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~**Ash**~ 1 1/2 weeks to go

I feel life is getting the best of me right now but i'll make it through. Slowly i'm hurting to get

About Me

Hello fellow myspace members. YOu probably looking at my page trying to figure out what i'm going through but just to let yall know i aint going through nothing.lol i promise. If anything i'm just tired of dealing with the same thing all the time which is LOVE(something i regret) i regret ever falling in love and having love for any nigga. So from here on out I AM THRU with love . No longer am i falling for it or in it. it's confusing, full of pain, and it play alot tricks on you. From now on there are no games to play. no sugar coating and beating around the bush about anything. This is not a new person having bad feelings about anything but the same person with a new concept for everything. Take it or leave it. If for any reason you feel as though you want to question or comment on my new concept of life hit me up with a message!NOW DONT GET ME WONG.....i have tons of love for the people around me and those who i have let in my life as well as those who left...but i want to give a special thanks for my close friends and family. missy and nisia- my oldest sistahs i love em..sable- my favorite cuzo and one of my bestfriends. whit- my craziest bestest friend. dashawn- my ex boyfriend but still my bestfriend..i still gotcha punk!! TO ALL THE FALLEN ONES...I GOT LOVE FOR YALL TOO!!!lol girls layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

chillin wit my bestfriends, go to the club, dancing, on da phone..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
About Me
General
Name: Ashley
Nickname: not telling
Location: jacksonville
Sex: female
Birthday: july 21 1989
Birthplace: j-ville
Zodiac Sign: cancer
Marital Status: nosey aren't we
Hair Color: hell if if know
Eye Color: depends on how i feel
Height: 5'3
Shoe Size: boys 6-61/2
Braces: no
Siblings: 2 many
Pets: german shep,doctson
Last person you talked to on the phone: Dang you nosy
What time do you go to sleep: depends
Is there anything you regret: too many things
Do you think life’s been good so far: there are times when i queston
Who knows the most about you: Bestfriends
What should you be doing right now: studying
Favorites
Color: all of them
Number: 20
Animal: dog
Food: fried chicken wings
Drink: sprite,tea
Candy: starburst, lolipops
Book: any of zane
Flower: rose
Holiday: my birthday
Band(s):
Movie(s): too many
Place to be: at da club
Do You
Color your hair: no
Twirl your hair: yes
Have tattoos: not yet
Have piercings: no
Cheat on tests: yes
Drink: occasionally
Smoke: you gettin too personal
Believe in miracles: yes
Do well in school: yes
Wear hats: not really
Believe in yourself: yes
Collect anything: yes
Like rollarcoasters: yes
Wish you could live somewhere else: yeah in heaven wit my mama
Want more piercings/tattoos: i aint got none
Like cleaning: sometimes
Write in cursive: no
Remember yous first love: yes
Still love him: yes
Know how to drive: yes
Ever get off the damn computer: yes
Have any bad habits: yes
Sing well: at times
Sleep with stuffed animals: yeah
Believe in Santa/Easter Bunny: no
Believe in love at first sight: yes
Have You Ever
Been in a fist fight: hell yeah
Considered a life of crime: no
Considered being a stripper/hooker: naw
Lied so someone: yeah
Been in love: yes
Made out with JUST a friend: yeah
Been in lust: yeah
Used someone: no
Been used: yes
Kicked someone in the nuts: no
Cheated on someone: yes
Stolen anything: yeah somebody boyfriend
Held a gun: a fake one
Talked on the phone all night: yeah
Had a dream come true: yeah
Said "I love you" and meant it: yeah
Are You
Loud: i can be
Sarcastic: not really
Shallow: no
Shy: i can be
Talkative: yeah
A bitch: i can be
A tease: sometimes
A daydreamer: yeah
An angel: yeah
A devil: hmm
Love Life
First crush: dont remember
First kiss: dont remember
Best hair color: burgundy
Best eye color: gray
Best height: YOU BEING FUNNY?
Best physical feature: face
Do you believe in "the one": yes
Do you make the first move: i will
Do you consider love a mistake: yeah
Do you get jealous easily: hell yeah
Does size "below" matter: maybe
What's a turn on: lips
What's a turn off: aggrivation
What's the worst thing about guys: mentality
What do you look for in a guy: i rather not say
What do you find to be romantic: kissing slowly when nones around
Would you ever comitt yourself to someone 100%: i have b4
Future daughter's name: ayanna
Future son's name: Damari
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I'd like to meet:

T.I.

