Nothing New |
Well have not written anything in a while not that there is much to say.I have not forgotten about you all. Life is crazy and we all seem to go our own way. I am tired though and think it is time to... Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 04:54:00 GMT |
Ramblings cause I cant sleep |
Ok what can I say of today - not that anyone reads this shit or really cares. It is like my head is crawling with voices and shit and I can not get them straight. I have so much inside of me - I won... Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 21:51:00 GMT |
Last Blog |
I wrote the last blog with some emotion. I dont think there is no light to be had, it is that I am struggling to find it - it is like I see it and take steps towards it but every time I take a step t... Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 19:24:00 GMT |
Thoughts from a Fracked up Day |
I know there thoughes with wows worse then me, but me is what I see a tired me who struggles to keep going. I wonder when the day will come that the fight will be gone. I figure I will continue on... Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 08:27:00 GMT |
Empty is my Heart |
(NOT YET FINISHED)Empty is my heartAs I cannot sleep. feel and long to departIt feels as if I am a cold and cloudy nightNever seeming to end!Pain, fear tears from the past fill my eyes so I do not see... Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 18:30:00 GMT |
Silence wrecks the soul |
As a child only hollows have bredAs a young girl the towel was thrown in A teenager was stricken and destroyedAs a woman emptiness is all that livesThe silence has built an awful wreckage of a woman -... Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 18:01:00 GMT |
Questions that cause questions never to be answered |
Tonight was very interesting for me - I went to a bible study; I can say I have never been to one before. The peeps were nice and it was not a bad experience but I am not sure how it made me feel - I... Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 09:36:00 GMT |
I dont know |
Ich saß in der Dunkelheit, die meine Seele zitternde A Muschel über mir sich wusch, ich kannte, daß das Ende nahe A war neue Sonne scheinen würde, aber zuerst ich in die Dunkelheit einsteigen muß Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 15:22:00 GMT |
Sandy |
Hey if you read this keep your head down and dont give me a reason to come over there and start my own "jihad" soryy if that offends someone if it does, flickst du dieses ist für meinen Freund Sandy -... Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 14:30:00 GMT |
Deleted Blogs |
Incase yins is wondering were the majority of my blogs went - I deleted them. I decided that they show to much of what I am and only a few in this world have a key to that door. ... Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 21:30:00 GMT |