James 3000

I buy commodities I don't need. I feel bad about things I cant change when I know I shouldn't because I cant change them. Serenity. I listen to music and wish I knew all there was to know about it. I am a big fan of somebody reading this right now. At least somebody who has read this. I don't care about ATM fees or movie late fees and may have lost hundreds of dollars because of the fact. I like to build and paint and fix things. I had an old mustang and want a new one, convertible would be nice. I don't care what you do I care who you are. I used to dream of being a vet now I dream of many things. Happiness mostly. Somebody once told me success is happiness, not the other way around. My friends are very important to me and I hope they know so. I care about everybody. My cell phone bill is too high, but I do have unlimited texting. I am loyal and faithul and yes any applicable synonym. I also may have lost hundereds of dollars on buying chicken wings and other things I dont need. I have bad habits but not the conventional kind. I wish I had a lot of animals to play with and take care of. Weather changes my mood more than zoloft does. It'd be a lie if I told ya that I never thought of death. I believe in books. I believe in passion and admire anyone who is passionate about their passion. I'm not pretentious and don't intend for any of this to be. I will provide anything that I am able to for whoever is needing. I hate the little wrinkles that get under your back on the fitted sheet of the bed but who doesn't. I wish I was a better drummer and didn't make excuses not to practice. I loathe hypocrisy, other than what I said about my drumming practices of course. I've been to five continents. Im emotional. I miss certain people I have loved in my life who either are not here or I am not there. That does not mean I do not love them any longer, I do. I have unpaid parking tickets. I should journal more. I buy too many CD's and therefore cant wait for my paycheck to come. I have fear of abandonment, or so my therapist called it. I disdain gender roles in general. I need somebody. I need somebody in particular. I just want what everybody else wants...