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NO! not back together, YES! I am a rockstar!!! LOL

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About Me

!!!my name is chris and my heart pours with rage and affection and denial and rejection... i love people yet i hate them i give and give , they take and take... i love my family they are my world... always there in body and spirit... i love god... eventhough now may not seem like it, but the evil in my life is not his for god is pure and holy and does not try us with evil things...id die for many and kill for less you all know who you are...through all my rage and all my pain, know that my love will outway...i like to sing, trying to learn the whole guitar thing, i love my great friends in Dallas miss you guys, thanx for making me feel like part of the family, and my cuz clint and his wife jackie, i love you guys!!!Distance myself from anyone who may cause me fear. What roads have i taken to lead up to here? The same old cliches, more fish in the sea, or let them go if they come back its meant to be. Why then are they always leaving and im letting go. Not once, never in my life have i reversed roles, and its my heart broken, shattered, and left alone in every love song its the same story retold

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Doors Donnie" Cellar Doors, Donnie!rooftop crowns come crashing down i can feel the wind under my skin (cellar doors, said i'd sell her, sell her doors) (sell her doors, said i'd sell her cellar doors) you've got 28 days to figure me out, you know, doctor, this is one game you'll never win (dont wanna sell her doors, stick it to me, teacher!) (show me the cellar door, show it to me doctor!) fear is nothing but God's way of telling you he really doesn't care if you sinfather tell mother my eyes are still burning 'cuz my ticket to heaven just now put a texas hole in that hell on earth you call a home!it feels good to know the weight of the world is light enough for the palm of my hand is it me? or am i stronger than yesterday's hero? take it, take it, take it from mehope falls late night calls this is the last thing left to do bumper relays on freeways i'll run the rest of the way to your bedroom and our doom your lips have never looked this red so kiss me or kill me mascara stains our last night's bedwould you mind stripping off your rabbit suit?? bad habits, too! it's all i need to breathe! cuz frankly, frank, I would mind taking up a chance or two on someone other than you who's good enough for me!(i've got 8 doorknobs for 7 doors) (i'm still 6 feet deep still 5 foot 4) (and there were three words you forgot to say) (but its never too late) you're just a two step awayand now i'm one step closer to deathso tell frank not to take the corner too sharp cuz i dont wanna have to cheat the death chart28 days, 6 whole hours give me 42 minutes

Music:

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Norma Jean, As I Lay Dying, a day to remember, time and distance, Alesana, My American Heart, Chiodos, The Agony Scene, Beloved, Figur Four, Zao, Dead Poetic, Underoath, Demon Hunter, Soul Embraced, Mewithoutyou, training For Utopia, Living Sacrifice, Everytime I Die, Eso Charis, Extol, Hopesfall, further seems Forever, Embodyment, Converge, Silverstein, From Autumn to Ashes, Funeral for a Friend, Coheed and Cambria, Taking Back Sunday, Spoken, Killswitch Engagedp

My Blog

Fucking hearts are for breaking apart

Is there anyway you could leave the gun at the door?Bullet shells dont look good scattered on the floor.Maybe tonight dont put that knife in my back,My heart made a promise it would mend the last crac...
Posted by NO! not back together, YES! I am a rockstar!!! LOL on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 02:58:00 PST

what? i hope it wasnt my coat!!!!

man i had to erase those pathetic sounding heart broken blogs, do we really get so depressed we have to sound like such failures...man screw that i won that round and all the others so that all the la...
Posted by NO! not back together, YES! I am a rockstar!!! LOL on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:51:00 PST