Learning and growing, spending time with my new friends...keeping in touch as much as possible with my old friends...my family...my son...I love you Chandler, Mommy and Daddy, Sarah and Jeff, Julia, Lydia, and ♥Martha...and my crazy boyfriend Clinton, who brings out the worst and the best in me...I'm so excited to be having a baby with you baby! You all bring such joy and fulfillment to my life!
mine and clinton's baby!!!
Love Compatibility of Gemini(me) with Pisces(clinton)
Youjust love words, ideas, and verbal communication, Gemini. Your Pisces, however, is dreamy, preferring to live in their own world of imagination and fantasy. You prefer to speak - and speak and speak - outwardly, while Pisces would rather think things through on their own. This fish can teach you how to weave awareness and sensitivity into your words to create new, better ideas. Meanwhile, you can encourage your Pisces to spend some time on land, where they can realize there's just as much magic in the real world as there is in the world they dream about.
Jay Retard...Listen 2 his WORDS!!!!
The Third Step Prayer
"....turn your will and your life"
"God, I offer myself to Thee--to build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of life.
May I do Thy will always!"
The Seventh Step Prayer
"My Creator,
I am now willing that you should have all of me,
good and bad.
I pray that you now remove from me
every single defect of character which stands in the way
of my usefulness to you and my fellows.
Grant me strength, as I go out from here,
to do your bidding.
Amen"
The Prayer of Saint Francis
Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.
The AA Promises
If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through.We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness.We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it.We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace.No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others.That feeling of uselessness and self-pity will disappear.We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows.Self-seeking will slip away.Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change.Fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us.We will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us.We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.Are these extravagant promises? We think not.They are being fulfilled among us - sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly.They will always materialize if we work for them.
Alcoholics Anonymous p83-84
The L Word, That 70 Show, King of Queens (Jerry Stiller is my favorite actor!!!), Friends, Dirt, Heros, House, American Idol...are some of my favorites when I have time to watch TV! I also enjoy the History Channel, Travel Channel, and Discovery Channel.
Big Book
Bill W.
Fergie♥
Rita L. Edgerton. Grandma, you taught me how to get in touch with the most powerful force...my higher power. Through your lifes example may your vision live on through me. I now see what you saw.
Stephanie M. Johnston. You raised me to question everything. It's my blessing and my curse, but it's how I know how to trust my heart! I love you Mom!
Clinton Backhaus. You are my truest hero. You are my deepest truest love. When I had lost all hope and faith that I would ever find love you found me! And to me you are everything I could wish and more that LOVE is! I would rather fight with you then love anyone else! You are my souls counterpart. My Soulmate. I love you!