i'd rather die terrified
than live forever
My name is Amanda. I'm a senior (almost, kinda) at BGSU majoring in Geography. Look for me on the weather channel in about 10 years, trackin ur stormz.
I spend my days playing WoW (megamanda on rivendare, human warlock, she's a total twink and i may never get to 70 cause i'm in love with 10-19 wsg) and guitar hero II way too much, drinking and smoking to excess, paying my bills late, and working at McDonalds. It's a pretty good life, no complaints for now.
I love going to shows, fucking with my rabbits, webcomics, gossip blogs, lovespell, salad dressing in spray bottles, diet coke, tanning, lilac-scented candles, driving and scream-singing at 4am, tank tops + gauchos, talking about WoW, and pandas.
I hate people who don't understand html enough to keep their myspace profiles from looking like someone had an abortion all over it, people with no self-confidence, stereotyping and discrimination in any form, 2-party government systems, n00b hunters and rogues who think they're the shit, cleaning, and when my rabbit pisses on my get up kids shirt.
I've concluded that if I put as much effort into important things (eg school, work, finances) as I did frivolous things (eg gossip blogs, WoW, guitar hero, drinking) I would have a 4.0 and probably be a millionaire by now. But I'm sure I'll remain a lazy, unmotivated kid for a while, and I'm okay with it.
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i remember back then thinking
easy comes but doesn't stay,
what comes easy never stays
but the politics need means
and business never leaves
you better sing now while you can
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I stayed home took a Vicodin...
Sometimes it's all that I can do
When I think about the president
How did he become the president?
And I stayed awake for a day or two
I thought about the world
Drank gin and watched the news
And there are some things I'll never understand
Why the country needs a God
And a woman needs a man
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between the money and your every move.
we both know things never change.
we both know static prevails.
take a seat at your request.
five years i'm still there.
the longest time away, my friend.
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"...But when it comes to human beings, the only type of cause that matters is final cause, the purpose.
What a person had in mind.
Once you understand what people really want, you can't hate them anymore.
You can fear them...
but you can't hate them, because you can always find the same desires in your own heart."
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"Come on," he said to Valentine one day. "Let's fly away and live forever."
"We can't," she said. "There are miracles even relativity can't pull off, Ender."
"We have to go. I'm almost happy here."
"So stay."
"I've lived too long with pain. I won't know who I am without it."
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In a blanket of fear that I've been wrapped in for years.
You can't stop me.