Music:

r&b, rap, basically sumthin i can dance toFor all them DUVAL niggaz!U know u from DUVAL if.... ****You knew bout lil Boosie and Webbie before they got on TV. ****You know Freaky ASS Luke as Uncle Luke ****You remember when 92.7 was the ONLY staion in Duval ****You remember "Tootsie Roll" or "Whoop There It IS" ****You remeber when Keenan McCardell played for the Jaguars ****You know that at the Raines vs. Ribault football game...somebody was gonna' shoot ****You remember the good ole Battle of the Bands when RAINES used to be the best without a doubt. ****You remember LUKE.....Shake what ya mama gave ya!!! ****You remember "95 South" "69boys" and "904 boys" ****You remember the songs "Peanut Butter and Jelly" ****You know that "Gimme That" and "Bad Bitch" are AT LEAST 2 years old ****You remember Durkeeville apt. before they got fixed up ****You remember 20th street before it turned into Martin Luther King Parkway ****You remember when "tight" came out ****You know niggas wit Rims that cost more than their car ****You think Jenkins Barbecue and the Chicken Koop are some of Duvals finest dining ****You know that Gateway Mall ain't got nothin but sneakers and baby clothes ****You know Dunn Ave. is supposed to be the upscaled black community ****You know not to act a fool in the Duval cuz the JSO don't PLAY! ****You go to school if a Hurricane ticklin our coast ****You remember when The Spot was the spot to go to. ****You use nigga in damn near EVERY sentence. ****U keep a pair of white and black Ones ****U use to rock the hell outta some Saucony's ****You would fill ur tank up and JUST RIDE, ****U Wear ya hats off tha top of ya heads ****U remember when the Raines actually WON state ****You can walk 5 minutes in any direction and see 10 Beauty Supply stores on the way.... ****You've ever spent hours upon hours explaining to these niggas why DUVAL is so damn CRUNK .... !. ****You remember when Raines and Ribault was played on a Saturday ****You got friends wit colors as nicknames...(Black, Red, and Blue, Green Bean) ****You remember people beatin' on the tables and freestylin at lunch ****You couldn't wait to turn 21 so you could drink but you did it anyway ****You like your freeways to go in a complete circle around the city ****You remember when Come Together day was FREE ****You've ever started a fight just cuz yo favorite crunk song came on ****You and your boys go to Regency on the weekends just to look at girls ****You were wearing white tee's waaaay before the song came out ****If you remember when raines ribault was played in the gaterbowl ****You go skatin on Sundays cuz you knew it was gonna be sOoO thick ****You still waitin on someone from DUVAL to make it big ****You know that JWJ and DC kids think they the smartest middleschoolers in the world.. (be foreal) ****You remember when Paxon High was just black ****You remember when Gateway was popular and Regency wasn't shit. ****You remember whoop contests ****You remember the Celebration @ Kooker Park when somebody got outta jail! ****You remember the last time the Jaguars went to playoffs ****You remember when every neighborhood had a honey dripper lady ****You remember just say no parades! ****You remember Ribault band being big as fuck, but you still couldnt hear them! ****You remember DZ zone as a kid! ****You remember people used to walk around in a circle b4 they fight ****You remember one on one fights. ****You remember the old Veterans Colliseum ****You remember old as Jazzco. ****You remember when Kartouche was 618. ****You never ever heard of the Jacksonville Lizard Kings Hockey Team ****You remember the damn Gator Bowl. ****You remember when Mandarin was woods ****You remember at lunch all you did was rank on niggas and beat on the table. ****u know the DJ's from 92.7 ****U go to AMC 24 not for the movie but just to post up and holla at boys/girls ****U remember/got pictures from when it snowed a long azz time ago. ****If yo grandparents live in the hood ****If u been to the universe soul circus ****U go to Image in Regency just 2 holla at the fine girls that work there ****U see drug dealers ridin big ****U ever been to bruce park and almost got into a fight ****If yo middle skool got out at 4:15 ****U been to tha foam parties at Roxy ****If u almost been killed at The Globe ****If youve seen bums downtown and at the bus terminal ****If u jumped the gate/remember seeing people jump the gate at come together day the year when Mr. Biggs (Ron Isley) was there ****If u know of Caravan, Century 21, and Sin City ****If u wore FUBU, Platinum FUBU, or the fake platinum FUBU a few years ago. ****U go to Hoop It Up every year ****U know of a party just about every weekend ****U know you smoke weed all day everyday. ****U actually tried to call 92.7 & 696-2328 during lovers lane or some other time

Movies:

