~.Reinvent Yourself.~

I am just me. Everyday I try to be a better version then the day before. I change my mind randomly sometimes but its only because Im growing. I love life and living life most of the time. I am the worlds largest hypocrite... but Im trying and i dont care what u think. I have made plenty of mistakes and as long as i keep living I will keep making more so be warned. I believe that we all have a purpose in each other lives but i never think about it. Im completely random. I talk to myself and i dont care what u think about it. I love music. . . . dancing. . .workin out. . . sleepin. . . whatever happens to happen that day. Im a happy person who loves to explore her dark dirty side. . . i laugh all the time. i always have a smile on my face and a smile i want to give someone. a stranger or a friend. Im always willing to talk to people and share new ideas. I tend to care about other people too much and myself not enough. I have a shattered heart that i dont know how to put back together & the 1 person who does had replaced me even b4 i was gone. I dont want to date ne1 seriously ever again. i dont like people that classify themselves (ie: goth, prep, punk). I have the most uncanny ability to make an ass out of myself everywhere i go. . .most of the time i just laugh at myself. I will do it willingly if i know it will make the people I am with laugh. I stick my foot in my mouth on a regular basis. Im kinda boring actually. . .I love to debate random subjects as long as the other person knows what they are talking about. I am obsessed with:: mohawks. tattoos. piercings. drummers. sexy smiles. If ur smile makes me want to smile I will smile at u more. im silly. i love silly people. I love erotica. better than porn. I also write erotica. I love to meet new people thats why i go to shows alone. I love to dye my hair. Have had the whole rainbow. I want to be a Suicide Girl. I love pin up models. I love imperfect (but sexy) naked women. I travel alot. I want to pose naked with a rosary hanging from my nipple rings. Im gonna move to San Francisco someday. Im thinking about going to Los Angeles for school in the art of makeup. music is a must. being beat to piss in a crowd is almost better than sex. Im always cold. I spend too much time on the internet. Most of my friends live in different states and the ones who live in WI live in big cities. (i miss u all) I love Fredricks of Hollywood. I have a pet snake. I love Bettie Page. Spiders scare me to the point of crying. I will never ever use Yahoo directions again. They suck. I like to be in the sun as much as i love to dance in the moonlight. Vampire movies make me horny. Madonna is my idol and if I can be half the lady she is I will b happy.