yeh! iam a type of guy that sparks like a thunder when someone throw me a fluttering words... i like to dream about someone whose gonna make me happy in my entire life... i like to seek for truth and to discover the true meaning of life.. i dont rely on gossips and some hearsay that makes me terribly mad at all.. im a happy man and always see things best as they are... im optimistic... looking at the best and bright side of every situation... i want to be a genius and knowledgeable in all things... so i trying all just to be... umm... i want to be a great person that it can make my name soon to be forgotten... i want to explore and discover the whole world... wishing that it could be... i want to purify my body, heart and soul so i can be want i want to be... i guess it would make me a warrior that can clinched to every obstacles i have along my way... i'am seeking for truth in which i hardly expect that it was the best way to unveil the secrets of living and to know myself better... i want to see many kinds of people so it can improve and enhance my social being... i want to be more rational and gain more common sense so i can cope to many kinds of situation... i want to live my life to its fullest and myself... to be the master of living... to have a deeper and critical thinking... i want to have many friends so i can say that i'am a person of interpersonal being...
i want to have a legion of friends that even the world agree to make our roads be crosssed and meet... the likes of which mankind has never seen.. and be the foremost people ever been leagued out to conquer everything in this world... the limitless idea and knowledge.. the exploration of boundless compilium of human knowledge... to know what things were used to be and unique variedly as they are... and i have to seek the real me... and with the help of someone, i'm sure a monotonous feeling that lies in every veins and facets of my being be relinquished and ruined at all...
i have my own vision that i set in organize haulage but it seems domineering that i don't even afford to lose it... i was coquetted by ambitious goals but i have my persistent drive at its maximum... i was a certified outcast but i know whom i confront when i need help... iam the man who wonders about everything but all i know that everything doesn't wonders on me... i believe that every artifice that impedes my way has its own reason for their being... every efflorescing sunrises and sunsets that blooms and paints unforgettable moments in my naked eyes... i know that my time slowly debilitates out... i have to seek for the light in which i know i dwelled in darkness and handicapped with childish fears and cowardice but when i found the light... my vision for living was reanimated like it was filtered up my fears to be annihilated... that's why i trying to call myself "daredevil" that it was created to define myself as fearless and intrepid... i'm not totally fearless but one by one it was been faced to be overcomed... it's a journey that test me and how i can survive with my own way... but every footprints i made, it is like a forge that welds something into perfect one and it pampers beyond my inner self... it was been pondered and concealed so it stays strong and empowers my free will to look beyond how opportunities or chance can help me on my way to success and prosperity! i always look for someone to look over me and someone who could make me feel that i was important...
i crave a lot and it seems if my body automatically interested a certain thing... i go for it... adhere to reach it with my bare hands and meticulously convinced no matter what the cost, i will have it! sometimes i get overwhelmed by my emotions like excitement and especially for a prospect thing or person... i can be your true friend til the end but what matters most for me as i think in the word "friendship"... it doesn't need something in return... i can help you in the times that you need my help and i can make it doubled liked you never expected... i'm lowly and closely binded at the ground... i don't have to use poetic words just to let my friends know how i care for them but if one day it is needed to be outspoken, so it will be done... every day for me is a challenging day and it was filled with many opportunities that i tried harder to be a clairvoyant... i don't want to missed an opportunity that i can find myself smiling at the end... i was been able to keep myself calmed in many facade of truth that i have to deal with... sometimes i have to be sparked and speak sarcastically just to let other people know how i feel... i fight til the end and a dream of becoming a man of principle is not yet over... i just facing it's hardest hit and it make me inspired and keep moving till i reach it... i have many ideas inside my mind but sometimes when i chose to be alone and locked in silence, there's no reason for turning back... i stand on my words and i keep living in this planet for what i believe in... i mean to say that i was nothing compared to highly-successful and witty people... coz i know every man in here has it's own greatest rival to face in... one can win and one can be defeated... i have many questions that revolves around my small body and it just always clinched on me as i came to explore evryday living... i was not amazed how first knowledge stucked in my brain but all it seems not enough... i kept moving as the life was summed in three words "it goes on"... i was glad to know that there are people who likes to be with my boat and steadfastly sailing the flow of life... seeking for the mysteries of it, defining what meaningful life really means and unveils all of it in the same consequently manner... i really want to have people whom i can give my all TRUST but of course not THRUST! if you think you are, don't hesitate... true friendship in just few clicks away... and it not a waste of time and there's nothing can be taken from you if you try... .. ..