U know u from DUVAL if.... ****You knew bout lil Boosie and Webbie before they got on TV. ****You know Freaky ASS Luke as Uncle Luke ****You remember when 92.7 was the ONLY staion in Duval ****You remember "Tootsie Roll" or "Whoop There It IS" ****You remeber when Keenan McCardell played for the Jaguars ****You know that at the Raines vs. Ribault football game...somebody was gonna' shoot ****You remember the good ole Battle of the Bands when RAINES used to be the best without a doubt. ****You remember LUKE.....Shake what ya mama gave ya!!! ****You remember "95 South" "69boys" and "904 boys" ****You remember the songs "Peanut Butter and Jelly" ****You know that "Gimme That" and "Bad Bitch" are AT LEAST 2 years old ****You remember Durkeeville apt. before they got fixed up ****You remember 20th street before it turned into Martin Luther King Parkway ****You remember when "tight" came out ****You know niggas wit Rims that cost more than their car ****You think Jenkins Barbecue and the Chicken Koop are some of Duvals finest dining ****You know that Gateway Mall ain't got nothin but sneakers and baby clothes ****You know Dunn Ave. is supposed to be the upscaled black community ****You know not to act a fool in the Duval cuz the JSO don't PLAY! ****You go to school if a Hurricane ticklin our coast ****You remember when The Spot was the spot to go to. ****You use nigga in damn near EVERY sentence. ****U keep a pair of white and black Ones ****U use to rock the hell outta some Saucony's ****You would fill ur tank up and JUST RIDE, ****U Wear ya hats off tha top of ya heads ****U remember when the Raines actually WON state ****You can walk 5 minutes in any direction and see 10 Beauty Supply stores on the way.... ****You've ever spent hours upon hours explaining to these niggas why DUVAL is so damn CRUNK .... !. ****You remember when Raines and Ribault was played on a Saturday ****You got friends wit colors as nicknames...(Black, Red, and Blue, Green Bean) ****You remember people beatin' on the tables and freestylin at lunch ****You couldn't wait to turn 21 so you could drink but you did it anyway ****You like your freeways to go in a complete circle around the city ****You remember when Come Together day was FREE ****You've ever started a fight just cuz yo favorite crunk song came on ****You and your boys go to Regency on the weekends just to look at girls ****You were wearing white tee's waaaay before the song came out ****If you remember when raines ribault was played in the gaterbowl ****You go skatin on Sundays cuz you knew it was gonna be sOoO thick ****You still waitin on someone from DUVAL to make it big ****You know that JWJ and DC kids think they the smartest middleschoolers in the world.. (be foreal) ****You remember when Paxon High was just black ****You remember when Gateway was popular and Regency wasn't shit. ****You remember whoop contests ****You remember the Celebration @ Kooker Park when somebody got outta jail! ****You remember the last time the Jaguars went to playoffs ****You remember when every neighborhood had a honey dripper lady ****You remember just say no parades! ****You remember Ribault band being big as fuck, but you still couldnt hear them! ****You remember DZ zone as a kid! ****You remember people used to walk around in a circle b4 they fight ****You remember one on one fights. ****You remember the old Veterans Colliseum ****You remember old as Jazzco. ****You remember when Kartouche was 618. ****You never ever heard of the Jacksonville Lizard Kings Hockey Team ****You remember the damn Gator Bowl. ****You remember when Mandarin was woods ****You remember at lunch all you did was rank on niggas and beat on the table. ****u know the DJ's from 92.7 ****U go to AMC 24 not for the movie but just to post up and holla at boys/girls ****U remember/got pictures from when it snowed a long azz time ago. ****If yo grandparents live in the hood ****If u been to the universe soul circus ****U go to Image in Regency just 2 holla at the fine girls that work there ****U see drug dealers ridin big ****U ever been to bruce park and almost got into a fight ****If yo middle skool got out at 4:15 ****U been to tha foam parties at Roxy ****If u almost been killed at The Globe ****If youve seen bums downtown and at the bus terminal ****If u jumped the gate/remember seeing people jump the gate at come together day the year when Mr. Biggs (Ron Isley) was there ****If u know of Caravan, Century 21, and Sin City ****If u wore FUBU, Platinum FUBU, or the fake platinum FUBU a few years ago. ****U go to Hoop It Up every year ****U know of a party just about every weekend ****U know you smoke weed all day everyday. ****U actually tried to call 92.7 & 696-2328 during lovers lane or some other time

Television:

Family guy, 106 and park,

Books:

all zane books, eric jerome dickey, and tu shonda

Heroes:

May May (R.I.P. MAMA)

My Blog

So dont stand in my way

You fucked up by tellin me to"do me" you dont know how much power you given me. when i start going back to the clubs... dont trip when i say i'll call you back lata...dont flip. dont call me like...
Posted by ~**BEAUTIFUL**~ on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 06:48:00 PST

I just cant

I just cant let you go my tears will neva show my mind's about to blow what did i do, what do i owe  I just cant stand aside and let anotha catch ya eye whom soon you'll be inside and have me won...
Posted by ~**BEAUTIFUL**~ on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 06:40:00 PST

From exbestfriend-to-exbestfriend. words frm the heart

For the last year i've been messing up. I told myself that i wouldn't put my trust into something or anybody  that i didnt feel was worthy of it. So many times this year have i been arguing with ...
Posted by ~**BEAUTIFUL**~ on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 07:15:00 PST

Now that you said what u had to say now let me.....

Now that youve said what you had to say in ya blog called "BESTFRIEND" now let me. For YOUR information, for you to so called dont like somebody and that you so "cant stand him"  every time i loo...
Posted by ~**BEAUTIFUL**~ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 03:56:00 PST

WHERE DO WE STAND? TOGETHA AS FRIENDS OR JUST TWO PEOPLE THAT USED TO BE CLOSE?

I wanted to start off my blog by saying never open up ya trust to someone when you dont feel like their worthy of having it. I say that becasue once you open yourself you get treated wrong the sh...
Posted by ~**BEAUTIFUL**~ on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 03:39:00 PST