first of all, i'm a big dork...few people get to see the truly silly side of me...but i'm always thrilled to reach that comfort level with someone and be able to show it off...i'm lazy, and therefore am a workaholic...if i didn't work so much, i'd go crazy...and yet i go crazy because i work so much...my free time is few and far between - book me early on and then give me constant reminders...i'm complicated, i often make no sense, even to myself...i'm totally neurotic, i'm very very aquarian....i'm indecisive, yet easy to please...i'm a sucker for instant gratifications...i do love my toys....i'm helpful, i'm loyal...i have a hard time saying no, i will generally fulfill any favor if it's within my means...i will go out of my way to make sure my friends have things they need or want...i can be way too generous...i'm much happier enhancing my friends than being the center of attention myself...not to say i don't like attention, but it usually makes me nervous fairly quickly...i prefer to be a listener/watcher/observer/follower... i'm shy and reserved until i get to know you, unless i've had 2 or more ghetto blasters, then i'm the one dancing on the table...i enjoy taking risks, i like to be challenged, i'll try most anything once...i can be a perfectionist, but i'm also very efficient...i spend so much time worrying about others that i tend to lose motivation to better myself...90% of the time i find myself utterly repulsive...but when i am feeling confident, look out, i could take over the world...drugs scare the fuck out of me, i fear getting old, eyeballs creep me the hell out...i HATE to be tickled, for some reason people never take me seriously when i tell them this - it is the quickest way to piss me off or get punched in the face/kicked in the balls/etc...i can't stand conflict, yet i always seem to be surrounded by drama...i love seeing old couples walking down the street holding hands...i love taking naps in the grass...riding my scoot is one of the most exhilarating feelings i've ever had...i love the therapeutic pain of a tattoo...there is little i enjoy more than live music...i'm fascinated by astrology...my favorite thing is hugs...my parents are the raddest people in the world...my love and admiration for my friends and family precedes all else...
did i mention that i was complicated?...
so i spent my entire last day in austin to be in a JET music video...i didn't make it in for even a second...the scene changes right before the camera would have passed by me...oh well, at least i got paid...
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