Don't have me break this thing down for nothin... |
A manic bout, and I hope that it lasts.
A feeling of hope that I’ve lacked in the past.
A new job, some more school,
and I’m feeling successful.
I think that from now things won’t be...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 02:37:00 PST |
Just to clear things up on this Sunday morning. |
I realize that many of my past few blog entries have been quite vauge. I choose to write this way because my thought on the matter is that if the person I am writing about cares enough for me to care ...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 03:19:00 PST |
That’s that. |
I am sort of crazy.
And emotionally unstable. Not sort of, but really.
You will find that as you get to know me. If you care to.
That's my disclaimer before you jump in.
Don't say I didn't warn you.
I...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 03:08:00 PST |
Glen Hansard makes me feel all fuzzy inside... |
So
If you ever want something
You call, you call
And I'll come running to fight
And I'll be at your door
And there's nothing worth running for
When your mind is made up
When your mind is made up
Ther...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 05:01:00 PST |
acceptance. |
When I need support the most.
Turn your back on me.
Because I am having trouble dealing with things the way society tells me I should.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you didn't plan on ever having to follo...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:06:00 PST |
Its easier for me if you just tell me that youre not there for me. |
I'm sick; in more ways than one.
I'm sick be able to get nothing done.
I can't leave my bed
and I feel death has won.
I'm sick of my head
and the thoughts that is has.
I'm sick of the people
...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:47:00 PST |
Blog post. |
I sometimes start to write, but can't find inspiration, so I read my old poetry. Only to find that every angst I had built feels released after reading. I think it's because I still feel exactly the s...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:07:00 PST |
random thoughts. not a poem. |
i had a crappy night at work.
i'm getting ready to shower it all off so i can nap before school.
it's raining outside, just like it is in my heart.
sorry to be emo. but that's really how i feel.
i lis...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 05:51:00 PST |
Im confused and I realize this is just as much my fault. |
Sometimes I think I have a lot going for me.
Sometimes I think I'm disposable.
Sometimes I think that I might stand a chance,
and sometimes I am inconsoleable.
Yesterday Steve told me that,
"Y...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:03:00 PST |
Get over it. |
I've said it once, and I'll say it again.
I'm not who you think, I'm not who I've planned.
This isn't the person I thought I would be...
Pathetic and desperate or all eyes to see.
My tears in r...
Posted by candyass madoozzel on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:55:00 PST |
