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About Me

RULE NUMBER 1:I am not here for flirting, cyber, or any romance reasons. I am totally in love with my soul mate David. If that is what you are looking for, please do NOT ADD me as a friend. I am a mother of three children~two boys and a daughter...youngest is 11 yr, oldest is 17 yr. I have obvious problems, but am a survivor. I am currently happier than I have ever been in my life. My children and I are restoring our lives with David and his sons from all the abuse and damage done to me and them by assholes and life in general. I am brutally honest, yet compassionate where it is deserved. Sigh. Don't know what else to say. So ask any question, I dare you. Just remember Rule Number 1.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The Final Cut (Waters)

Through the fish-eyed lens of tear stained eyes
I can barely define the shape of this moment in time
And far from flying high in clear blue skies
I'm spiraling down to the hole in the ground where I hide.
If you negotiate the minefield in the drive
And beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
And if you make it past the shotgun in the hall,
Dial the combination, open the priesthole
And if I'm in I'll tell you what's behind the wall.

There's a kid who had a big hallucination
Making love to girls in magazines.
He wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith.
Could anybody love him
Or is it just a crazy dream?

And if I show you my dark side
Will you still hold me tonight?
And if I open my heart to you
And show you my weak side
What would you do?

Would you sell your story to Rolling Stone?
Would you take the children away
And leave me alone?
And smile in reassurance
As you whisper down the phone?
Would you send me packing?
Or would you take me home?

Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings,
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down.
I held the blade in trembling hands

Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut.

Music:

Music Video: THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE (by Marilyn Manson)

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Heroes:

You Are The Devil
You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans.
You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts.
At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation.
Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later!

Your fortune:

Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made.
You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down.
It is the time to acknowledge your faults and take steps to overcome them.
It's also the time to let go of any fears or inhibitions that are holding you back. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Blog

so sad...my daughter to my ex....

.hov:hover{background-color:yellow}Music Video:http://../videos/l/lindsay_lohan/confessions_of_a_brok en_heart_daughter_to_father-5.html" target='_blank'>CONFESSIONS OF A BROKEN HEART (DAUGHTER TO FATH...
Posted by Vengence on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 10:51:00 PST

Burying the Hatchet

Burying the hatchet. Exhale. Harsh. Sigh. What is my problem? This is my problem. As a child I've been a victim, as an adult I refuse to allow myself t...
Posted by Vengence on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 10:57:00 PST

Questions

So, haven't talked to ex since his latest threatening voice message, which yes I did play for son's child advocate and yes I did upload and post in another blog below. But he tells our son over his vi...
Posted by Vengence on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 11:00:00 PST

Last Blog for him to Read~copied from msn spaces

Following is copy from msn spaces blog that my ex found and are listed below~these are the newer posted ones....his first wife commented on this...so including her comment ---------------------------...
Posted by Vengence on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 11:10:00 PST

Eternal, the Succubi

Essence of Succubi As the cold wind from the darken night brush against my scantly clad body, I became aware of the fact I'd been holding my breath. If I weren't demonic of nature I would have ...
Posted by Vengence on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:57:00 PST

Succubus

A History Of the Succubi I stand before the legions, the powers and principalities that rule the world In the spiritual realm, the princes of light and dark. I have been here before the...
Posted by Vengence on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:58:00 PST

Ummm He Threatens

Ok, well here is his threats. To help you understand what is going on here... 1. Blogs he is referring to are below and complete. I copied and pasted them from the site he is refering to. 2. Jonathan ...
Posted by Vengence on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 03:11:00 PST

Hi

I was threatened by my ex not to post all the shit he's done online. Well...if you can't take responsbility for your actions, maybe you shouldn't do them. So here is a repeat of initial blog that has ...
Posted by Vengence on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:39:00 PST

Copied from prior post

November 01 Happy Halloween Hoping everyone had a great Halloween. We did. October 19 Sad Just sad. Hard to stay focused. Mind racing, feel like I'm ADD. Can't finish anything. Not angry a...
Posted by Vengence on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 05:10:00 PST

Copy from prior blog site

September 05 Butthole of the Year Award We take a moment to award Shawn with Butthole of the Year award. Thank you Shawn to have taken the time and effort necessary to go out of your way to he...
Posted by Vengence on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:30:00 PST