black, hitchhiker's guide, constantine, mirrormask, playing by heart, final fantasy: advent children, howl's moving castle, garden state, elizabethtown, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, gypsy 83, stay, spirited away... really most anime (cept the porn stuff, can't really get that into toon sex).. width="425" height="350" ....
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Television:

right now, my favorite show is heroes!! i love hiroe and claire and peter the most, but the rest of the characters are so interesting, and the plot is actually not disappointing so far. they even pulled a few twists that didn't seem to come out of nowhere (i hate it when shows do that) but actually, when you look back, make perfect sense but you didn't see it coming. i love heroes, i think i may like it more than any joss whedon stuff, but i'm not sure yet. waiting till the end of the first season before i make that judgement. buffy (but not queen of slayers book, shame on you, nancy) angel (whats gonna happen next, joss?!!!??), and spike and faith are my fave characters on both those series, then oz and willow, and tara, though at first i couldn't stand her, firefly(all like, what sixteen or so eppys and a kicky assy movie?) fave character on that is kaylie, followed by river.degrassi (shut up,sean and emma rock!! oh, and marco, and craig), my so-called life (i WAS angela chase in high school, ask anyone who knew me then) house, md (he's so evil heh-heh) smallville (boo lana, yay chloe, and lex, till he got shot a million times and turned stupid evil), battlestarr galactica, dead like me and kingdom hospital (everything about it), cowboy bebop, ranma

Books:

everything by neil gaiman or terry pratchett, most stuff by mercedes lackey (i'm getting through it) jonathan strange and mr norrell (it was long, there were footnotes, and yet, it was awesomeness)and stephen king long live Roland of Gilead!!! over and over and over...
Buried at PhotoCasket.com i like all kinds of different poets, modern and classical, i'm always down for byron. the man was a terrible husband, but a killer poet.and i have two friends who are such great writers that my tummy turns in envy... and joy, cuz i'm so glad they let me read their stuff!! ;) yay for john and zoe!! actually, john is my favorite writer. i know someday he will be a famous author and i can say, 'yeah, i know him' and bask in the envy of millions :D and i can honestly say i CANNOT wait for that day.there's not a section for artists, so i will put them here: van gogh, especially the starry night, waterhouse (ophelia floating on the water), any of the pre-raphealite stuff really. as for modern artists, i like charles vess, and mc eisher, his stuff makes me grin. oh, and zoe :)

Heroes:

Jason Wells (check him out on myspace), and my grandmother, Mabel Fleenor. she had such a hard life, but she was so full of goodness and love. i wish i was half the woman she was. i miss her so much.

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tagged by rachel!

I'm it. This is how this works. If you are tagged you have to blog 10 random things about yourself. Stories, habits, weird things, whatever, etc. Then you have to pick ten people to tag and tell why...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:09:00 PST

untitled so far...

the movie hurt to watcha reflection of the shadowy mindglaring from the screen...i put my hands over my eyes"what's wrong?" he asks"My head hurts..."but its not only thatits the commonalityit's the wi...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:41:00 PST

In honor of nathan's first inkage :D

"Red Dragon Tattoo" Add to My Profile | More Videosso he didn't get a red dragon tattoo, LOL, but still... check out my or nathan's pics to see. if you ever get a tatt, go to s...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:30:00 PST

the hearts of diamonds

the disquiet of my mind crawls through my skin like static the broken frequency stuttering out of my mouth like half-finished sentences on paper. speak these truths to me. rip the blinders off my bra...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 12:36:00 PST

qc shirt!!

okay, i am torn!! what shirt should i get? go to this site: http://www.questionablecontent.net/merch.php and tell me aerodynamically curvacious, music+science=sexy, coffee of doom, or the...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 10:33:00 PST

YAY!!

i love my income tax return. it brings many good things, like my blue ipod *hugs it* and my internet *kisses modem passionately*. and other good stuffs, like, paying rent, and hopefu...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 03:33:00 PST

disconnected...

our net is off right now, so those of you who know my number, can call, my reg email, can email. :D i can CHECK my myspace messages, i just can't reply. we might be getting reconnect...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 12:06:00 PST

The Lady in the Water

We watched The Lady in the Water. As in often with M. Night Shamalyan's movies, it is nothing like you'd expect. But, as in the case of The Sixth Since, and NOT The Village, it is awesome....
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:54:00 PST

sound advice from a fairy godmother...

"A playfellow I'll be, but no man's toy. A partner, a helper, but no one's servant nor slave. I will be the captain of my fate and the commander of my destiny, though the path I may share ...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 03:30:00 PST

don't let them see

you'll scream in the car, alone on the highway. don't let them see you cry don't let them know you're hurt. get it out, get it out, scratch it out when you're alone. don't give them power over you. d...
Posted by Nadja Magdalena on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 10:51:00 PST